bruises on my legs ★

himself

guitarbf

@xanaxprofessor
girl its confidential , why you all on my johnson 😐😐😐😐

WHEN I SAY IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF ON OCTOBER 31ST 1990 IM GONNA FUCKING DO IT AND NO GODDAMN BULLSHIT BOSTON NEWSPAPER IS GONNA FUCKING TELL ME THAT IM CRYING WOLF - GG ALLIN

i must b retarded #😐 w/ witchbox

shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

on the count of three w/ skeleton

just ten toes can't avert my obsession
you are my one and only possession
fill the void in my chest that you left since
all i have is a hole in my heaven

living in ur shadow

weird cover

lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

@bloodstainonmytee made the og, pls go follow him
instrumental by @slushyizedarchive

just take me out this misery already cover

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:
i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

you wanna walk away
go ahead walk away
ill never see you again, 
im blocking you and your friends
ill probably live on the streets
i need your love or im bent
well she a 10 but she psycho
shes tracking my benz

i dont know where to go
cause i dont got a home
i really never know
im gonna explode
i think i made a wrong turn
im on the suicide road
i guess its time to go
i guess its time to go

i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

shes a 10 but shes psycho

thank you for the support it means the world to me i love each and every one of you

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

it doesnt feel the way that it used to,
im used to love that is true, boo
im sorry but my worlds really changed girl
its a pain, but im moving on from you
i sit up in my room, looking at the stars
i wanna be a star, i wanna be a star
i wanna leave this gross town, and see better things
and see some pretty things, wont worry bout a thing

i feel like a dummy,
i always waste my money,
i always wanna seem cool,
im really such a damn fool

i really have no enemies,
you hate me youre a friend of me
you hate me well i do too
ill die before i end school

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

you make fun of me like i dont make fun myself every day

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

i make up things way too much
it always makes things worse, and they were worse enough
i know that you hate me, dont say it again
i know we'll never be friends,
i know you wish i was dead

ill never get your attention
i hate when youre mentioned
it makes me feel helpless and
i get so depressed and
i cant do this again
im dead 100%
im always getting attacked
thats why i always defend