Prod. Gullyspit

Artwork by syhn! @pastelskylines on twitter

Lyrics:

Hook:
I think I need a second 
bitch I cannot fucking breath 
okay
I pulled up 911 Gully flew in on the scene 
okay
bad karma not a weapon bitch I kill my enemies 
half a cup of bleach and kerosene my favorite recipe 
okay 

Verse:
i found a body at the grapevine
feeling co- dependent
need ideas you can take mine
and I been craving poison
I need something I can mainline 
bite the hands that feeds you 
when it treats you like a canine
said I need some poison 
can I try below yo waistline 
shorty I don’t waste time 
I’m in the box like FaceTime 
I’m on the rise like hate crimes 
and bigots in the grave
wait 
I meant proud boys in the grave 
wait 
I meant nazis in the grave 
okay 

they wanna see how much I bleed
take you by the wrist 
and baby you can play lead
something in the way
something that  I can’t even see 
everybodies dying 
when they just a mouth to feed 
the bullet only kills
if you already on your knees
they find yo body in the weeds 
grab yo fucking gun
and we can aim it at that sheets 
I don’t need to question 
I know everyone  agrees 
the bullet only kills
if you already on your knees 

Hook:
I think I need a second 
bitch I cannot fucking breath 
okay
I pulled up 911 Gully flew in on the scene 
okay
bad karma not a weapon bitch I kill my enemies 
half a cup of bleach and kerosene my favorite recipe 
okay

I Found a Body at the Grapevine

My last story I’ll ever tell I mean this bc next I’m doing a lot of specialist and therapy to heal her from everything I’m going to do everything I can it’s not a praise me for doing it it’s a understand it wasn’t easy to get to that point and never is here it goes though. 
You know I struggle w suicide but I try my best with god and sometimes bc I’m so alone and confused it’s hard to maintain that so I ignore my health and well being essentially like I do god bc I believe I’m god right not literally but anyway this idea I don’t have to do anything which I shouldn’t I agree and not everyone does I know I owe smth tho whether I do or don’t to myself and I don’t get upset about that at all it’s actually a compliment high expectations no matter what the case which is super sweet anyways my last story he warns me when my health is really going like that night I almost died I saved myself they did find me barely alive but I was right by the hospital and went there weeks and days each week prior and I actually stayed right there in case I started going. Anyways so. You know there’s been many times I thought he’s just reminding me there’s smth right so not that he’s saving me or not able to or can I save myself but that there’s smth better suicide ain’t right yk and he wants me to feel health and healing and get what I need and knows it’s hard bc I struggle thinking I have to be god bc I am asked for a lot high expectations like I said we all speak for ourselves right? Anyways he knows I’ll ignore ignore ignore so he does these crazy funny things and they’re like apart of real life and it’s crazy bc I know it’s coming like my life can’t even help it it all moves together and I would change it bc I don’t need to know when to heal myself but I wouldn’t change it bc it does share a story a great message that it’s my story anyways the story is. My nurse said this gave her chills and made her hair stand up but I had a song playing in my head I mean really old and just screaming at me like I felt so restless right and so hopeless like I didn’t want to get help but this song just kept pestering like a fly and the cover art for it kept flashing at me so strong anyways I get to the hospital it was hard but I did it knowing I need to and right above the sign in is the cover art to the exact T for that song I haven’t thought of in a long long time never had it played like that in my head so strong and flash cover art at me ever but it’s pretty cool cus I really believe in that you know that’s what I believe in that’s what I enjoy to hear as well life is so hard to navigate and trust and feel comfortable w all ur choices and mistakes but stuff like that makes me warm and feel close to god which I truly enjoy much more then thinking of life’s hazards but just living each day you know for each day which I’ve always done but he never fails to remind me he’s my creator and protector and safety net and even though the cost is so high and is life and priceless he makes it easy to hold and love with time and patience and repentance I pray for you friend I do everyday thank you for that last story until I show you why I can do my best alone completely alone and silent I’m going to be real none of you appeal me not even my husband but she truly brings my joy and love and warmth and peace even in her darkest shadow never failed me I truly don’t want to argue again I don’t want to be you she saved my life that could’ve been very bad and they all agree including me the only reason it’s slightly going down is bc I was woken up and pulled to the ER but wow like sos this pain was terrible and eye opening and my nurse understands how bad it is she said “go to the bathroom w me” and I literally landed on the floor and then I walked back to bed like nothing happened and I didn’t feel that I’m not mad I think it just controls u and I’m pretty scared but it ain’t the worst fear I can just tell though she saved my life tn did it ever dawn on u someone weak would win

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