i wore my heart out 
bleeding on ur sleeve
you keep me reaching
for a love i cant keep

tell me is it real?
you take and take and i still believe
that someday you'll want whats left of me

im breaking in your hands
and you dont understand
while youre holding someone else
im waiting for you still
loving you feels like violence
im screaming into silence
while ur holding someone else
im breaking at your will

cuz all of this is getting to my head
(im never enough to you)
ive payed back more than i have ever bled
(dont know what else to do)
so tell me is there something i misread
(im never enough to you)
cause all you think of me is misled 
(i hate that it feels so true) 

so take a look at me 
is this what appears in ur dreams 
idk what is going on 
should i play along
im lost inside your make believe
im lost between
these fake realities
i dont know 
what is right
and what is wrong 
im drawn into ur fantasies

so tell me is it real
you take and take and i still believe 
that someday you'll want whats left of me 

im breaking in your hands
and you dont understand
while youre holding someone else
im waiting for you still
loving you feels like violence
im screaming into silence
while ur holding someone else
im breaking at your will

cuz all of this is getting to my head
(im never enough to you)
ive payed back more than i have ever bled
(dont know what else to do)
so tell me is there something i misread 
(im never enough to you)
cause all you think of me is misled 
(i hate that it feels so true)

obsidian [52blu]

rain rain rain rain
@raaynen:
I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit (headshot)
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan (fetch me their souls)
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds (insta kill)
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And it's like yeah I really hate you
Like did you notice?
I don't know what I'm doing wrong cause here at my-
Lois? Loiss? Lois you in the bathroom?

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan 
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And shoutout r3 you put me where I am
I know exactly who I am because of all my friends
I thought I'd never find myself rapping for fuckin fans
I can't control the things I say it's all out of my hands

You'll have better luck next time, you really fucked up
Look me in my eyes so I can tell you that I love ya
So-Cali baby, that's exactly where I come from
You don't know what you're saying I suggest you shut the fuck up
I never thought I'd be someone but I'm the fucking shit
And I'm the only motherfucker that's gonna represent
You start the music shit and lose exactly who you is
But I've been wanting to do this since such a little kid

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds 
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

you never did

@deepinparis @k4rson
prod @bound2return + @cruseyyyy + @k4rson

lyrics:
(@deepinparis)
if you had a problem i would get that
scrolling through my phone im texting bitches that i been had
i heard your tone and dont know what youre tryna get at
im so damn high and i cant tell if my shits all wack
i cant compromise it i would stick to the plan or wait
put on another face baby i stay in my lane
get your bro erased
i could never go that way
ive been smoking too much gas to find out that shits just a waste

hop in the door like lets get it poppin
i told my brother to lock in
yeah ive been spitting my shit on these beats but i dont see that as a problem
i just been sitting here doing my thing my thing until i almost lost it
imma bring a couple out to see in case you wanna cop it
if we pop out here we're getting closed
i would give my life up for my brother for my bro
had to dig through mud and we finally hit the gold
i did this shit for me the story i wrote

(@k4rson)
fast car race It
that bitch way too basic 
get into my money bitch u know I gotta chase it 
3.5 in this blunt bitch u know I gotta face it 
chopstick cuz im asian 
ur bitch like my cadence

I said pussy stop it 
lil bitch im the topic 
im posted with #life lil bitch we never fucking stopping
talk shit on the gang lil bitch yk u could get dropped quick
stay true to the gang bitch there aint no other option

deepinparis, karson - compromise (crusey, advxrse, karson)

i’m on edge nothing’s even happened 
with open arms i welcome you 
it all just feels so exciting, enticing
i can’t help but smile at you

im scared of the outcome
don’t ruin this don’t make me know im right again  
take the easier way out 
and stop it before it even starts 

i’m afraid of forever 
even though it’s what i claim i want 
i’m afraid of forever
id rather hold you close but only from here

crush

@prodpitfall

kickin shit i feel like Scart
green beam on ur chest, imma send it thru ur heart
like Saturn, yeah u want a restart
roll that shit up, no this aint no fckn cart
flip mag up on my scar
you a wannabe, u want none
foldin under preasure, y u actin like u r hard?
kickin shit im with ur bitch like she dont kno u
iongiveafuckimonthefloorwithanSVD-U
bullpup chopper run this shit, u know she go thru
ghillie suit
u dont see me, but i see u
shooting AP, yeah we gonna make u See-Thru
swarvoski scope make sure I always See-Thru

See-Thru Intro (pitfall)

my great work
the loudest album of the year
my most grotesque rollout yet
its all out

photography and pixel art and videography by marsy
all tracks produced solely and entirely by me
typography by me
fuck it up

FUCK feat. MARI GETI + glarch

suffering the while to lay a time or two 

i will not be monetizing this track or putting it on streaming services
prod me
sample is nettles - ethel cain

lyrics:
@fishonline
sufferin the while 2 get my head rite
get my bread rite
but if only i cld lay w u 4 1 more nite
i fear tht ill b chasin that high 4 the rest of my life
constellations form ur face
so ill js stare at the sky
psychadelic visions feel as if im rite there w u
nd we dance the lite fantastic 2 tht auld lang tune
stuck out ur hand 2 mine
held onto it it phased rite thru
ur form jus faded away in 2 a majestic hue
now idk where we went wrong
but ik its all dead nd gone
ur shadows haunt these empty halls
nd if i saw how far wed fall before we fell
i wldnt wait
holdin on 2 smth dead nd gone was my mistake
but if u see me in a vision ill run back 2 u
then ill js fade away 2 iridescent hues
no im nvr movin on
all i ever do is wait
nd it feels like im always runnin
i do naught but run in place

@ikryb4by
ay
i told her go away
she beggin me 2 stay
i dont wanna play this game no more
drinkin champagne
in the rain when it pours
always let this hoe come nd throw me off course
screamin on my phone till my voice went hoarse
brodie told me this what happen
when u talk 2 whores
u empty cryin out ur heart on the floor
took my heart
then came back wantin more
i gotta ignore her
therell b plenty hoes on tour
when i cut off all the lames in my life
ya i felt better
shell only break ur heart my nigga
if u let her
i miss my sweater not the ex bitch
im w @ahbudahbi w my niggas nd well never switch
ya we aint finna stop till we all rich

@spiritss
idk where my minds been
im so used to silence
im sick of the violence
if its up then come try me
yall sum pussy u wont try me
i wont stop till im shinin
me and fish be stylin
all yall hoes yall b wildin
all u hoes b wildin
u b actin hella childish
wonder why no one fucks with u
i dont miss u
bitch i hate u
want to see the world burn right beneath u
ive been good by myself i dont need u
blacked out benz u cant see me but i can see u
shoutout AMG militia bruh
shoutout tracy thats my day 1
shoutout @mercycoreradio that boy handsome
i told shawty go n shake sum
lil shawty go nd shake sum
shawty ask me for money i said btich go out and make some
i been stackin all this bread till the bread bread bread
last shawty texted me she miss my head head head

@mothercain
think of us inside
after the wedding
sufferin the while 2 lay a time or 2
when we wont wake up on our own
wake up on our own
held close all the time 
knowin
this was all 4 u
think of us inside
gardenias on the tile
where it makes no difference 
who held back frm who

gardenias w/ iikryy spirits prod fish

@elseen
@hdbn2


@raaynen:
I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

Tell me am I a fool
For even believing in you
I gotta be something new
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I found myself how about you?

I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

paid actor (elseen + takecare04)

prod me 
@trueysoulja
@100signs

I been fucked up 2 much
I been outside whats up
I could never get enough
Why are you so alone
I dont understand whats love
I was higher up
I was higher up 
Im so low down
I lost my footing
I fell off 
This hoe has got me on edge

Scream in my face
Act like u know me when u dont
Give me your faith
Give me my vape
Fucking despise you but I know you so well
So what
Block my number to preserve your aura
So what
I havent gave a fuck in so long

@aviorts
and i haven't been myself for damn near 3 years
you come back no apology i wish that i could  take back tears i cant
dk how i let you in i feel so stupid, ugh
next time that you done with me i hope that you tell all your friends dat
its my turn 2 get back, een though thats not who i am
got so damn apologetic i forgot who i am
damn
sent a shiver down my spine it fucked me up
sippas never land thas on my mama dat mean dat we
up
im wit tj dats my twin n im wit quixi onnat track u know we bouta get it in
my mama told me watch yo back cuz sum deze boys js aint yo friends
so if this shit go down nen ill look stupid but fuck it den
my whole crew ride ellusive all black sprinter fuck da benz
and dis ho wan come back stage but she aint nun like my ex
said dis ho wan meet the gang but she aint nun like my
yall heard me
i been puttin in work i been on overtime dey got me early

2 much @trueysoulja

prod @mental @mercycoreradio 
@afterstoryx
#########

tell me its alright,,
even if we fight,,
you can pull your fangs out ,,,
tell me if you bite

every word it rains down
cut me like a knife,,,
can you pull the pain out
its like this for life

and i know that it hurts you..
know that it hurts me
am i deserving

blood on my arms
and the scars are the worst stings
drawn from the rot,,,
swear this love is the worst thing

i cant feel what u do to me
punch my chest make my heart strings beat
cut me open see me bleed
tape my mouth wont hear me scream

i cant feel anything @mental @mcr

OD (selluhsay + popstarbills) [prod. curtains & fantasy camp]

1/3rd of ffc 1/2 of Pibble Gang
moving away from being a random tag spammer, that stuff was for fun moving in a more serious direction <3
pfp by tamers12345

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See-Thru Intro (pitfall)

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