reach4u / unconditional

prod flood + emotionals From soundlcoud
mixed by @emorave nya nya

red dot ! (flood + emotionals)

(prod. @sshinju @veilonme)
(artwork picture @fozo2)

i'll give it a try
cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone
put on the gloves nobody has to know

i just rather deadstare the void
cause life got me truly annoyed
hit my glass and turn off the noise
why are you acting like it ever meant anything?
i guess i never fixed it..
do you feel me getting distant?
i'm at a point of crashing
as i really bring in nothing

cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone..

Panadol (@sshinju @veilonme)

im trying again
pardon my displeasure
i might have been sent
2 relieve the pressure
u put on my head
cant measure displeasure
im left w/ in the end
so say we all
i say that it stops
right here bcuz
i think that i dropped
my fear a long time ago now
i wish that u could have gone down
2 the surface youd c that its worth it
u would kno everything that im cursed w/
i cant read yr thoughts like its cursive
in yr own world w/ u so immersive
1st in line 2 b yr next door luver
moved away from me try again next summer
could never b w/ her never felt above her
butterflies r only beautiful when they flutter
keep yr freedom i dont wanna choke u
if i lose u it was cuz im sposed 2
u said i need u dont kno what i go thru
i dont kno what 2 do 2 get it thru 2 u its old news
and ill show u
everything i said i had to prove it was all tru
i couldnt have spent my life w/ u if i wanted 2
but i wanted 2 i guess i wanted 2
back when u wanted me back
when i wanted u 2
and i wanted u bad u just wanted me 2 do
anything that u would ask me 2
wouldn't change it 4 me but i changed myself 4 u
and i do it and i dont kno y cuz i dont c the use
i only luv my luv life when im being abused
yr flicking yr lighter right up by my short fuse
short story ends special thanks 2 the crew
(do it all 4 u i dont c the use im being abused
im wasting my life away just trynna make u chose
short film cut away the breathing room

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by exxiiiyyaaa
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/29/2023
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

displeasure (+ exxiiiyyaaa)

MAD AS A HATTER BY LIL MATEO AND 9ARADOX 
PROD GXDRAYS 
LYRICS: 
LOADING...

9ARADOX AND LIL MATEO - MAD AS A HATTER🎩 [GXDRAYS]

Pressed + XC + Hateyoualready + Xntrospection (Gutter Club Exclusive) [told you not to trust me]

vocals recorded, written mixed by me
beat by mndls1600

due time (mndls1600)

fuggler funny ugly monster

City

(jrowzie)
tah, fuck, yuh, oh yeah
oh u sick huh?
like buddy like no u not
i feel like shit huh
no more smokin up in dis spot
i feel like shit
like omg im like way too sick
girl pop a tit
lets get too freaky lets get too lit
ah, ah
ah, ah
ah, ah
ah, ah
im out this spot
im out the block
amount my pot
lets count it up
yuh, woah
yuh, ha
yuh, woah
yuh, ha
i did ts on my own i dont need no help
im tired of gettin way too stoned like i need some help
feel the smoke in my bones like im rottin in hell
yeah im a fein i know, like i dont feel too well
i dont fuckin like these dudes like they all omd
think they know me now but they dont know im totin on this blick yuh
yuh, yuh, no
ive met too many ppl that idek the count of it
im makin like money now they think its all like counterfeit
i feel like shit
yeah i need some love i need my bitch
i sent a text, i said "come the crib" at like 3 am
she js want sex, she dont even like want me dam

sick

prods: esprr x yugen
[chorus]
if you want me then i want you
i don't wanna think about the things that haunt you
bands on me eyes on you
i can't do what i'm supposed to
[verse 1]
you remember what i said last night what i said at the party
wanna say that im sorry
its ok that you forgot me
and i think my whole life i've been lied to
i can't count it up i don't even have an iq
i know one thing can't find another like you
come to conclusions tell me what do i do
[chorus]
if you want me then i want you
i don't wanna think about the things that haunt you
bands on me eyes on you
i can't do what i'm supposed to

#goonncity #hyperpop #liluzivert