LYRICS:

when i kill myself i hope you know its not your fault
ive been acting like a fool like im ten feet tall
ive been losin every battle ive been losin every war
ive been hoping someone tells me what im fighting for
cause i cant seem to find purpose in anything
and i just hope im not the only one wondering
why we're all so sad and decrepit and alone
for what god forsaken sins must we all atone

or maybe im the only that feels this way
maybe im overreacting to my own dismay
maybe theres no greater evil at play
maybe it actually will all just go away

or maybe im just grasping at straws
hoping that someone can break all the laws
theyll save us from our own paws
from the grasp of our jaws
rip the pain right from our maws
turn rivers from our bogs
put an end to all of the smog
make life less of a slog

why do i keep holding onto hope
every time i do i just end up my own
wear these fuckin scars like a vanity cope
i reveled in every fire i stoked
dressed to the nines but im all alone
call me a ghost even though im all bone
my blackened heart has turn into stone
im no longer her im a mismanaged clone

so when i kill myself i hope you know its not your fault
ive been acting like a fool like im ten feet tall
ive been losin every battle ive been losin every war
ive been hoping someone tells me what im fighting for
cause i cant seem to find purpose in anything
and i just hope im not the only one wondering
why we're all so sad and decrepit and alone
for what god forsaken sins must we all atone

when i (prod. Christa)

riot ft camertin (hollowprpl)

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. (hollowprpl x ash.)

lyrics
im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

please lock eyes with me
and in time ill see
its testing me
and im underneath
please stay with me
ur all i need
im losing sleep
and puking up what i eat

im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

im vomiting blood. my pupils are blown. (tiedforsilver)

lyrics 


i know too much
i know too much 
oh ive grown so tired
girl im throwing up
i know too much 
we know too much
theyre all watching
i think theyre after us
i suffer here
alone again
and i cant stop these thoughts
in my head 
its over now
let me go
cuz im under earth
n ur under oath

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

in this forest mist
i return to dust
and im over it
except im really not
and in this village shack
it whispers in the dark
am i coming back
before im dead and gone
hold me tight before im gone
before i lose myself again
im losing faith in myself
i cant talk to any friends 
i cant talk with anyone
youre better off leaving me numb
just in the corner and im slumped
in the bathroom throwing up

its too much
after all
and i knew that
but you let me fall
and im too weak 
after all
do you need me
like at all

under_earth (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

isolated [cover] (killedmyself)

10_things i hate abt u.

10_things i hate abt u. (guttertrvsh)

leaves (shiiranoh x vallich)

cant breathe

prod. ryan kelly 

lyrics:

Chorus ryn x2
i got blurry vision
ever since i lost the crown
my hearts missing
the one that you buried in the ground

i can't fix it
what i lost can't be found
i can't fix it
i can't fix it

Verse 1 yami 
I don't miss it
you're always screaming out attention 
who broke your heart?
I know I'm fitting the description

me and you 
know how it started
trying to see if
I could make you fall in

we both know and
eternally scarred
I can't go and try
to fix no heart 

Chorus ryn x2
i got blurry vision
ever since i lost the crown
my hearts missing
the one that you buried in the ground

i can't fix it
what i lost can't be found
i can't fix it
i can't fix it

Verse 2 kotaray 
Fuck these feelings deep inside my chest again
I know I hate to stay awake in this dark abyss
Gotta keep my heart from getting torn to fuckin bits
All these blurry thoughts make it hard to rest

And all the pain that you put me through every single day
Hurt in my soul visions always fade to grey
Baby you always push me far away
Even when I gave you my heart day by day

Chorus ryn x2
i got blurry vision
ever since i lost the crown
my hearts missing
the one that you buried in the ground

i can't fix it
what i lost can't be found
i can't fix it
i can't fix it

can't fix it (feat. yami. & kotaray)

singer/rapper for the saddest humans

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when i (prod. Christa)

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