crazy? i was crazy once 
prod me 
feat. @asht0nn

lyrics:
@misalivee
yeah i keep it in my cup
she fuckin gone 
she say ill never be enuff
im crazy baby honestly like wtf
i need you now n babe i think i need the drugs

im really gone like wtf
got acid tabs yeah i got acid on my tongue
she drive me crazy with that bitch im still in love
like omfg i cant really stop buy the drugs up on my card
like omg baby i cant really talk 
tell me what you want ballin out yeah wat i got 
i got my coke babe u kno im cray as fuck
percs up in my nose got xans up in my cup
oh my god like wtf
she drive me crazy baby yeah u think u won
dont give a fuck yeah bitch im crazy wtf  
dont a fuck bitch yeah im crazy wtf

@asht0nn
they like ashton how tf u do it like dat
cuz i stay positive fuck sum hoes then drop a tab
i feel like a trendsetter cuz they copy me so bad
if u hate me idc ur prolly jus a fag
beep beep beep
no im not gon censor dat
if ur offended get your priorities straight cuz thats just whack
and your life seems so sad
you stay behind your computer writing music dats asss

SPOTIFY

im crazy baby ++asht0nn

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

yuh 
i told you don’t fuck around and find out so u fucked around and found out 
it’s all good til they try to kill you 
noose wrapped around my throat telling you i feel you 
everytime everytime without a doubt ye
let me down going down like Earhart ye
make a wish pray to god that he hears you
ain’t nobody ever there to gaf yeah

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

m1v 

I wanna love you right
Do things that make you fly
Promise
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Pull me on rip 
Hold on me lift
My pain off my shoulder
I cant catch a shift 
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Cant catch the drift when i let go
I hold you dearer while we grow
Cant stand a pain on your behold
Rip it in pieces thousandfold
And it is all a cycle
we do it again


to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again

I’m not insane, say you fucking love me! ft. m1v

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

wste my time on fckn repeat
you never evn cared
fake my fckn offline status
i jst wnt you to notice

i dnt knw wut to do
im so sck of tryng
im alwys in the wrng
no matter how hrd i try

ik im alwys jealous
alwys obsess w u
the thoughts cnt stop though
nd i wsh u'd thnk ab me
leavin me did not help
said u care but u did not
said u care but u still left
prmised me but it still broke

alwys siding w ur friends
even though all i wanted was ur lov
made me feel so insecure
even though all i wanted was ur care

i jst wnt u bck in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u
im so sick its my head
im so hrt im so x_x
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

ps. this is a very old song of mine that i decide to recreate and release again fyi

i'm so sick of finding love [asecoamy & keomi]

party all nite x_X ft. kiryo & ivy's lullaby (aura)

feat- https://soundcloud.com/korpseboy?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

feat- https://soundcloud.com/restoreangel?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

prod- glorygasp

iamsodead
OMG
BABY I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU??
I ALWAYS THOUGHT WE HAD SUM..
YOU WERE MINE ND I DIDNT WANT YOU GONE?!
omg..
BABY LETS GET FREAKY IN THE CLUB!
I DONT WANNA WASTE MY TIME,,,
THNKIN U WERE THE ONE FOR ME XD

ha ha ha.. 😦
u got me fcked up
i dnt wnna stop the thoughts
cuz i wuz rly  in luv..
nd now i always feel so stuck D:
nd omg i lost myself?!
i jst wnna lay in bed
nd think that all i need is death >.<
bby ill letchu ruin my health <333
i wish youd understand my heart
i tried so hard 2 restart
but ig ill nvr be enuf.. 😦

restoreangel
la la la baby you know i love your fucking touch
every time you do it to me yeah you got me actin nuts
look into my eyes and tell me u don't wanna be in love
cause if you do the only thing you'll get is just emoji doves 🕊️ 
my head's in the clouds
I want you in my arms
I don't wanna take turns
but you don't wanna love me
don't wanna love me

online corpse
omg
bbY Im not feelin right 
everytime I look into ur eyes Im getting butterflys
bloody scene
d d dager in my fckn heart
I just wnna cut u nd then slice u till u fall apart
fall fall fall apart....
I just need sumbody who can kiss me till i overdose
if u wnna be that bby u can be my fckn slut

iamsodead
OMG
BABY I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU??
I ALWAYS THOUGHT WE HAD SUM..
YOU WERE MINE ND I DIDNT WANT YOU GONE?!
omg..

OMG w/ restoreangel+online corpse [glorygasp]

lyrics 

@gutzxx

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme me fix your loose wires
think about you every night and I cant 
get you of my mind
ima stalk you every night
if feels so fucking right 
take a pic and watch me die 
I'll promise you'll be fine

she got lacerated wounds
I see her face turning blue 
its so sad I know its true 
she tried to od in her room
shes impressed with cuts all over her arm
and she wants to killherself but she dont want help

its so sad shes suicidal 
get a razor cut it wider
and she likes the way it drips
and she likes the way It feels
its so fucked its so tapped
and ill always come baaaack

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
ima crash out 
girl I wanna cut you up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better In the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carvin hearts into your neck 
cause your lifes a fucking mess
lets play surgeon im a doctor
lemme fix your loose wires
think about you day and night
I cant get you of my mind
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
ima stalk you every night
cause it feels so fucking right

im so fucked in the head 
but you still take me back
im so lost in my delusions 
will you still love me back
I need help I know its true
im stuck to you like glue 
everydays a fucking mess
put a knife into my chest

razors in my backpack
fuck me up so bad 
im a crash out 
girl I wanna cut up
im so sorry I just think its fun
you look better in the morgue
with your pretty fragile bones
carving hearts into your neck

fragile bones (prod pavlos)

w/ @mezhaa + @1stress
p. teeth
sleep clinic ^,,^

(horrorangel)
i can’t fall asleep bitch everyday im sleepless
i’ve been up for 3 days shadow ppl seeing shit
baby u can’t fall asleep
there’s this demon haunts my dreams
i’ve been thinkin bout u i can’t fall asleep
up all night heather langingkamp
burn their souls let them repent
where’s my girlfriend call it a bloodbath
i feel drained i feel sad

she just wanna die withdrawls xanax
overdosing hypnocil
in my dreams cant see u anymore i don’t need u

breaking down everyday
i can feel the fucking weight
i know i say i’m okay i jus wanna be okay
she asks if im alright i say the same 
im the worst person u blame

(mezha)
every single day i wake up in a nightmare
always try to escape but you’re still right there
i hate this life everything’s unfair
i feel nothing at all i don’t even care

reach your hand out
put your soul into mine
always forever
soul intertwined

there’s nothing for me 
in this life
my time to go
 time to say goodbye

wes craven #newnightmare

Spotify

wes craven #newnightmare w/ stress + mezha (p. teeth)

p. teeth ^,,^
w/ @1stress
self inflicted burns </3 X_X

self inflicted #trauma

self inflicted #trauma w/ stress (p. teeth)

prod me
sample is elfen lied ost lilium 

https://open.spotify.com/album/5ep5K5RcsW5vy4ttrk0gbQ?si=RXQ56rxGSlyEicDd9aPp4w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ54Q2HRBos

https://www.instagram.com/deadsince2011/
https://www.instagram.com/cy4ne/
https://www.instagram.com/swaglikejoms/

lyrics

(wintr)

dont check the bathroom
omg shes fkn dead
yea im laughing at u
coz u let it get to ur head
i wont yield
my scars will never heal
i wish that u were here
so i could kill you, my dear

ladies and gentleman open up your eyes
welcome to the circus where people come to die
mommy didn't care, coz she was never there
and i cant even blame her so i rip out my hair

(cy4ne)

i feel like i cant even understand your sorrow (alright)
come on baby let me take another photo
you look so cute whenever i cut you into pieces (yeah)
sink my teeth into your flesh, because i need it

i stared the afterlife, right into the eye 
when i saw my future it made me fuckin cry
i went to heaven and hall and said goodbye
but before this happens ill make sure u fuckin die (what)

(disoc8)

welcome to my fucking life, welcome to the shitshow
lost so many years and all my friends over a bimbo
so much anxiety, i'm peeking out the window
i can't fucking sleep cuz its my third day up on mephedrone 

ur so fucking hot oh my god ur so deceiving
took too many drugs, sorry bbyg i'm leaving
ur too fucking good for me
overdose on xtc
love 2 fucking self destruct 
cuz ik that we're meant 2 be 

enjoy <3