https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DK4TBJYWS-0&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

If I told you the shit I’ve done You wouldn’t believe it 
Like babadook I don’t hide my trauma I just feed it 
The shortec made this pavement orthopedic 
You say you’re done with me but don’t say it like you mean it 
I  say it with my chest and then repeat it
I’m bloody, I’m bloody from the Xanax I can’t beat it 
You pull your affection away from me right when I need it
Get geeked to forget but some things just  can’t be deleted 

I’m born to use
 Just existings too much 
Too much shit has happened that just  can’t be said 
I can’t speak To the ones I love 
Think I got too much pride but  Deep down I’m just scared 
I’m on my knees I just tried to play god
I didn’t choose to be alive that shit was force fed 
I avert the blame when I know I’ve done wrong 
A Cowards way out put the gun to my head 
Cuz I’m better off dead

BABADOOK (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)*vid in desc*

Self-sabotaging this not a phase
Got high tolerance for drugs yeah but not for snakes
I sip too much, I can’t feel my face
Taking everything I have once I get a taste
My karambit it loves me, hanging around my waist
She wanna go eat nearby or maybe catch a case
I’m checking up on his bitch I like touching base
Know I can take my life if it comes to worst case

I kicked him when he’s down off 1 gram of Benadryl
That’s 40 tablets, a whole evening popping pills
Fear and loathing 1 deep in Eiriel
In too deep to get violent but don’t test me cuz I will
If you stab my back with words, repay the favour with steel
OC’s I’m speaking Simlish not expressing how I feel
Shut my eyes down on the highway, no hands up on the wheel
Flick the nightstick like a wand, made his kneecap bonemeal
You get finessed that’s just business
No strings attached so be careful what you witness
I forget cuz of Benzos not forgiveness
I saw the Hatman in my room on 30 Christian St
I saw the Hatman in my room and no one listens
I saw the Hatman in my room on 30 Christian St

Self-sabotaging this not a phase
Got high tolerance for drugs yeah but not for snakes
I sip too much, I can’t feel my face
Taking everything I have once I get a taste
My karambit it loves me, hanging around my waist
She wanna go eat nearby or maybe catch a case
I’m checking up on his bitch I like touching base
Know I can take my life if it comes to worst case

Eiriel (prod. XPWAVE)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Lpt3MymKL4&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack 
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back 
Cuz my waking state is turmoil I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet , tried to cut my strings for good 
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could 
There’s many people I’d die for if required I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot 

I’m the group therapist can’t take heed to my own advice 
Tell my brother there’s a lot to live for but I don’t value my own life
Always sinks in at 3am when I’m coming off my favourite vice 
There’s a bounty on my head and I’m too tempted by the price 
There’s a big question mark stamped on everything I see
Why the fuck was I smoking spice now I’m cursed with DPD
I’m fed up, it’s not living no more when you’re living in OBEs
I’m just trying to sip the pain away so keep walking don’t mind me 
Turn violent when it gets too much and this shits not feeling real 
Watched me beat a man to a pulp and it’s not empathy I feel 
I’d die to get off the grid clock out reshuffle the deck and heal
Petrified by the unknown but can’t wait for the big reveal

I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack 
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back 
Cuz my waking state is turmoil I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet , tried to cut my strings for good 
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could 
There’s many people I’d die for if required I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot

Puppet (prod. theylovechiko)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_7la8-YUiI&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

prod+mix @tonserrr
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I find it hard to admit defeat baby
a death star, been living one foot in six deep
how come it's hard for you to leave you're crazy
you've held on the best thing you could do is forget me
this life is hard I grit my teeth daily
I pop pills not because I want to because they save me
at 6 o clock carrying off safety
a death wish I'm wishing death would come and take me

Off a flat that's the bar that I'm rasing
she got a flat tyre from the bowie that I'm waving
I couldn't let you leave baby girl I guess you're staying
If I'm tied down once then why I love misbehaving?
Cooking up a storm this homebrew made with love
I nodded in her arms I could not get enough
If we're not doing some freak shit cannot get it up
She speak my love language whenever we draw blood
Finger empty bags no fall back it's a disease
I'm getting to the money while she's getting on her knees
I don't speak to lay men in layman's terms get put to sleep
I'm up to my neck in trauma I can barely breathe

I find it hard to admit defeat baby
a death star, been living one foot in six deep
how come it's hard for you to leave you're crazy
you've held on the best thing you could do is forget me
this life is hard I grit my teeth daily
I pop pills not because I want to because they save me
at 6 o clock carrying off safety
a death wish I'm wishing death would come and take me

Deathwish (prod. djilmarë)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiQiHr-fmvU&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

All The World Will Be Your Enemy
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Play with fire if I die I deserve it
This life pain I pop pills to try curb it 
He double crossed me I made his body short circuit  
I’m pouring up Prometh around this fake cuz I’m allergic 
It’s a hoax you can’t pass as one of us 
It’s Sacreligious how I’m pouring Tosé in the club
If I see him round me best believe I’ll fuck him up 
If you see me in the function then your ass is getting jumped 

He’s with my ex and she’s cutting cuz of me 
I know it hurts him that she’s thinking about me when she bleeds
I'm a switch i get degraded then she’s barking on a lead 
Off This Drug cocktail means waking ups not guaranteed 
It’s traumatic when my bitch and me play house 
I’m a mad dog off the cocaine need a muzzle on my mouth 
Up the stakes he gets muzzle thumped before the shit goes south 
He’s got a big family so im open firing on a crowd 
Turning Muslim before I die so I get pussy when im dead 
I bust a nut from eating a bitch out but not from getting head 
I’mma shove you off this mortal coil if you get between my bread
If I don’t boot up before I sleep wake up on the wrong side of bed 

Play with fire if I die I deserve it
This life pain I pop pills to try curb it 
He double crossed me I made his body short circuit  
I’m pouring up Prometh around this fake cuz I’m allergic 
It’s a hoax you can’t pass as one of us 
It’s Sacreligious how I’m pouring Tosé in the club
If I see him round me best believe I’ll fuck him up 
If you see me in the function then your ass is getting jumped 

Got his bitch down on one knee, kiss my Mechanix black gloves

Play With Fire (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)

I struggle with ill intentions yeah maybe more than most
But I saw the sun rise pouring light up on the coast
I wish I was pouring light I wish I wasn’t pouring Tos
And my wish is my command but I aint strong enough to cope
The formation of your face has me clinging on to hope
Inability to change my past has grabbed me by the throat
When I try to make amends my words get caught up and I choke
But I promise real pain In these lyrics that I wrote

I chose a path that’s filled with just as much beauty as pain
But I ignored the former and sunshine felt like standing in rain
I ignored the former abusing drugs n it snuffed out my flame
Cuz I been having nightmares in this bed that I made
To get up out this hole an NDEs what I need
Time is cruel it made me crueller that’s what happened to me
But there’s a light in this tunnel that’s been waiting for me
Then maybe Someday somewhere you’ll be happy for me

All The World Will Be Your Enemy? (prod. Draven1k)

It’s a gift to be mistaken
And a curse to know your way
So how I found myself in this turmoil I confess I can’t explain
I’m off something you ain’t heard of I can’t even pronounce the name
Truth be told you cracked a smile when you learnt a lesson in restraint
I Made you love your ball and chain
It’s your favourite thing to wear
What’s it like as a Human jail break being used but self aware
I been used too we had the same fate
Needed help when no one was there
In the past tense so we medicate pretending not to care
Love is mean cuz I act mean when I don’t mean to
My cards all kiss my chest but your intentions are more than see through
It’s hard to make an impression in this world when no one sees you
It’s hard to keep your two feet on this earth when no one needs you
A bear trap as a safe space you can always just retreat to
So I say we give them hell a taste of everything we been through
An immediate call to arms to Settle debts with those who judge you
A culling on a scale that deifies us through a blood feud
Like a moth to a flame
You like to set alight
Ive been acting on my thoughts got more than just a dirty mind
Candy flipped with some freaks
We’re tryna touch the sky
If you hate it here on earth then we can kiss the world goodbye
Made you love your ball and chain
It’s what helps you walk the line
You wanna pick my brain on a deep dive be careful what you find
If you try you try in vain
This life’s a pointless ride to ride
You’re the only reason why I stay here
Thank G** our stars aligned

Ball & Chain (prod. purewaygod)

My oh my she looking fine when she cry during sex
Point of no return if I turn back then it’d be me next
I’m jacked up on cocaine I don’t need rest
An RC and a Valium on my tongue I call that wincest
My body’s due for a beating
I played with fire left on the stove
I seen things as young boy that keep my head hanging low
Won’t be a burden pushing daisies
giving back when I go
I been suffering with a smile still hurting more than you could know

I’m in the function chasing rabbits bitch I’m blurred out
Even if my life depended on it
Couldn’t get a word out
I know my kin ain’t thanking God with how I turned out
Their saviour cursed my cradle i was born to be a burnout
I’mma make you feel my pain girl I’m weeping
I been a bad dog i see a bitch I sink my teeth in
Murkying A 2 litre of sprite that shit is bleeding
I popped another **** and my insides had me screaming

Chasing Rabbits (prod. Blood Eagle)

Eating 50 mili trams ‘cus they look like Mike Ikes
I Had two close calls the black rabbits 3 strikes
I don’t wave my white flag I zero my iron sights
The proofs in the prescription they slurred my last rites
Eating 50 mili trams boy I slept for 5 nights
When you’re in the big sleep don’t make the same mistake twice
We’re swerving in the field yeah we’re smoking black ice
Just a product of the times, Stalker Plugg zeitgeist

Testing product railing slugs I know they pray that it’s laced
But when they see me in the flesh They know to stay out my face
More than a few things in life that gave me Unhealthy traits
Waste of skin walking round with a nightstick on my waist
Perc communion and my plug is John the Baptist
My blood test looking evil from the medical malpractice
On my lonesome raising hell I’m luring bait I hope it catches
We’re at each others necks it’s cuz we just Hopeless romantics
It gets weird when we jump bones, she’s spooked I’m just disturbed
I’m a savant with the RCs, an addict and a nerd
I’m not just smelling burnt toast the pills what got me slurred
Yeah You say you wanna bump heads but that ain’t what I heard
When we’re geeked He’s like Garth four eyed high and I’m like Wayne
You should meet my brother **** compared to him I’m a saint
These combat boots will help him in remembering my name
I’m downward spiralling just me myself and I to blame

Eating 50 mili trams ‘cus they look like Mike Ikes
I Had two close calls the black rabbits 3 strikes
I don’t wave my white flag I zero my iron sights
The proofs in the prescription they slurred my last rites
Eating 50 mili trams boy I slept for 5 nights
When you’re in the big sleep don’t make the same mistake twice
We’re swerving in the field yeah we’re smoking black ice
Just a product of the times, Stalker Plugg zeitgeist

Mike Ikes (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)

(You were there for me when my pillow was wet from crying)
(I think that’s why you were the only one that I’d confide in)
(Felt you in my arms you're dying)

Now my cup runneth over
I said goodbye but that don’t count much for closure
Now my cup runneth over
I’m missing you that’s why it’s hard staying sober
Now my cup runneth over
You died in my arms I felt your heartbeat get slower
Now my cup runneth over
We’ll meet again soon, going out like soldiers

I find it difficult to exist
So much hatred for the world I bet they put me on a list
If another Shortec could help further with my pain it’s worth the risk
They come in and out of my life but it’s just you that I miss
Internal struggles endless how could I worry about a bitch
I just can’t wait to see you, boy I’ve been digging my own ditch
My heart’s cut to pieces there’s no scars on my wrist
I’m pouring one out with my head down how did life get to this

Now my cup runneth over
I said goodbye but that don’t count much for closure
Now my cup runneth over
I’m missing you that’s why it’s hard staying sober
Now my cup runneth over
You died in my arms I felt your heartbeat get slower
Now my cup runneth over
We’ll meet again soon, going out like soldiers

My Cup Runneth Over (prod. Theylovechiko)

Got a tendency to bite the hand that feeds
Just a bad person tell that bitch to stay away from me
I’m layered up I got something quite suspicious in these jeans
My life was picturesque with something dark going on behind the scenes

Keep my head down My pills ain’t the only thing that’s blue
Im a groundhog , wake up in my sick to Deja vu
I wish I could turn myself inside out just for you
Then maybe you’d understand why I act the way I do
you not seeing me in the same lights something I can’t risk
Girl I wish, but I got too much shame to tell you bout this shit
Think I’d blow my brains if you knew about any of this shit
So I keep my mouth closed and let my vices force me to submit
No matter how much you love me Il be always plagued with heartache
Im always gon’ be hurt no matter how many drugs that I take
Its a funny thing to live so if I’m living I’m living my way
relaxing at the beach but in my head it feels like D-Day

Got a tendency to bite the hand that feeds
Just a bad person tell that bitch to stay away from me
I’m layered up I got something quite suspicious in these jeans
My life was picturesque with something dark going on behind the scenes

Not a day goes by (where I don’t cry)
Not a day goes by
Another day goes by
Not a day goes by (where I don’t try)
Not a day goes by
Another day goes by
Not a day goes by (where I don’t think)
Not a day goes by
Another day goes by
Not a day goes by (where I don’t drink)
Not a day goes by
Another day goes by

Not A Day Goes By (prod. purewaygod)

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Play With Fire (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)

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