we tried to do some stuff neither of us have done before, i think it turned out really cool lmk what yall think abt this one. all melodies/samples are self orchestrated :) 

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lost battle

lost battle w/ Okami

elevynn - there (access flip)

I woke up this morning, went to the bathroom to start my normal routine. As I brush my teeth, I look into the mirror and don't see me. Tired, I rub my eyes, wash my face, and look again. Same face. I don't recognize who's in the mirror. I take a photo with my camera. Still the same person in the mirror. Everyone calls me by name. They know me. But I don't look like myself.

As I sit at my office, I still ponder who I saw in the mirror. I ask everyone if I look different. They say I have done something different with my hair. Anger swells my brain as all I can think is, "Who did I see in the mirror?"

I look through my phone and see memories from days long gone. It's me. That's me. That's my face. Why don't I look like that? I ask a friend, "Why don't I look like him anymore?" Confused, they walk away and leave me with my thoughts.

I go home, broken from this day of wondering. As I look through my memories, I see it. Why I'm different.

My smile is gone.
The love in my eyes is gone.
My soul is gone.

I'm me, but I only look like me. I'm the person in the memories, but not the same.

What happened? Years of heartbreak, abuse, mental health issues, and being thrown under the bus? I'm me, surely, but I look into the mirror and I don't see myself anymore. Why did I lose myself? Why can't I recognize myself?

Sadness turns into anger. Anger breaks the mirror and shows me what I've not been seeing. I see my face in hundreds of bits, each one different from the last. Each one tells me a story.

A story of love and loss. A story of trial and error. A story of a world that made me into me. And I didn't hold onto myself enough. I wasn't strong enough.

Who am I? Why did this happen?

Progression is natural, but my heart and soul are gone. All that is left are the tears that run down my face as I look into the broken mirror and say,

"Will I ever find me again?"

Lost

@yung-beef x @pablochill-e-music - MOVISTAR (Goldshevik Flip)
Long.Live.Seco.
10 years in the trap and Im still here.

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G-Lock

keepitsimple.


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forgotten one

Ultrascend

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abyss w/ blazebook

is this even trap metal? 
imma sell this flp ong, hit me on ig : @prodsxhm

Warning

Broken bones II

letra:

"me tiro del acatilado si no veo las estrellas,
naufrago en la isla, tiro al mar esta botella,
noté sangre, poemas, solo dibujé problemas,
no pilla el mensaje dentro del cristal,
tengo tantas preguntas que no quiero las respuestas,
LNZ, la receta es secreta,
niña me tienes to' malo, quiero tu receta,
pa' reciclar penas saco la basura fuera,

si estoy entre tus piernas olvido los problemas
shorty no se quiere pirar, dice que se queda
sabe lo que pasa con el fuego y la madera
sabe lo que pienso, la pupila lo refleja

no hay dos olas iguales pero es la misma marea
no hay dos olas iguales pero es la misma marea"

lyrics:

"I’d jump off the cliff if I can’t see the stars,
I’m stranded on the island, I throw this bottle to the sea,
I felt blood, poems — all I drew were problems,
it doesn't catch the message inside the glass.

I got so many questions that I don’t want the answers,
LNZ, the recipe’s secret,
Girl, you got me all messed up, I want your recipe,
to recycle sorrows I take the trash out.

If I’m between your thighs I forget the problems,
shorty don’t wanna leave, she says she’s staying,
she knows what happens with fire and wood,
she knows what I'm thinking — pupils reflect it.

No two waves are the same, but it's the same tide
No two waves are the same, but it's the same tide."

different waves, same tide

Rex Gothorum fortissimus, fulmine belli et scuto fidei, superavit gentes innumeras.
Non timuit tempestatem nec terrorem hostium.
In ipso fulsit gloria Gothorum, lumen Hispaniae, terror inimicorum.

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rex gothorum

zonedout - rain city (prod. phntmzn bR)

vocals from https://soundcloud.com/liminalgirl
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different waves, same tide

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