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all I hear are dial tones
As I call you on my phone 
3 am I’m all alone 
wishing you’d pick up this call 

I called to tell you that I love you 
how much I fucking care about you 

all I hear are dial tones
As I call you on my phone 
3 am I’m all alone 
wishing you’d pick up this call 

hey
how are you 
how’ve you been?
I’m going crazy 
cause you’re living in my head
I hear all the fuckin words you’ve said 
replaying in my head 
missing everything about you 
Just wanna hear I love you too 
text you but I see the message turn to green 
always thinking about every single fuckin memory 
every time I see your picture I forget to breathe
sleep paralysis and you’re the only thing I see 


lucid dreaming about our love and how you made me feel 
even through the darkest of times you always kept it real 
I fought for you ever single time we couldn’t hold our bond 
break apart just to find each other, we do this every fuckin time 
I can see it in your eyes 
you were tired of the lies 
replaying all the moments where i felt so dead inside 
regretting all the times where I would always run and hide 
Hate myself so much not even therapy can save my life 

Smoke 
smoke until I choke 
hit a line of coke 
pop my pillys every day 
I just wanted you to know 
I never wanted you to go 
break my heart again 
I’ll do this everyday until I’m dead 

I just hope you’re doing fine
I always have you on my mind 
always missing all your vibes 
and all the love we made at night 

I’m still waiting on your call

prod. @sogimura

Dial Tones (prod. Sogimura)

I’m lovestruck 
To the Melody of your voice 
And I know you’d never want to be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Skrwd:
Shawty got me lovestruck 
Hit my phone like wassup 
Kiss me, diss me, miss me baby
that shit got me fucked up
Love games got me upset 
This shot ain’t a contest 
Loving on somebody else is something I can’t digest 
You call me and tell me you miss me but too busy to come out to the city 
What do you want from me?
I don’t wanna just be another hobby 
I should be calling it quits 
I’ve had enough of this shit
I feel like a simp cause I know you’ll never wanna be with me
But I can’t stay away 

Gxlke:
It was 2016 when I first fell in love 
you got me high 
every moment every time 
you look into my eyes 
Before we kiss and then you bring me up into the sky
where we dance and fly 
laugh at all our jokes 
how could we never see the signs
you showed me how to be myself 
why would I always lie
every year that passed I said that this was the last time 

I made you lose your trust in me 
I became your own worst enemy 
we’d tell each other everything 
I never changed 
never stopped the lies and now you want to leave 

the sound of your voice 
on the phone 
it always felt like home 
FaceTime every night 
And made sure we said goodnight  
Look at our pictures all the time
I always sit and wonder why 
I can never stay away from you 
when I’m doing wrong all the time 
I give you toxic love 
And I’d drink your poison till I die

Lovestruck (Feat. Skrwd) (prod. King Theta)

Featuring @p33_fyb
Produced by @jakkyboi
Mixed & mastered, additional vocals by @horoshamusic
Art by @spookygang

LYRICS
Is this really how it ends
You swore we'd always be the best of friends
And foolishly I believed that
Everything would work out like you said
What happened to our best laid plans
Blood stains my hands again

(P33)
For real is this how it ends
I never thought I'd live
Long enough to lose you as a friend
I miss having you by my side
Summer night getting high in your ride
You'd pass me over the aux
Bump Blink and we would get lost

(P33, Horosha & Carlby)
Knives in my back where you put them
You closed the book and wrote the end
Curtain falls and now they're all laughing
I hope this makes you happy

(P33 & Carlby)
You really think you did something
But truth is you're still nothing
I'll sleep without a problem
'Cause I got a clean conscience

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Best Friends Means Forever w/ P33 (Prod. jakkyboí)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

regret

alaska / by my self all alone

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

(prod. Doza x Nico Baran)
M/M: MarcDoesMusic

STATIC (prod. Doza x Nico Baran)

Sit Still [+ Jody]

1st @northshoremusic | 2nd @soulfadexo | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @emptychest | 5th @kuriositylol

Problems w/ The North Shore, emptychest, noxiousnights, soulfade & kuriosity [+ afterlife]

follow my instagram and twitter @realchousey & @Ch0usey

One sided

One Sided

Grove [+ sogimura]

Gxlke Archive. 
Follow @neverxhappy for new music. gxlke songs now available on spotify under NeverxHappy - prequel: MMXXI and b-sides

Dial Tones (prod. Sogimura)

GXLKE ARCHIVE

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