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prod. @sorrowbringer

lyrics:

take 2 more to my nose
idk why the fuck i let you go
im so self destructive 
just cant help it
allergic to ppl just like they're shellfish
its not fair, to call me selfish
might need some help to dispel this
woah, oah

yeah i need some intervention
or maybe an invention
to cure me of this tension
i feel it creepin' over me
and if its all just chemicals
and if we're all just particles
what does it really matter 
if the pull the trigger
and my head goes splatter

da da da da x4

i think that youre all crazy
well then what does that make me?
guess im a little bit fucked up
yeah maybe, yeah maybe?
and i see visions in my dreams
that maybe i should not see
woah oh, woah oh

shellfish

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

late nights

regret

Lyrics:

E
T
A

twenty minutes to your house
i lost track of the time again can this absence not fuckin count
i think i'm fucking delirious thinking my wings will sprout
it's stupid hilarious how they think i've never felt
i'll turn the twenty minute drive into ten
you think i care about my livelihood that's just my mind when heaviest
and
for fucking sure reality didn't make a dent
i'm sure my body will end up inside a ditch 
maybe somewhere something'll click

so i sit here writing
all my peeves and troubles
i don't want to leave this dirt pile 
in the middle of nowhere
at the moment really don't care
in a minute i still won't care
no i don't care still won't care

dirt nap (canyouseetheghost)

alaska / by my self all alone

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

follow my instagram and twitter @realchousey & @Ch0usey

One sided

One Sided

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

(MXB:)

I Think that I’m falling in love again 
But I can’t handle another heartbreak might be the end 
Of me I’m too emotional my hearts just way too fucking fragile 
I’m tryna outrun the pain but all my problems way too agile 
So I guess I’ll kill a bottle 
Live life fast go full throttle 
Don’t care what these people saying 
I know one day I’ll be paying 
Don’t give a fuck I’ll pay the prices 
Of constantly using my vices 
Hate that I’m addicted 
So conflicted 
This is not how I predicted 
My life to be 
Please set me free
This can’t be my reality 
Its a bad dream must be 
One day imma wake up bitch trust me 
Do it alone no help yeah just me 
All Alone in this bed nobody by my beside 

Everyone else either left or lied 
So baby gotta tell me if you really down to ride 
Cuz I regret the time I didn’t spend with people that died 
Think about them all the time emotions gotta hide 
Gotta wear a mask 
People they don’t ask 
Hey are you ok 
They not here to stay 
And I don’t wanna play 
I don’t got the time 
Gotta tell me after hearing this do you still wanna be mine


Dead Broke:

And as I walked away, she said, that I would never ever change,
I'm sorry that I have become this way, (yeah)
I took too much now I see the dead,
almost broke, then I had a fit,
hate this life, hate seeing shit,

She said that my head is dark, and I can't play the part,
of happy boyfriend, fuck it all, what if I end it all?
locked myself in her jeep, I turned the gas to max.
She found me there half alive, she said "I need you there."

This love was never fair, they told me im a "star."
I threw it all away to end my suffering.

Wasted Potential

jovan ~ sandals (symelz) {GUD LISTENER EXCLUSIVE}

BAD OBSESSION FEAT. Ayomikey

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