mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you.
autumn: https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
v v v
[emptychest]
talk talk 
thats all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending every day getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dream steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning 
have u reached the ceiling yet?
spoke ur feelings yet?
gonna be okay, or are you gonna end up dead baby..?
lemme know if u simply need some rest baby
ill be the shelter when the hails pouring real heavy
but im boutta go to war and ion know if imma come back
hug me while im here so if i die you wont get flashbacks
keep that pretty lil face posted up beside my nightstand
rewind to the days when u were cradled in my right hand
now im stationed up, boutta ship off
my hands are shaking and im scared but ion got no option
you can always text me if your awake and u miss me
mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you..

[autumndropsdead]
yeah i’m anxious to hit a wall
hoping you carry on
do you care at all?
you don’t care at all

oh to be a little taller
look a little better
ally once said to die whenever; 
it’s the weather 
self encouragement is something 
i need to endeavor
girl i never meant the bond between us 
to be severed 

now fuck i’m sitting here alone
i ain’t got a message at the tone
the light in my heart that once shone
is dimmer than i’ve ever known 

swearing that i know 
i’ve been a bitch baby 
ion wanna talk abt shit i wanna live maybe whatever i’m feeling got caught up in a wind is he all you ever wanted could you count it as a win baby yeah yeah yeah

[emptychest & autumn]
yuh!
talk talk
its all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot 
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear 
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending everyday getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dreams steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning.

im stationed up
boutta ship off
my hands are shaking 
and im scared
but ion got no option
you can always text me 
if your awake and you miss me
mommas boutta go to war
if ion come back,
i love you..

war w/ autumndropsdead (jabarionthebeat x deephartt)

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

I wrote this before I knew what mastering or a de-esser was lmao

lyrics

all that I could ever see myself being
is a deadweight, a nightmare, 
vicious rapture born a heathen
and the marks upon my flesh 
are rendered old yet evident 
there's an illness in my head
ok hold up, hold up, hold up

can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
while shes with other guys 
and she's telling me lies
so I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal u can see it in our eyes its alright
we just trying not to die for the night 
so we poison the sprite
and we let our hearts die

what the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times I said I knew my shit
it's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
but I could not not be bothered 
no this life I still resent 
all the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know u ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm 
I'm not a prodigy 
it's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe 
I cannot change the past
these years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore 
look at the blood
oh the blood on the floor
Good god

I cannot change the past
these years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not 
just judging by my past

l05t 1n 7h3 54uce (jolst x cherry)

no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

svnam - now what do i do? (irby/saint tomorrow)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

EPITOME:

i-i-i-i-i try to forget the past 
but it just keep bringing me back
n-n-n-no we didn’t  know how this would last
is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
t-t-t-the world around me left me broken and scarred
don’t be surprised when i’m dead in the dark
these lonely feelings that i can’t shake

oh god
when will i break

(epitome & casperrr)

all of these feelings 
what is the meaning
i struggle every day to keep on living and breathing 
at this point i’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling 

i’ve been so alone
got no where to go
not even a home
walking down this lonely road
no hands to hold
i’m really on my own
it haunts me to know 
that i can’t let 

c-c-cant let
GO
of the past

it haunts me to know 
it haunts me to know

CASPERRR:

u keep haunting me in my sleep
n u keep haunting in my dream
i thought u were mine to keep 
but nothings really what it seems 
everything is black and white 
so much shit that i can fix
the only coloured thing is lean

dirty sprite makes me feel fine
all this buzz man am so high
did i lose weight i feel light
do you still remember thst night

it haunts me to know w/ casperrr (cl6udy x yunny goldz)

prod. living puff

lyrics:
dont tell me 
u want it
when you dont

pls help me
im drowning
in these words
that i wrote

i been waiting right here for you baby
and i been thinking maybe
i dont deserve this...
i dont deserve this!

i always did my best for you
now i dont know what to do
im stuck here writing letters 2 u

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its so hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 

[leo]
last year when i bought you flowers
everything single thing i do to you is a downer
yeah
and i ran out of power, yeah
thats why instead i bought this powder
and id do anything just to not see you again
you are not inside my head
and i hope you end up...dead!

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 


ohhhh sweep sweep !!

dont tell me you want it
when i know you fuckin dont
i know you fuckin dont...

fuck!!!

i wrote this letter to you
i dont know what to do 
should i send it 
should i leave it right here?
should i tear it up
i dont want a repeat of last year
of last year...
oh...

Spotify

letters to u w/ Leo IV [+living puff]

cant you see im never right...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-lyrics-
i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

i know that you hate it, i always ask why
i sit in my room and just cut with the knife
you gave me last year, yeah its pretty that's why
i must fuck it up, cannot treat me right

sit on the phone on the bus in the night
collide with the reason that i am alive
get deep in my thought when alone, see the light
appear on my phone, that's a signal in time

you'll recognize me, yeah hope its not a lie
im cutting the line, ill cut out ur lies
ill stay on that grind, hope that life treat me right
dont know what to do, im nauseous not fine

i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

gimme a reason that i shouldn't die
ill tell you a secret just help me confine
my demons inside, i fear what is life
you work all the time
dont see you at night

goodnight, goodbye (prod. reytee)

Could Never [prod. evasion2k]

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