@jadegardn
(elliott smith cover)

(mckel)
haven't laughed this hard in a long time
i better stop now before i start crying
go off to sleep in the sunshine
i don't want to see the day when it's dying
she's a sight to see
she's good to me
but i'm already somebody's baby
she's a pretty thing
and she knows everything
but i'm already somebody's baby
you don't deserve to be lonely
but those drugs you've got won't make you feel better
pretty soon you'll find it's the only
little part of your life you're keeping together
i'm nice to you
i could make it through
but you're already somebody's baby
i could make you smile
if you stayed a while
but how long will you stay with me, baby?

(jadegardn)
because your candle burns too bright
well i almost forgot it was twilight
even if i think that you are right
well i'm tired of being down, i got no fight
you're wonderful
and it's beautiful
but i'm already somebody's baby
and if i went with you
i'd disappoint you too
well i'm already somebody's baby
already somebody's baby

twilight w/ jadegardn

@prodpawl4k
@vanda100

ima write da same song
got nuthin left 2 wait on
i feel like im trey songz
the way i make deez bitches wait long
if u cld do it ovr wld u do it agn??
why they always gotta h8 on me
was feelin dwn hav sum faith in m3 <3
girl i feel it when u pray 4 m3
if u wuz here rn wat wld u say 2 m3?

cuz i dont think theres any right words
2 say 2 mee jus let me b
im certainly like nothing tht uve heard
not from this planet earth
i just struck him out then i threw it back to ...


i swr im fineeee
as long as im wit my bros !
fine ass bitch but she got ugly toes :s
i jus saw death hes been waiting 4 me
i jus saw the light but i cld nevr leavee

who are you 

i am death

r u coming for me ?

ive already walked by ur side for quite some time

i know

r u rdy ?

quote from "The Seventh Seal" by Ingmar Bergman

**spotify**

あなたは誰 (pr. pawl4k + vånda)

https://soundcloud.com/lllovbug

i'm a shell of who i was i've been scared of the unknown
i've been mixing up some pills so i don't even feel alone
i'm just gonna get some money i don't care if i'm known
every time i feel down she sends hearts up on my phone

don't get why you like me i'm a scumbag
nothing left inside like i'm black flag
i've been off the downers cause of flashbacks
wake up the next day feels like i got jet lag

dirt on my face she still thinks that i'm handsome
captured my heart you can hold me for ransom
she disappeared she just acts like a phantom
i'm off an x i've been acting too random 

i'm off an x and i'm loathing the next day
percs and some liquor i'll spin like a beyblade
up in my thoughts but my mental is decayed 
i love these pills cause it gives my thoughts delay

i'm a shell of who i was i've been scared of the unknown
i've been mixing up some pills so i don't even feel alone
i'm just gonna get some money i don't care if i'm known
every time i feel down she sends hearts up on my phone

don't get why you like me i'm a scumbag
nothing left inside like i'm black flag
i've been off the downers cause of flashbacks
wake up the next day feels like i got jet lag

jet lag (mercyyy + lovbug)

silence of the lambs (p. wund)

꧁༒•lyrics •༒꧂

ɢʏᴘꜱᴜᴍ:
ꜱᴍᴏᴋᴇ ᴀ ʙʟᴜɴᴛ ᴘᴀꜱꜱ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ
ᴀʜ ᴀᴀʜᴀᴀ
ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ʜɪᴛ  ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴄ ᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ
ᴀʜ ᴀᴀʜ
ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴜ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴇ ɪꜰ ɪᴍ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ
ᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛꜱ ᴅᴀʀᴋ
ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴄʜɪʟʟɪɴ in ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴋ
ᴘᴀꜱᴛ 10 ᴛɪʟ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴅᴏ ᴜꜱ ᴘᴀʀᴛ
ʏᴇᴀʜ ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪᴛ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ
ɪᴅ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴜ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ
ᴘᴀꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
ʜɪɢʜ ᴀꜱ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴜꜱᴜᴀʟ
ᴛʜᴀᴛꜱ ʏ ɪᴍ ᴅᴇʟᴜꜱɪᴏɴᴀʟ
ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏꜱ ᴜɴᴜꜱᴀʙʟᴇ
ᴘᴀꜱꜱᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴜɴᴇʀᴀʟ
ꜱʜᴀᴡᴛʏ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴏ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪᴜʟ
ꜱʜɪɴɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴍɪʟʟɪᴏɴ ᴘᴇᴀʀʟꜱ
ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ 
ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴜɪᴛᴀʙʟᴇ

passive w/ walking far (dskeep)

prod @luvorion
featuring everyone in the collective (at the time) <3

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@imyxno
spidernets around my neck
and I'm so afraid of them
looking out the window
nothing that you do
will ever make u seem
like a good person
now put me in a hearse
as u wanna see me fall
cuz ur full of shame
and u tell me that Im so lame
put some sense into urself
i dont wanna have you now
cuz u been this way
taking xanax on a daily
i dont rlly care abt u now

@akasukii
i only want u 
ur only on my brain 
making me go insane 
it feels like the same day 
its an everlasting pain 
everlasting pain 
i can never get away 
everything reminds me of u 
i can never escape this truth 
that you'll always be apart of me

@karaoki
say my name karaoki say it faster 
all this love we had was a disaster
theres an everlasting pain in my heart
without u everything will turn to dark
hold my hand forever
reach in for my arm 
i dont wanna feel too much 
dont wanna be apart
everlasting love 
i just wanna fart
comon put your trust-

@brinnin2k 
ill try to not back down
miss ur voice ye, i miss the sound
ill just wait for u to come around
wish i was with u rn
ohhh
i dont wna go go go
i swear you hold me back
ohhh 
never let it show again
you give me a heart attack

@prodse7en
you thought it’s over? yeah i’m backk 
got too much money in my bag
freeze! i might just have a heart attack
please! girl just lemme call you back
ik it’s hard for u but it’s hard for me
i don’t feel sorry for u, do u feel sorry for me
i’m drowning in my heart feels like i can’t breathe
i hope i see you in my everlasting dream
if it’s too up, then baby it’s too stuck
eyes too stuck baby i’m lucid
eyes lucid baby i can’t do nun
but it’s okay cuz i wont lose nun
ik for u i'll fight back n forth
ik for u i'll go to war
i swear to u you’re all im for
i swear to u you’re all im forr

@xvvr
who am i falling for 
yeah, watch me go to war for u 
pls dont close the door, i 
yeah, pls dont close that 
i need u
i hit ur line but u wont ever call me back
and baby i dont understand it 
cant u tell me why is that 
no u cant 
ur a prick 
so fucking sick 
i still miss u 
but im glad that it's all over
yeah, i'm glad that it's all over
no u cant 
ur a prick 
so fucking sick 
i still miss u 
but im glad that it's all over
i'm glad that it's all over now

everlasting

we began working on this tape a few weeks ago and were both very excited to do it. it began by chels sending me music that had inspired the idea for it and I started writing these instrumentals.
I wish we had the chance to finish this. I'm sorry more couldn't be done.

im putting this out into the world in hopes that anyone who listens can imagine what it would've been like if we had the chance to complete the vision.

gl0wrm 4ever.

zero

she texting my phone and i left her on read
cause i dont wanna feel like that again
and girl i remember all the things that you said
so i take another pill and im stuck in my bed

girl im losing my head
i know that you hate that im using again
i fucked up and i let down my friends
but i know the drugs got me til the end

the world is yours but im not there
the way that you treat me is not fair
it gets to my head and i start to compare
but i swear that i'll shine and i'll be somewhere

dont want me, you hate that you saw me
the coffee and pills help my body
dont call me, i feel like a zombie
i cant talk right now, girl im off a oxy

i cried for you a thousand times
baby would you bleed for me just once?
i'll try for you when the stars align
its time to leave, girl im not the one

she texting my phone and i left her on read
cause i dont wanna feel like that again
and girl i remember all the things that you said
so i take another pill and im stuck in my bed

girl im losing my head
i know that you hate that im using again
i fucked up and i let down my friends
but i know the drugs got me til the end

the world is yours but im not there
the way that you treat me is not fair
it gets to my head and i start to compare
but i swear that i'll shine and i'll be somewhere

dont want me, you hate that you saw me
the coffee and pills help my body
dont call me, i feel like a zombie
i cant talk right now, girl im off a oxy

passive w/ walking far (dskeep)

gypsum