favorite h4rtbrkr demos (and throwaways ig??)

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

420cheeser - Schizo

temperamental bitch

creepiest loser of all time

my heart is made of flowers

without you what does my life amount to
(hand in hand is the only way to land)
glass on the pavement under my shoe

i wish you understood how much that meant to me

this is what falling in love feels like in my head if it were music

she started showing him all of my poems right?
and the next thing i know shes just showing everyone my poems.
and its really humiliating you know?

yeah.. thats awful.

this whole thing just made me feel really insecure about girls

nick i would never show your poems to anyone..

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

happy birthday to you
i want to tell you that i like you...r new haircut
cause i think it really suits you
and i follow cause youre so misato coded
and i tried but your puffy eyes are still golden
and youre holding me hostage with
all the special things you did
so i'll pretend that youre asian
haters they be hating
cause they know finnyemmygarcy runs the whole nation
im just saying summer 23 is changing
well im waiting for the time but im impatient 
im still waiting

birthday song

headgear anna

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ar2DYjDAxkMZKGCWOnRb1?si=89aa99485f2c425f

lyrics:
you say you love me
now how long until you're taking it back
you promise never
but you're lying
that's a matter of fact
i know for certain 
there's someone else
you want in you're bed
why can't it be me
why can't it be

i'm runnin circles
jumping hurdles 
tryna make it make sense
am i the one for you 
or am i just really good friend
you're all the matters 
in my life
that's why i wish this would end
why can't it be me
why can't it be

so tell me stories
about the guys you know
and how you're just friends
i'll promise not to blow my head off 
till i hear how it ends
i just can't stand the thought of 
you talking with other men
i'm super jealous and insecure
that's how i've always been

why can't it be me

ur so mean

[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
i even dyed my hair black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
i’ll keep you company in bleeding 

with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors when we cut
i’m not alright 
with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors i’m not

please don’t drag it on
you make me feel like nothing
tell me that means something
you look sad alone
if you’re hurt and bleeding
i want to be the reason

every time you feel loved
i’ll tear you down and tell you off
i’m not alright 
white with a black wolfcut
yeah you can ruin my life
i’m not alright

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

i wanna make a video called im quitting
cause everyone loves to see you fail
but im not quitting going straight to jail
im not quitting going straight to jail

probably call it i quit or im quitting
or something if you'll click it and be like
woah whats this dude doing whats happening
whats going on

i wanna make a video called im quitting
cause everyone loves to see you fail
but im not quitting going straight to jail

im not quitting going straight to jail

im quitting (ditch effort)

lyrics:
he said he loved you 
yeah just long enough for u to send him nudes
and now he's gone again yeah gone for months
oh what the hell'd u do
and when he comes back
yeah you'll let him back in
and then you'll talk for a day
and then you'll send him ur tits

and then you'll ask me
what the hell ur doing wrong
idk
idc 
cause ur probably having fun
even if i were to help u'd probably go back in a month

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

the love i lost(cover)

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

music is cool, probably (my cat is cool too btw)


my main channel: https://youtube.com/@catchstreetboys?si=DmCI5K4shw4sYRsU

my demo/miscellaneous channel: https://youtube.com/@minionn811?si=5G33flz9I3HnO1tQ

birthday song

h2rtbrkr

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