xix - bites (nightcore)

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

hand crushed by a mallet

i feel like shit does every song have to be a hit
cause lately ive not been feeling it
i never know when youre gonna quit
i think im gonna quit i think im gonna quit

writing songs to make you smile
all the fucking while
your heart it drives me wild
my heart stopped check my vitals

is that what she said about me

i cant do this anymore please kill me

lyrics:

atp im down for whatever
relationship w a whore
whatever

the pillows i hug r not enough
i need some fucking female touch

but im a wreck im a mess
im not a good man
i have a billion issues
save me pls maam

idc about anything i just need a hug
im so down bad and i don give a fuck

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

i dont blame the society
i dont blame anyone else
the only one whos responsible is me, myself

i know im at fault i fucked my life up
so a whore would be just good enough

i dont pity myself i deserve what i got
but for my redemption i need someone

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

to scratch my hair cuddle me in bed
holy shit i hate myself

finally im starting to get what ive always wanted
but why does it matter when im fucked in my head

im not good looking have no social skills
my paycheck barely covers all these bills

they said i shouldnt drink on these pills
but what the fuck am i supposed to do
fuck this bullshit

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

Relationship W A Whore

lyrics:

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

FUCK MY LIFEEEEE
FUCK MY LIIIIIIIFEEEE
IM SO DOOOOOONE
 i said FUCK MY LIIIIFEEEE

im a mess
im a wreck
i am fucked up in the head
growing up
growing old
the mental problems wont go away
fuck you say
that you can just grow out of it
you stupid bitch
i swear i will die like this!!!

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

my parents didnt know any better than i do
but they somehow made it work
threw me into this world

i guess i was always weird
i used to bully fat kids
then i got bullied
for being too skinny

karma is always right
i deserve what i got
i shouldnt be upset
but its not making sense

i guess im just meant to die alone
(thats true)
i guess i can never be loved
(fuck you)

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me x2

im not that important to god
to be cursed
but theres some ppl like me oh ya
in the world
ppl who will always be alone
will die alone
even with so much love
inside them
ppl who are just observing
the world
i guess thats just how it works

Bless Me

if birds were real cover shoutout to this guy, his music is rlly cool
https://soundcloud.com/ifbirdswerereal

lyrics:
i think i'd rather die
than have to put up with you
i see your stupid fucking face
in everything that i do
so if you wanna die
i want you to too
i hope you take your fucking life
cause it's the least you could do

and when you fucking die
yeah i'll be laughin at you
that's what you get for all the
stupid shit you put me through
and at your funeral
i'll have them play this song too
and make sure every fucking soul
knows it's about you

id rather kms (cover)

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut

Girdys final moments

corpse bride [prod. deadat18]

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

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hand crushed by a mallet

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