i wanna change this lead erm... bad songs 3 in like a week or something

stupid stupid
youre really losing it
just think youre cool and
wan be with u

i know im shy and
awkward and i cant
make eye contact
im weird and silent

im really trying
i think im dying
so sick of crying
in love well i am

shy
Im sorry im so shy
im sorry im so shy
im sorry  

im
Im sorry im so shy
im sorry im so shy
im sorry im

im so shy (demo)

prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

youre cute youre skinny and youre so much fun
but you piss me off so im gonna break you
youre ugly youre a wreck and you aint that fine
but id still fuck you

but id still fuck you

i hate myswof

interlude

recorded this to test out some new production methods

i have waited for too long for you

<33

I don't have time to post,
I'm sorry its not my fault
I hope you still like me,
I only want to bleed

I can't make music now,
Because I have no time
Its all about exams,
Its all about my life

I want to go outside,
And finaly meet my friends
I hope she will be mine,
She hopes I will be dead

Should I ask her out?
Or should I just be dead
Her style is so sick,
Her blue hair makes me feel weak

I'm scared of everyone,
I love her so much
I'm gonna fail my class,
Because of her

I send her funny pictures,
She see me as an stranger
God, she don't even like me,
I'm so stupid

I'M GONNA SLIT MY WRIST,
BECAUSE NOBODY CARES
I'M SO HOPELESS NOW,
Ehh not again

TOO MUCH PAIN IN MY LIFE,
I SEE HER AS AN STAR
SHE HATES ME TOUGH,
...Nevermind


prod. deadyami
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

I'm Sorry I Don't Have Time To Make Music

Another day
where you can feel fine
sell your soul to the people online
cut yourself forever offline
i'll never make it out of this tide 

forever offline (demo)

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

youre so cute im not i wish my hair was better
ill never get whati want all i have is a compuer

youre so cute im not demo

Winter

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

interlude

h2rtbrkr

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