Black Lotus (Kiss of Death)
by HEADSICK (2005)

kiss of death
n.

Something that is ultimately ruinous, destructive, or fatal.
 

Black Lotus (Kiss Of Death)

Nocturne begins and ends with a portal of flesh… a rip in reality that opens into chaos. What lies between is a warped descent into the unknown, scored by distorted synths, fractured rhythms, and the echoes of something ancient.

This is not just a song. It’s the path to Zeta.

Nocturne (The road to Zeta)

Before the war

Lyrics:

I shut myself away, among traitors and acquaintances
They all want you when you win, then leave when you’re losing
She said she loved me, but it was just a sickness
All these bitches by my side don’t help me grow in the slightest

I see the faces of the damned on these walls
Their souls slipping away across those tiles
Don’t know if I should tell you the truth or just stop trying
With all this hate, I don’t know which way to go

I come out of the darkness, but I’m born of the shadows
What would a bitch even do to hold me down?
You took everything without even asking
I had plans that flew away like ashes in the wind

Don’t know if I’m still me or if there’s something inside
That’s why I seek comfort in these slot machines
The devil talks to me, won’t ever let me quit
We’re all just puppets with invisible strings

I drown in thoughts looking for a way out
I drown in drinks just to forget about my life
Took too many pills, now I gotta fix this mess
She wants me ‘cause she knows I could change her life

Sometimes I talk to myself like I’m someone else
Ask him if he remembers when we used to be at peace
Now I drink just to kill the fire burning within
But alcohol won’t erase what’s broken deep in me

They say I’ve got talent but don’t know the cost
Nights lying on the floor with my breath all torn
Eyes fixed on the ceiling searching for a sign
But all I ever saw above me were old mistakes

My people search for coins in different pockets
But they’re happier than those with only cash
I learned that peace is a fleeting moment
And that love kisses you, then throws you in the trash

She told me I was different, but she was just scared
I gave her my heart, but she only wanted the mask
She kept coming back, so I just fucked her
I don’t do charity, I’ve done more than enough

I shut myself away, among traitors and acquaintances
They used to laugh behind my back, now they act like they’re wise
Empty eyes, cold hands, dreams with no weight
Running through the bubble with violent steps

She says I’ve changed because of how I act
I’ve learned to stay quiet, even with the winners
I speak little, smoke heavy, live between two timelines
Not even my own intentions can save me now

Mix e master @hoodieindahood

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Welcome to my mind

Brute is the echo of something ancient stirring in the deep. A beast forged in fire and shadow, it moves with unrelenting force…neither ally nor enemy, only inevitability. Its drums are war, its rhythm a warning, a reminder that some powers are not meant to be tamed.

BRUTE

Epilogue

FINEPRINT-STRANGE INVADER-FINAL

Lyrics:

I'm feelin' so weak (I'm weak)
I got me bad habits, I'm sippin' on lean (triss)
So fresh and so clean (clean)
I got hella bodies, I got me a team 
Succubus hoe, she a fein (like Travis)
She's eating me nice, she's suckin' my cream (cream)
Designer on me (designer)
I look like a rainbow, she's all on her knees (knees)
I'm makin' her pee (pee-pee)
She squirted on me, she fucked up my jeans (jeans)
I fuck her to sleep (fuck her)
I fuck her to sleep, and she's countin' up Z's (Z's)
Oh, will you please (please)
Stop airin' our laundry, they not post to see it
She's screamin' at me (she's screamin')
She's airin' our laundry, my opps finna see it 
They're laughin' at me (haha)
They think I'm a joke for blessin' my queen
She's a big hoe (huge)
I fucked her in private; the world didn't know
I was embarrassed (I was)
She's built like a pig, and her pussy was average
But she is a savage 
Her aura is crazy, I'm doin' her damage
How do I manage? (how)
Being a prick who doesn't have manners
I had me a bad bitch (true)
But I fucked it all up, cuz I care for the cameras
My sugar and spice
My sugar and spice, she was white like some rice
My baby, my type (my type)
I fucked it all up, my mind wasn't right 
Her pussy was tight (so tight)
She wasn't a hoe, but she wasn't a wife (no)
I hit her back up (yeah)
I hit her back up, but she cut me like knife (oof)
She cuttin' me off (fuck)
She cuttin' me off, she slammin' her door (or)
What did I expect? (huh)
You act like a fool, you finna get left
But that's what I get
I fucked it all up, and she won't forget
I lost the best
That I ever had, I'm a dummy, I'm vexed
You act like a fool, 
You act like a fool, you finna get left
But that's what I get
I fucked it all up, and she won't forget

Mr. Goofy Pt.2

How can I help you
If I don’t save myself first
How can I save myself
If you keep me trapped in hell
Questions, glances
I lose myself in time
Now you don’t speak to me
But I don’t feel the weight anymore

I’m lost in the loop
Falling further down
Too many déjà-vus
I can’t breathe anymore
God, save me, you
But I don’t believe anymore
Cold inside of me
‘Cause of all your “ifs”
I only feel the void
Nights without stars
Voices in my head
That I don’t hear anymore

How can I help you
If I don’t save myself first
How can I save myself
If you keep me trapped in hell
Questions, glances
I lose myself in time
Now you don’t speak to me
But I don’t feel the weight anymore

I’ve taken my pain
Put it into every song I write
I write a few lines
To understand myself better
I’ve never had the proof
Love exists only in a dream
I’m always wasted
I just want to live inside my dreams

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