i wish i was someone you could look up to

try this out FM

tell me that u want me
when i see u at the party

the party w zootzie

the club w zootzie

Kyoto Prod. Srdbeatz & KkacieFree

please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

i don't need saving
you're just gonna betray me
every day's a day dream
every night's a bad dream
you can't let your heart win
i cannot let you in
how could i just do this
it could all be painless
but i can't explain this
nobody will ever know
how i really felt then
and how i really feel now
how could you do this to me
i don't even wanna know
where your heart was at then
compared to where it's at now

trying to hold my head high
waiting for the landslide
weight on my chest too tight
come and pull me in tight
ready for the riptide
find me when the land's dry
no sign of a pulse left
just how i would like it
value what my life is
you can't decide this
every moment priceless
i don't believe in anything that's higher than me
only darkness i see
only darkness you'll see

i don't need saving
you're just gonna betray me
every day's a day dream
every night's a bad dream
you can't let your heart win
i cannot let you in
how could i just do this
it could all be painless
but i can't explain this
nobody will ever know
how i really felt then
and how i really feel now
how could you do this to me
i don't even wanna know
where your heart was at then
compared to where it's at now

don't let bad thoughts win (prod.pr37)

the way that i feel inside
but you can't deny the way you made me feel
so honestly it can't be real
so hard to find the things in life for
my whole world just kept turning upside
there's a stain on my heart
there's a flawed place in the fabric of my heart
i'll cut it out (just cut it out)
stop it before it bleed and festers
rip the bloody clothes away
tear it from my vestiges
rewind the time clock
give me back what i lost
i dream of fantacide
so let my dreams decide
whether or not i'll be okay
will i be okay
my whole world just keeps turning upside down
and i don't see any sort of upside
there's a stain on my heart
there's a flawed place in the fabric of my heart

a flawed place in the fabric of my heart (prod.lino & digipak)

Produced By @pyu
i'M so proud Of uu
xoxo

lyrics;
i still itch around the pills when im all alone
having visions of u singing when im feeling low
i hope u try to reach out, i cant let go
hope u know i do this for u, im solo

they say home is where the heart is
would u do it again, 
if u knew what u were starting
u were my only friend
u were my lifeline, the story ends
i would sit thru a life time
to see u again :(

u could hmu when u hear me
im not a psycho, im in love clearly
i want u back, hope u dont fear me
ill keep chasing u, dearly

i hope that u see me
when im dead on the news T_T
this feels like a nightmare
i wish it wasnt true
tell me do u miss me?
idk what to do
these are my last words
hope they get 2 u

for u im vulnerable
i could spend all i want
still cant fill the hole
inside
im so miserable
u made me feel real
i feel terrible

ive been a zombie since february
hurt my heart, ive never felt this worried
down on my luck but i deserve it
i still think abt ur notes, got my body hurting

(outro)
ur my soldier
ur my princess
i bleed for u
im in distress
miss ur hair
& ur face
girl ur perfect
tell me if u see this
so its worth it

February (Meta)

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

this way ain't the right way to speak from the heart
all the time and the energy you could keep for yourself
all the time that you're always 
trying to watch out what you say around me
keep your heart on solid grounding
keep it on-
aye, honest mistakes based off of bad decisions (based off bad decisions)
yeah, no wonder it takes a while to know
under the presence they feel about me
a thousand thoughts racing at me
i found out my thoughts are clouded
they're all trying to take me down
my feet and my arms are bound
weights on my feet sink me down
lost faith, that's a lost cause
and you got a lot of scars
that you cannot heal away
regrets and mistakes you made
still present in your life today
slowly draining your life away

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

puzzle box heart (prod.digipak & heroine)

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

produced by @kiryanoo @pyu

(kiryano)
ima get money until the end
she want fuck on me
and she gon throw it w no hands
got balenci shades i dont wear no raybands
why u actin like u know me
no im not ur mans
im not talkin music but im holding 50 grand
yea i kno u a loser took my swag and then u ran
im rockin out my shows
put it on for my fans
u only got one life u dont get no second chance

its a winter life yea its a winter life 
silver chains on my neck im a freezing guy
walkin thru the snow
on my way to u tonight
yea u either get me or u dont its alright
its really what it is yea there is no disguise
yea im off that gas like let me rest my eyes
if i say i love u just know that im not lying
if i say i love u just know that im not lying

(jinn)
ima get this money til the end of me
til theres nothing left of me
i decayed, i gave up everything
ill make it eventually
yea promise u like every day
listen to me, dont care what they say
im with u til my final day
i pop pills for the pain
pour my drink down the drain
i wanna know if ur ok
know ur important to me
them boys gon keep talking til they dead
talk is cheap
i kno u dont fw me
body bag ur bro like grocery

(kiryano)
ima get money until the end
she want fuck on me
and she gon throw it w no hands
got balenci shades i dont wear no raybands
why u actin like u know me
no im not ur mans
im not talkin music but im holding 50 grand
yea i kno u a loser took my swag and then u ran
im rockin out my shows
put it on for my fans
u only got one life u dont get no second chance

until the end ft. kiryano Prod @kiryanoo @metapyu

prod @pico-13910899

I just want you right here, angel.
We can go so far away where the wind blows 
and I just want to hold you so close
Writing poems, throwing rocks at your window
every time that you’re so far 
I lose my mind
I swear it gets hard to even breathe
I need you right here right next to me. 

You’re so perfect and I just want to be somebody to you 
I’ll get you what you want cuz you deserve it 
I’ll put my time into you cuz you’re worth it 
They hate cuz they want what they can’t get
I just want to pour up in the back of the benz
And maybe we could rock some shows
see the crowd how their raising their hands

And I don’t even want to be here like that
I just really wanna 
really wanna be yours so bad 
my whole room hurts
I only feel right when I’m next to her

Click here

where the wind blows @picopicopico

Produced by @pyu
FYF >0<
join the dynasty server ^_^ discord.gg/n2E25Ztx3x

lyrics;
i rmbr last yr u wanted nothing to do w/ me
now ur coming back, dont think ur words r getting thru to me
then again we all learn something new from all our scrutiny
i got more money, what i do? act more stupidly xd

who told u keep going, Stop ittt
im already hereeee
spell my N A M E out
cuz im the man of the yearrr
@dynastyszn on stage
u could see we going clearrr
xan loveee baby
FaceYourFears

i Live For The Pain
u know u live For The changes
u think We're the same
2 sides of a painting
uhhh, what i say?
in 2 different places
just got off the phone/
i wont Stop until i Make Ittt :D

i told nate keep going
i told luke keep going
what makes u think that im stopping?
im already glowing
i do it with ease, u could do it if u noticed
chinchilla ushanka
u treat me the coldest

FaceYourFearss (ó﹏ò｡) (@Meta) #dynastyXO

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

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