please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

i don't need saving
you're just gonna betray me
every day's a day dream
every night's a bad dream
you can't let your heart win
i cannot let you in
how could i just do this
it could all be painless
but i can't explain this
nobody will ever know
how i really felt then
and how i really feel now
how could you do this to me
i don't even wanna know
where your heart was at then
compared to where it's at now

trying to hold my head high
waiting for the landslide
weight on my chest too tight
come and pull me in tight
ready for the riptide
find me when the land's dry
no sign of a pulse left
just how i would like it
value what my life is
you can't decide this
every moment priceless
i don't believe in anything that's higher than me
only darkness i see
only darkness you'll see

i don't need saving
you're just gonna betray me
every day's a day dream
every night's a bad dream
you can't let your heart win
i cannot let you in
how could i just do this
it could all be painless
but i can't explain this
nobody will ever know
how i really felt then
and how i really feel now
how could you do this to me
i don't even wanna know
where your heart was at then
compared to where it's at now

don't let bad thoughts win (prod.pr37)

yeah i'm feeling like a hole in my head
trying to go there one shot and i'm dead
should've known it was part of the plan
bigger picture
i can't miss her
i look at this like this is tragic
all around can you feel the magic
not only that can you feel the heartbreak
i can feel it coming at me both ways
only think about it in the worst ways
always think about you till you're home safe

was that the stars aligning
or were our worlds colliding
i feel your heart dividing
your world is so inviting
let me hop in and dive in
i feel like this could happen
it was the best times
was the worst times
won't be a next time
it's the last time
we had some good times
had some bad times
yeah i can't lie
no you can't deny

yeah i'm feeling like a hole in my head
trying to go there one shot and i'm dead
should've known it was part of the plan
bigger picture
i can't miss her
i look at this like this is tragic
all around can you feel the magic
not only that can you feel the heartbreak
i can feel it coming at me both ways
only think about it in the worst ways
always think about you till you're home safe

hole in my head *you're dead* (prod.negative.creeper & lino)

FT. @danikiyoko

h3artch3rades:

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

this feeling i know
know it all too well
you remember everything different
my memory is not consistently
trying to fight it but it's killing me
now it's nothing but a memory that i don't know
and i can't figure out where did it go wrong
can't figure out where did it go wrong

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

dani kiyoko:

aye like hold up yea
why you talking to me like you don't care
all that shit you said yeah it wasn't fair
you left a scar on me that i gotta just repair
you took a part of me so i'll never have to be there
you took a part of me so i never wanna play fair
yea way too deep i pull out
i'm feeling lost so i had to cool out
you did me bad so i took a new route
you say love me but i always feel a doubt

h3artch3rades:

you answered partially you know that this just ain't fair
played with emotions in my head it was a nightmare
want to love you but emotionally you're just not there
want to love you but i feel like you just don't care at all

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

can't take back those things you said FT. dani kiyoko (prod.jayysoul)

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

hope these things that i say find you well
hope these things in my heart are for real
hope these things i say persist on the outside
do you harbor guilt for anything i said
you'd be the first to let me know if it's all in my head
i've been a stranger for too long
if i'm wrong i'd be the first one to admit that i'm wrong
downside is i'm not perfect
is it time to close the curtain
everything that i know hurts me down in my soul
can we do it
can we really make it through it
when i struggle to pursue it
like can i really do it

no promises that i can't keep
thoughts that i can't speak
nights where i can't sleep
it's over now

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

is it what you hoped for (prod.heroz, kirian, & tgwog)

FT. @fruitydelay2

h3artch3rades:

punch western union 6000
just got some money in my pocket feeling like a hero
spend it all on percocet
now i'm super hero fly
pop another OD feeling like i just might die
don't care about politics
i want percocets
yeah she love me better when i can't feel nothing else
i got rockstar energy
when i'm mixing drink
it feels heavenly
new box just came in with my pills like it was heaven sent
i go psycho baby
you can never ever tame me
everyone's wendigos they always trying to imitate me
it's so irritating
see it then my ear is itching
i popped a percocet and suddenly less irritated

gunk:

h3artch3rades:

pills i'm mixing it
don't care what the label said
up to interpretation had to put my spin on it
so far from innocent
now my liver's feeling it
unmarked package you already know what's gonna be in it
it's getting interesting
don't know if my stomach's digesting
and my chest is frigid
hands are cold my head is itching
i know i'm feeling it
methadone my system needing it
just copped some new prescription
that means i got new addictions
yeah i'm too persistent
doctor i need more assistance
can you fill my bottle
my body's in withdrawal now
yeah i don't want resistance
can't get mad because i'm persistent
am i taking meds yes and i've been consistent

6000 FT. gunk (prod.soma & lino)

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

i work on my determination
hate when we are separated
fill this hole my heart is aching
hate my guts you're so mistaken
everyone giving me the look around
everyone looking at me up and down
trying to hide it can't deny just what you see
what you're feeling on the inside everyday
you say you don't know how to do what you want
black spots unknown places in your heart
have pity on me if you want to
i only see it how it is when i want to
i hit you up to see what you've been up to
you've been doing find i've been doing fine too
i would call you mine if you called me mine too
that would be the perfect ending for us two

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

in the right ways in the wrong ways (prod.alt0, kirian, & warhart)

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

just when you thought it was over
you'd fallen in love
and you can't speak whenever you're around me
just give up and accept that
there's no running from
what your heart's trying to tell you
you're feeling inside
just give into it forever
let our hearts be together
i know you're feeling the same way
whatever they say is irrelevant
what does your heart say
i think you should heart that instead

did i guess that right
does your heart feel tight
when you see me
you're near me
you feel like
you can't breathe
well that's okay because i feel the same way

you telling me one thing
but your heart says another
will you be there
will you meet me even halfway
just to bridge the gap
and make you fall in love
like it was just for the first time
go and decide for yourself
trying to decipher your thoughts
to understand what you feel
to try and learn if it's real
i think you already know
but tell me do you want it that way

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

upside down (prod.jayysoul, sochi, & dia6lo)

FT. @ch2rms

h3artch3rades:

same computer screen
everything's the same
nothing seems to change so
i think we can case close
i can barely sleep at night
i can barely stay alive
do you want me to stay alive
this is my day in the life
i can feel it day and night
inundate myself and i
feel it eating me alive
it's only me myself and i
i just need myself and i
i'm the only one i like
yeah that's one of my problems
know that you can't solve them
running out of options
my heart's open for auction
am i feeling better yet
let's just change the topic
don't want to have discussions
look in the mirror disgusted

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

you blame me for things i never would do
you know i didn't do

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

ch2rms:

feeling starstruck
i can't take it what's the point
hater's on my timeline
i can see it i can see it more
shit is changing oh my god we not coming back
too many percs inside this bottle laced a heart attack
you wanted more than try for me
feeling super sorry for you because you cry for me
i ain't even have the tears why'd you lie to me
look me in my face and tell me that i'm fine please
it's too much to handle it's fine for me
you living like that oh it's so sad to see
oh what's the point if it's bad for me
she trying to say that she's sad for me

i've been changing FT. ch2rms (prod.soma & elxnce)

link to the full tape here: https://dismissyourself.bandcamp.com/album/cyberia-collection-vol-3

there's people like me
life's always frightening
look into my eyes
look into my heart
what you see may not be what you like
when it's over you'll be the first one to know
you'll notice when i'm not here
you'll notice when i'm not there

uh uh
uh uh
uh uh
uh uh uh
please don't do that
please don't go there
it's so unfair
it's so unfair
what you're allowed to do to me
this love is barely over
more weight is on my shoulder
feeling my heart at night
i feel it getting colder
nothing's ever as it seems
as the whole world rips at the seams
life looks better in my dreams
life looks better than anything thing that i know
yeah i had a bad time with my lifeline now i'll flat line that's for sure
ready for dark times in the high tide bring my body back to the shore

there's people like me
life's always frightening
look into my eyes
look into my heart
what you see may not be what you like
when it's over you'll be the first one to know
you'll notice when i'm not here
you'll notice when i'm not there

can't take back those things you said FT. dani kiyoko (prod.jayysoul)

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