am i trippin or is that the fortnite shield cracked sound effect

just got penta on draven with this on full volume

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

any minute now annihilation
took a hard beating
still my heart beating
will not stop bleeding
will i find meaning
feel the walls breaking
learned a hard lesson
where my heart's destined
trying to find something
that feels alright
a moment of weakness i can't let you see it's not easy
a moment of violence that left my so weak and depleted
my heart is a sickness
close guard my conviction
scars shrouded around
bane of existence
my only contingence
i'd rather stand my ground
afraid i might lose it
new scars and contusions
it's close to bleeding out
the world that i'm seeing
find hard to believe in anymore
i slowly leave behind
no sentimentals
no coincidentals
nothing that makes you think it's alright
you're seemingly confused
you seemingly want to
abuse my kindness

is anybody out there
waiting for me on the exhale
when i'm coming down from a bad feeling
in my heart that is beating
faster than ever
i can't remember
what it was
the speeding bullet made me nauseous to follow
travel the distance i can't replenish no
stop
the weight it takes on me
shackles on my feet
pulling my feet when i'm walking no
unpleasant thoughts of you
something left to prove
feeling my heart racing no

is anybody out there (prod.qweshhka & dose)

back to the regular
i smoke the gas pack
pussy it ain't regular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you
this flow is scary to these weak ass pussy rappers 
that ain't even got their barrings yet

you blew the bet
losing against me will have you right in debt
writing checks
out to me and my name know i pocket that
like thank you kindly please
i take that right away and put it right where i need
i pull off right away and drop the top so i start feeling a breeze
our worlds ain't wide away so why you hating on me
it's because you hate the fact you know you'll never be me
i push up stun away in a way that could only be me
i'm screeching rubber burning asphalt
shoes on your couch disrespect i'm an asshole
ain't leaving 'til i'm getting what i asked about
you wanna be me you could be my mascot
you want the worst of me
i'm riding this high 'til i die
giddy up pony
you think you'd last a round
i would recommend giving up on it
pushing away the dead weight
building muscle from it
four walls in here tell you lies
continuing to build off whatever i sacrifice
point to be made you know you cannot fucking symbolize
whatever you made out to be the fucking selling point
of what you wanted to be
you feel like burning what you wanted in the third degree
and now you're trying to sign off on it
pushing it off the bridge and trying to suck the air from it
but i can't let you know

get me back to the regular
i'm smoking gas pack 
pussy it's irregular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you

back to the regular (prod.elxnce & sydney runner)

tysmm to everyone who helped me bring this project into life(⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ #1HOPETEAM #BLURR+++
sorry for the delay, hope u enjoy - rx
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produced by me, qweshkka, rxtrx, cwta, sennai, eve, over, sana, dylan

features from h3artch3rades, praisetai

mastered wit sana

h3artch3rades - health and fortitude (1rxmi over rxtrx eve)

new season new sounds... 

arranged by @rxvg
cover art by @nishiowhite on instagram

tracklist
1. @iinnam
2 @so-kuu @vihefoie
3 @ssoh @vihefoie
4 @cld
5 @outfed
6 @ssoh
7 @makemeapromise
8 @fotiax @51five
9 @51five @advxrse
10 @rxvg @vihefoie
11 @kyoakyo
12 @iinnam
13 @rxvg
14 @terastic
15 @hiseph
16 @prodsoma @makemeapromise
17 @ishida6

#spring2k25 clips

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

erase

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

call me professor
i'm here to test you
give me any flow that you got i do it better
you're no contestor
i'm riding solo
interior looks like a coca cola
lambo truck pulled up
exterior like dirty soda
i'm nice hold up
new drop came in i'm about to pour up
mix it with soda
drank too much now i'm about to throw up
you see this money come in it'll get you motivated
can't fuck with my high baby you know i'm hella faded
you can't be seen with me baby you know i'm hella famous
can't fuck with me you know i am not the one to play with
i'm rapping my ass off like i needed to pay rent

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

tapioca (prod.desta)

@lynyou

i dont fall that easily
but i do i just dont get wtf u see in me aaaa
ive been popping tags im way too clean aaaa
i dont get cold ive been bleeding antifreeze aaaa
its too damn hot outside im staying in, oh
im a loser girl i never win, oh
i just wanna live in ur skin
oh, wish i could toss my feelings in the bin
yea
i dont take no chances
where im hurting u cant fix it with no bandage
yea
u know i gotta hand it to ya
im waking up n staring at the moooon ya
and lately ive been thinking abt u
lately ive been thinking wtf im gonna do
if i say i win i cant lose
if second place is first i cant lose

spotify

i cant lose prod lynU

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

medusa w blxty prod cranes pop

[MUSIC VIDEO]_+== [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5UHFelUoYA]

I DONT NEED NO REDO
MY FEELINGS ARE REDUCED 
BABY CAN I STARE AT YOU
DOZING OFF I SEE TWO
WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
I CAN’T TELL IF I’M FEELING YOU
I SAID IF THERE’S A PROBLEM BABYGIRL I WANNA SEE IT THROUGH
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I’M SO NAUSEOUS 
BRO JUST CRASHED THE WHIP HE DONE LOST IT
BEEN ASLEEP ALL DAY I’M EXHAUSTED
GIRL I SET A LINE AND YOU CROSSED IT
YA YOU CROSSED IT
WHERE’S MY HEART YOU LOST IT
I’M NOT CRYING I’M YAWNING I’M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT
BABY THIS IS NOT IT
HOW YOU NOT KNOWING ME HOW YOU NOT HIP
HOW YOU TRYNA READ MY MIND LIKE YOU READ MY LIPS
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I TALK TO THE WALL
I NEED ONE GOOD THING JUST TO BREAK MY FALL
ALWAYS GETTING INTO THINGS WHEN I’M NOT INVOLVED 
THEY WANT 2020 BLXTY BUT I DONE EVOLVED
YA I DONE EVOLVED
MAYBE I’M NOT THE BAD GUY
WAIT-
IF I SAID THAT THAT’S A FAT LIE
I JUST WANT A REDO OF MY LAST LIFE
I JUST WANT TO REPLAY LIFE FROM LAST NIGHT
I DON’T NEED NO REDO
POCKETS FAT THEY DON’T REDUCE
IF I’M REAL I THINK I NEED YOU
I WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS

tapioca (prod.desta)

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