Emo Core

next2u (emorave)

rojo (silo)

guard yourself inside your walls
due to things that i could tell
now you think that life is hard
drop the cage and draw the bars
to make your life much easier
spread your wings and fly away
ready for your destiny
i dreamed of the words to say
words i thought i'd never say
i see the world through ancient eyes
power cords and cable ties
sometimes it's hard to stay alive
i pray my world will stabilize
even if i don't believe in all the lies
guard your eyes and hide your knowledge
don't upset the higher powers
living takes a long time
repetitions abound
people come from up and down
all i see are things i want
things i want i'll never have
rope me in with something bad
take me down the sunken path
i know that i'll never come back

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

guard yourself inside your walls
from the things you fear the most
things that only i could tell
all your scars you hide them well
to make sure no one sees at all
you will never open up
you will always hide yourself
because you're scared of what you see
your heart's filled with entropy
so you're scared to look inside
open up your doors
and let the light in
shone bright through the silence
you're somewhere always hiding
in the dark keeping quiet
keeping secrets from me
everyone has a dark side
that no one wants them to see
ooo i feel the tremors lately
the world has changed around me
i feel the cage around me
ooo the world has taken from me
known many people like me
i put this down in writing as

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

caged birds should be freed (prod.kuru)

go
cut
i cant be in love
trust
i cant take enough
stuck
i do not belong
fuck
where did we go wrong

wear the same clothes every single day
stop talking theres nothing left to say
dont wanna stop i just wanna be okay
im sorry ill never really change

go outside, walk for miles, im awake
im in lastplace dont care if im late
fall asleep cuz i really wanna stay
always thinkin bout u i cant stay away

you dont really care what i do
just as long as youre not there to see it
how the fuck else can i prove
that i really miss you i mean it

bleeding from my head to my shoes
makes me think of you so i keep it
dont u have the sense imma lose
this just makes me wanna keep secrets

spotify

where did i go wrong prod. 5v

yeah this is my bargaining power i hope you won't regret it
i got enough in my life to maybe offset it
i got some issues and problems yeah it's enough said
you say you're proud of me okay whatever you say
i'm not proud of the fact i'm not where i need to be
i'm fenced in in all corners and it is killing me
i'd rather fall into fantasy and the make believe
even i know (even i know it as)
physically feeling confident
socially low on batteries
taking a lot up out of me
mom and dad are you proud of me
know you expect a lot out of me
this world's taken so much out of me
i'm suffering through it happily
i'm smiling through all of the pain
okay it's whatever you say
don't trust the words you say
you use your words loosely
it has no effect on me
you're starting to lose me
got no problem choosing
you don't want to choose for me then okay it's fine
got no problem leaving you at the drop of a dime
emotions ain't getting past me implicit denied
got no problem waiting it's just the passage of time
i'm leaving you at a distance and keeping you
ten feet away from me
six feet in the deep
just how it needs to be
your weak mentality
appears that simply
this hole was made for me
look at you dismissively
knowing what's best for me now
nothing here left to see now
everyone here can leave now
everyone leave the stage production
i know who to be now
now know who not to be around
not sure who i can speak around
glancing over both shoulders
i'm always taking a peek around
don't want no one to see me now
everyone always saw me down
judgemental laughter and whispers when i am not around
but when i'm visible they won't even emit a sound
i just pray to god the next day it will not be a hard day
and suffer like always
the weight of the world crushing me like always
admit it i'm spiraling
no sense in denying it
but i keep full control of my life with an iron fist


bargaining power (prod.soma & digipak)

prod @cruseyyyy + @lynyou

shoutout the oboe for being a fire classical instrument and helping me cook this melody

lyrics:
I guess we fell out of touch
is it crazy that I want you back?
i guess ur not one of us
guess its up to me to make it last
cuz I heard it thru the grapevine
tell me how u want me to act
I don't even know why I try
can you tell me when it all goes back

I been happy since we fell out of love
nowadays I don't who to trust
smoke away the pain I need another blunt
I cant feel my face yea its fucking stuck

and she did me wrong
but I'm staying touch
bitch I'm ten feet back
bitch don't hit my phone
x2

I got problems don't think I could solve them
they be looking up to me they at the bottom
I got what u need bae I could get u prada
I been superstitious guess that is my problem
none of this shit make sense
I gotta repent
the way u moving got me thinkin that u envy me
take some pills n ecstacy 
yea I can feel it when I sleep
I got demons under me

out of touch

you and I (prod crusey x lynU)

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)

two hearts ft. mental

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

call me professor
i'm here to test you
give me any flow that you got i do it better
you're no contestor
i'm riding solo
interior looks like a coca cola
lambo truck pulled up
exterior like dirty soda
i'm nice hold up
new drop came in i'm about to pour up
mix it with soda
drank too much now i'm about to throw up
you see this money come in it'll get you motivated
can't fuck with my high baby you know i'm hella faded
you can't be seen with me baby you know i'm hella famous
can't fuck with me you know i am not the one to play with
i'm rapping my ass off like i needed to pay rent

brand new car the insides look like peanut butter tapioca
percocet and mix it with the cup until i'm belly over
mixing soda with the purple 'til the cup is spilling over
purple drink all on my purple jeans yeah bitch i'm never sober
two phones in my pocket one's an iphone one's a motorola
two glocks in my whip double the firepower rolling solo
shout out to desta
got my teeth fresher
i got new swag straight out the dresser
now i look fresher

tapioca (prod.desta)

JACKBOYS 2

DUMBO

don't miss your long await
you're out here looking for something that you left up to fate

don't tell it
and miscommunicate
you're looking for buried treasures
you know you can't locate
be there before it's too late
you're a lost cause
before you even figured it out
too many options
you're scared of the process
you lost out on progress
you fall into obsolescence
so figure it out
yeah oh yeah
you've done a lot to figure out

walking roads that'll hurt your feet
usually molds a better person of who you want to be
when you're all alone it's enough said
and that's a promise to show yourself
something to hold yourself to account that you owe yourself
because this is your grand grand grand grand ceremony
heart on sleeve
as you'd please
something along the lines that you told yourself (that you told yourself)
something you owe yourself (something you owe yourself)
maybe in another life
we could all get what we asked for
another life
is it all too much to ask for
another life
one that i don't have to pretend live out of spite
you felt the same way for so long
i tell you don't wait
fine on the outside
feel free on the inside
the way and the path's defined
it almost seems like
you're finally home

don't tell it
and miscommunicate
you're looking for buried treasures
you know you can't locate
be there before it's too late
you're a lost cause
before you even figured it out
too many options
you're scared of the process
you lost out on progress
you fall into obsolescence
so figure it out
yeah oh yeah
you've done a lot to figure out

maybe i don't want to let go
i don't want to let go

buried treasure (prod.violet)

https://soundcloud.com/diegointhedarkk/diegointhedark-celebrity-crush?si=e09098cb56f14b739978624fbc88c575&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

smoking dope 
designer drugs 
we awake till its early 
like 30mills inside my cup 
still not enough to hurt me
i get a script and fill it up 
then shawty gets to serving 
his btch wna fuc i kno wassup
she n my dms flirting 

im off 4 footballs lagging 
crying in my castle 
she tell me tht im evil 
but i do not care @@ all 
got guns like navy seals
she wna b my ragdoll 
urr soul is mine to steal 
to trap inside a capsule 

my body like a skeleton 
im half alive half dead 
hoes still nagging 
we do thm like a savage 
emo girl wit baggage 
n she kno tht she average 
im smokin on some montreal
she takin off her lashes 

ion gaf i kno tht they all hate on me 
finna leave a pussy dead for trna play w me
he said tht he on my head 
we have to wait n see 
u make the moves i did 
and u might wake up a celebrity

designer drugs 🐾🎀🛍 prod me

Produced By @pyu
Featuring @cld
New Life

lyrics;
@uxiexo
where was u at when i needed you most?
seeing me now is like seeing a ghost
shouldve held me when you had me close
i know it hurts cuz u watching me go
you dont miss me is all i needed to know
lost myself when i watched u go
so many things that i couldve shown you
eyes red look like a kishin
ive been dead like every season
yeah, got party girls for the weekend
off 2 benzos, see me tweaking
yeah, you say im conceited
IDK about this feeling, yeah
i see how im treated
they take the old swag
yeah they could keep it, yeah

@cld
You ain't want me then, so defeated
Now you want me girl, what's the reason
Weren't there in the times that I needed
Heartbeat silence, girl you ain't hear my calls
Wish I could right my wrongs, but know that it's been too long
Girl when you sing to me, baby, yeah your voice my favorite song

We could leave it all behind, just you and I, girl hold my hand
We got one last chance, get one last dance
Got that archive denim all on my pants
And I need that advance just to come through
Already got my girl, I don't want you
I got so many things I could show you
Here from the jump, yeah I know that you stay true

@uxiexo
yeah i know that you stayed true baby
you love me for me, dont change me
in the mix, dont drive me crazy
heart been cold, only you could save me
new view, new girl, got a new life
new asics run from the blue lights
what u want baby? get the mood right
why would i do that once? do it 2 times
its me vs me, its a 1 on 1
i got eyes for you, dont want no one
its the winning team, tell them boys catch up
its too easy, tell em im so done
u stuck around for so long, used to be no one, look at us, who wouldve thought?
im making plays like go long, u got my coat on, dont care bout the things that i got

Kishin w/ @Cld (@Meta)

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water
now most nights 
im just sinking down and down

you're the reason why i cant listen to those same songs
i used to

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night

its 4am and ur keeping me from closing these sleepy eyes
does the thought of me keep you up at night
like the light on the ceiling of your bedroom?
lately , my dogs the only one around 
tht listens to my problems

its been a lonely year

i write songs about you all the time
i bet i dont run through your mind

ive given up on you
but it still hurts to know you're not alone
dont worry
ill keep out of your life and stay awake at night
with just my skin and bones
it hurts to know you're not alone
ive given up on you
and my skin
and my bones

you used to make me feel like i could walk on water

date night + 9

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

psycho ft. orchid & mental (maknae x 4am)

https://instagram.com/icy.dizy?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==

tapioca (prod.desta)

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