i'd kill you again just to find some closure
it happened again, you tore my heart open
i'll kill you again, just to find closure
it'll happen again, you'll tear my heart open
tell me, could you still see the blood on my hands?
and, don't lie to me, i know you know me far too well
I know its not like me to be so confrontational, but its not like you to be so honest

angelseeker - well, you're as vain as ever

𝔵𝔪𝔶𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡𝔵 - white lies

prod @0scy0


@0q2
scope on the rifle i aint missing a shot
said you need me now idgaf
off a bean bitch im crossfaded as fuckk
too many missed calls guess ur out of luck
why do i try when its never enough
red dot on me like im stuck in a clutch
talk too much ion care what u want
if she wanna fuck then she better get up


@lovehatee
i'm at the store
i'm never bored
i wanna hit her up but i'll just get ignored
i'm always there
i'm everywhere
either way u never really seemed to care

black heart, i'm feeling nauseous
you know baby i'm an artist
black jeans, it match my sweater
last night i wrote a letter

u never really seemed to care
always here but never there
lost my poems don't know where
punch my heart until it tear

nvr enough

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

more features more features
prod. cr1sis
@4urc

sky w/ xurco

prod. crude
3rd and (potentially) final song of the day

fucked up in my head
baby girl i cant help that
dont know how to cope
so u know i spend a couple racks

yah yah rap bout money 
on the internet
im a lying fucking bitch
dont believe shit on the internet

i wish i could feel something
but im empty
stuck inside my head again
all i feel is envy

i hope i can find something
something that i do enjoy
that might be a while
fuck why’d i have to be a boy

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

stuck in my own world
i dont wanna be alive
pop another pill
n i think i’ll kill myself on live

im not that girly
why does this bother me
see my face n im hurling
wish that i could feel free

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl (crude)

prod. @sandsause

dis lil bitch crazy
someone come and save me
dis weed got me lazy
only one who could save me
is you baby
who you gonna choose baby?
is it me or dude baby
dont know what to do baby

Wait a minute man
I dont wanna be the fucking minute man
i dont give a fuck about yo feelings man
I'm just gon hang like a fucking ceiling fan
got the winning hand
still I dont understand
not right in the head x2

not right in the head

cantstopraving

prod by. me
w/piggybank

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0hcwYBzPEcuP2eZ8TVzHQ6?si=8W3EPonUQ2y03jiePCsnFA

No, not again 
I guess I’ve been alot happier since 
The time you left 
Everything just crumbles down it’s bad 
Cause it’s so bad
I never thought that I’d end up like this
It’s what we had
Suck it up it’s just more time wasted

It's just more time wasted
It's just more time wasted

piggybank/
Was it me?
Or was it the fact that you couldn't take what I got?
I guess I'm free
You gonna thank me?
I'm guessing that you're not
I checked our text
And ran to the bathroom, almost throwing up
I guess I'm dead to you, to me, to them and all you're friends
I won't take it all back
Because you just messed with my head
I wanted you so bad
That I left a part of me that I already had

redize/

Bl4sted Fool w/piggybank

made ths song at 5am for the funsies bruh
ppwc + shoutout chatgpt

esh:

i rlly h8 my life, posted up i wna die
livestream on my suicide
ur words cut my wrist like knives!!
me n otis in da clubb
zombie grl she wnt my blood
angel in the clublight
ur wings r pretty from above;
show me all of ur love
idgaf i js wna party, party in the club
its never enuff, smoking too much cough
dancing w my razorblade till the final cut // 

otis:

me and esh we’re in the club
we boutta fuck on all them hoes
if they’re underage 
get that shit outta here
feel like it’s forth of july
sending shots like columbine
baby stop just be mine
ed bitch just be like
i don’t fuck with that shit
ed bitch get out of my way
im gonna kill myself
make it horseplay 
i feel like it’s fortnite
i wanna spray
if you wanna fuck i tell that bitch
to take that shit off 
i’m a worthless piece of shit
i’ll strangle you till your throat cough
nsfw bitch get outta my way
jerk to anime bitches all day
jerk to that good 
fupa porn 
no one can stop me now
i’m in my own element don’t know how 
how how how how how

esh x otis - clublight angel *demo* (prod esh)

i produced something Nice

Remixes of 'Dancing in Goa' by Artie H - out everywhere 26th September 2025

The original version is on the album 'Back Again' by Artie H

Check out more by Artie H at Soundcloud & via the links below:

Apple: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/1798753465

Amazon: https://music.amazon.com/artists/B0DVDC7ZBY/artie-h?marketplaceId=A1F83G8C2ARO7P&musicTerritory=GB&ref=dm_sh_fwByvYFlHDzu6PuUYSf6JkMlj

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6OvtuOnhsxQ8k4r9dMjAbs

Deezer: https://dzr.page.link/K8WNTPLZCAiF6LRf8

YouTube: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCw3wDJIbJZnvsBM4W_trClg


Your support is gratefully appreciated

Thanks, Cris - Spyda Music Productions

esh x otis - clublight angel demo (prod esh)

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