i caught covid the night of recording this

MY GOTH GF WORKS AT A DOMINO'S PIZZA (Performed by h4zrd)

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

i work on my determination
hate when we are separated
fill this hole my heart is aching
hate my guts you're so mistaken
everyone giving me the look around
everyone looking at me up and down
trying to hide it can't deny just what you see
what you're feeling on the inside everyday
you say you don't know how to do what you want
black spots unknown places in your heart
have pity on me if you want to
i only see it how it is when i want to
i hit you up to see what you've been up to
you've been doing find i've been doing fine too
i would call you mine if you called me mine too
that would be the perfect ending for us two

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

in the right ways in the wrong ways (prod.alt0, kirian, & warhart)

<3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

@jkjmetasco
@prodjayysoul

[arid]
u said u dont mind it
but tell me why im dying
ur words undividing
the feelings that I'm hiding
yea I wake up blinded
i know u dont mind it
look into ur eyes u know I'm tired of trying
was it enough to let me go tell me now cuz I don't like it
I feel it in my heart yea I feel it undeciding
everything we did was always something that u knew
I only want the real nothing that was blue

[jkjmetasco]
writing in my diary bout you
wait u want a bag, you get 2
blue money, blue car, blue heart
blue drugs when i’m down
put my blues in a song
i know why i hid from u
i know wat i did to u
cameras on, i ain’t in da mood
tell me why i’m dying to you
and u broke my heart, yea to the fullest
blacked out truck, yea, look like toothless 
bad mouth us, wait why u hate me
girl i pick you up, in a Mercedes

blue + jkjmetasco [jayysoul]

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

https://open.spotify.com/track/6duodRL3rKqw3SEgLXuEbb

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
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so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

prod& mix @shrinex <3 <3
ib alyorra

lyrics,,
yeah im done waiting
i lost all of my patience
you wouldnt understand, its way 2 complicated
im so tired, im so frustrated
every single moment feels so tainted

id walk a thousand miles to go back to the place
where we met for the first time
where I heard your voice and you heard mine
told myself id be just fine..
i feel so numb I cant even cry
i said im so different, not like that other guy
if he talking down im finna send him 2 the skyy
im falling apart, yeah cant u see the signs

you couldn’t walk a day in my shoes you gon trip
your hands on my shoulders my hands on your hips
why you talking down bro, you really aint on shit
if he got a problem, ima shoot, i won’t miss..

lead me astray, yeah you lead me amiss
I really cant do it, yeah I cant do this
who would've known it would feel like this?

look on the brightside (shrinemaiden)

@lifegiverr
prod me

(rewind)
you said there's scars on your heart, so i'll leave scars on my arms to match it
so far apart, no matter how long it takes, ill gap it
i should've known from the start, as soon as i saw your face it happened
tears me apart just being so far away, its tragic
and i know i'm stuck
can't get out of love
but its you, so i know i'll be fine
i can't get up
the times with you every night
and holding me when i cry
i'll always be by your side

(life)
its when  our time hits a stop
and our bodies they drop
its when we cant change a thing
you grab my hands when they sting
its all a part of the song
i swear im fixing the wrongs
its all a part of the steps 
just give my body some rest
wont u show me what im missing
bring me to my senses
got me second guessing
dont know ur intentions
give me ur attention
dont u know i changed here
step in from the background
cause u and me were made here

stuck in love +life

Produced By @pyu & @otaku_u
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had to Cut u out 0.0

lyrics; 
when you walk away
you dont hear me say
please, oh baby, dont you go

u could Say u Hate me..
i'm Ur Biggest Inspiration
hope yk Im More than flattered
by ur Imitationn
i had 2- Cut Off a Lame
he was moving flagrant >_>
uh i cant save ya, 
cant Be Moving #Shameless

i Sing all These Songs
For my bros that couldnt make it T_T
had to do him bad
switch him Out n Then replace him
feel the BASS in my heart
u keep telling me ill make it ^.^
take the old swag
u could fake it till u Make it xd

no Lies uhh
scarlet eyes uhhh
try to win me Back
#NO; Not tonite Uhhh
ur heart Dont Run
i was Sippin Bloodd
let ur Guard Down :D
baby, i wiont Do u wrongg

i said by18 i'd be gone but im right here
had to do my big 1, 2025, its my year
say im too divine, new world, i see it so clear
hope u hear my voice & realize u got nothing to fear

u get in my way
i wont hit the breaks
i'd be crazy if i stopped now
everything been going great
everything been going good
i thought u understood
dont even try to stop me
now im seeing where u stood ;-;

Shameless (＃— ﹏ —) (Otaku & Meta)

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)