love of your life

she didnt stay with me. but the dream was so real.
i like spoders music, so i made a cover tho i change some lyrics to fit me more.

Pages (cover/remix of @1spoder)

EXTRA

produced by nvrmindreid
everything else by me
love ya

lyrics:

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

i place my cards down face up
scour my room for a quick buck
spend all that dollars that i had
on something that gon make me feel sum
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do something
say you're bothered by the past
so won't you go ahead and do some-
i wrap my arms round my waist
how many days will it take
i look at you in the face
and tell a lie what a waste
i feel the weight of my body
i'm too ashamed to look up
exhale the smoke in my lungs
and forget where i came from

have you took a look at the news baby
you're even prettier now baby
spinning in my head all around baby
and i can't seem to get you out baby

i've barely broke in my boots
the ones i got when you were aloof
have you took a look at the news?
i've hardly kept it together
hide both my arms in my sweater
i told my brothers i wan do something new
but i just end up doing shit like before
i broke my hands off just to build a new roof
and for a moment i thought i saw shore

breaking in

Whitney

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

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shoot

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

suck it up

Here are the first 3 songs from my mixtape, Rocket

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Aftermath (Edit)

All Hands on Deck

swag swag swag ily
lyrics:
Don't leave me out to dry
You never say goodbye
I bet you wish you saw that face I made the other night
11:55, that day you left my life
And told me
Me no I'm not nothing like why even try

Yeah, like baby girl I couldn't tell you a thing
Oh
It's getting harder, getting harder
Oh
Like baby tell me what you want in a week
It's getting harder getting harder It's getting harder
I gave you everything and all you did is go and lie
I said I love you not just once or twice, a hundred times
Last week I saw you in the club, I saw those angel eyes
Wishing for something I could do to make you change your mind

Talk now
I know you're leaving but I ask you to listen
Right now
We're locking eyes no I can't stop the feeling
Find out
What I could do to make you stop the switching
Right now
I'm medicated like I love prescription
Like oh my god
I gave you everything you wanted then you kick me out left me dry
Oh my god
Like I don't think that I could do it oh know baby lately I don't wanna try

Yeah, like baby girl I couldn't tell you a thing
Oh
It's getting harder, getting harder
Oh
Like baby tell me what you want in a week
It's getting harder getting harder It's getting harder
I gave you everything and all you did is go and lie
I said I love you not just once or twice, a hundred times
Last week I saw you in the club, I saw those angel eyes
Wishing for something I could do to make you change your mind

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