this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

Prod ERXN & heylog

every photo, im not recognised
its always black and white, with some grain inside
you would think that i was tryna hide
im really not i just hate what i see

you wouldnt like it no doubt
ill force my hand over your mouth
youre half the size of me now
bruise on your knees start to sprout

look to my left, im in a forest where im tryna find 
a piece of you that just keeps falling down beside my side
i ran right through the forest path we did a thousand times
im scared that I wont make it back I might of lost my mind 
might of broke down for a minute but its cool 
image distorted in my vision when you call 
i know its just anxiety but if its more 

ima need a Prozac for this 
if you never loved me that's shit 
keep me out of line like im wearing high viz 
keep me outside like im never not in 
if you need me il die il tell you im in 
see me outside come around real quick 
baby I know the way to try and get your hate out 
click it back and put it to my face now

man i wish that she was close
hanging out, youre on the phone
think that i just found a home
hopefully we'll always grow
11 days until i board my flight
i just gotta know if youre worth my time
moving on to better things
she found me, shes in love w me
she always wants to say my name
yeah all she does is say my name
and i love her honesty
you really put my mind at ease
she wants to call me everyday
just so she can say my name

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BRUISE w/ hiraeth & heylog

produced by rick hardy

@xona

-lyrics-
I could be the things you need alone
your friend, a random person on the road
Ill listen, you can let go of control
a guardian with nothing to uphold

console me, this dream with no teeth
want only to feel what you mean

~

the way it’s gray to look, I get choked up
the slower type of trauma in my lungs
I’m blacking out when I show any love, It’s artificial, reasons why I’d run

I wake up when I want but I don’t like to know that I am me which I can’t hide
time and time again I lock in eyes, reflection of myself, I see all the lies

~

is it worth to reach to the asphalt or will I regret my life?
could you hold me closer than ever? cause I don’t think I feel alright

desert what I think
you got me back on my knees
I said “I don’t wanna know” but it’s the way that I be
so I came back to my room
the cycle tends to repeat
apart from talking to you
I know that I won’t be seen
no, I won’t be seen
no, I won’t be seen

teeth (rick hardy)

produced by mitsa

lyrics:

I wish I could feel better in my skin
I walk around head down lack confidence

this cunt think he's the shit
you cant run cant hide
red dot aim high
line you up at face height
put a hole inside your frame bruh
compare us compare us
we'll never be the same hush
it's unfair it's unfair
bark like a bitch but won't square

GO 
GO
GO
BITCH U BETTER GO

THIS CUNT THINK HE'S THE SHIT
YOU CAN'T RUN, CAN'T HIDE
RED DOT AIM HIGH
LINE YOU UP AT FACE HEIGHT
PUT A HOLE INSIDE YOUR FRAME BRUH
COMPARE US COMPARE US
WE'LL NEVER BE THE SAME HUSH
IT'S UNFAIR IT'S UNFAIR
BARK LIKE A BITCH BUT WON'T SQUARE

red dot

tell me what it is you wanna know
finish up the bottle then we'll go, babe
waste a little money on some blow
she said, "won't you have a little?"
i said, "no way"

i'm too phased, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down

push a little further on the edge
crawl a little further on the bed, babe
i'm burning up, yeah all i see is red
she said, "fuck me like i'm famous"
i said, "okay" :) 

it's two-faced, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down

oh, ooh-ooh
slow down, slow down, yeah
won't you listen to me? 
drugs all in my system 
tell me what you heard 
tell me what you know yeah 
i've been rollin' for days, 
yeah, this is so foreign
oh, vanity, no, listen baby

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slow down [tnvr] (chase atlantic cover)

Pain

with @chakkyy

lyrics:

Staring at the neon sign
Staring, I’m just wasting time
Is that how I’ll look backstage
Always got the same game face
Standing there I know you’ll wanna
Wanna see a little closer
But all you're seeing is a poster

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Couldn’t remember what you told me
When you tried to hide it
Taking apart the words I painted
Said that you don’t mind ‘em
Finally found something to hold me
But you’d never buy it
It’s a world you’ve never known
Everywhere I went they tried to sell me wisdom
Everybody tryna be a sage, saying stop
Thinking about all of these questions
Will you hear me when the mic’s on
Will you hear me at all

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Where are those walls you built for me
Not one to dwell on subtlety
Look back, face facts
Fuck decency
I know you always wanna hear me say
You said your grace, you paved the way
That your applause might save the day

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

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applause

Brickbanshrty - Escelade [R$X]

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

cause im paranoid
dont you fear it too ?
loosing all that we have 
and looking for someone new
i dont think i could do that

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

are u proud of me too

LONELY

somuchpain / seal5team

Uploading my entire discography from youtube/spotify, it's in reverse order because i'm stupid :(

Contacts:
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Pain

Hayzu

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