Here just in time :) love it hir keep doing what you do <3

this is pretty much pavement 2 to me thank you i love your lyricism hira

DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT THIS TALENTED SUM BITCH BELLAMY
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-dittmann-872381933

i'm trying, i promise (feat. Bellamy)(@siemspark x @hiiidrax)

lyrics

im outside
i’m like where the hell you been
i’ll slide
wondering how the hell you been
are you alright
buckle up and put your head back
i’ll play you my new song
i hope that you like it

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

i ain’t see you in so long
but i promise i been working hard stack money on my phone
i don’t talk that much so i barf up words on top these songs
im quiet in the back of the party sipping white claw and patron
just stay with me for a few days help me figure out what the fuck i’m on
baby this big boy shit
i can’t rest im too grown
my back breaking and i can’t find my eyes cuz they too low
my demons like rubrics cube lately
id figure it out but i don’t know

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

she love me too much to remind me that this happens every time
u know i been having trouble staying inside the lines
a little swervy i been drinking every night
it’s like im celebrating not wanting to be alive
my body a temple i can’t turn into a shrine
can’t snuff my flame out before i even find the light
i don’t know how the hell i been am i alright
a couple drinks and autotune and call it a night

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

shrine (under the maple tree)

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

erode (prod. cxrter + tahtx)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

kinda meh
produced by chalyre

(pull up chalyre)

(whoa whoa)
(whoa whoa)
(yeah yeah)

youre sowing doubts
run your mouth
little bitch what are you talking about
hoe reroute
don’t come around
the dogs will sniff you out
hear that sound
best get down
6 feet underground
why you frowning?
you too scared to duke it out?

your bloodline ends with you under a pyre
shame how you went and turned me into a liar
quit holding on youre fighting for survival
just let it go youre stuck in your denial

im seeing ghosts
took another hit to feel some more
pussy what you waiting for?

grip the steel
how’s it feel
9mm your meal
quit begging your fate is sealed

ill disappear
6 months from me you won’t hear
this clone looked into a mirror
ill turn into what you fear

cleanse

why is it so hard to exist
my insides get ripped apart if i resist the urgent crawling of my skin

all my memories locked in basements and the floorboards of that room
out of body, sealed my fate
ill see you really soon

you cant see all thats in my head
i bleed it out, but to my dread
like every time went way too far
im running out of space for scars

keep it pushing but my head just keeps on spinning
telling me that i should end it but i never want to listen
cause i know that i agree but that was never part the vision
im still tryna stick around just for as long as i can bare

i hate who i am
im wasting time and
i only feel fine when im on the edge now

ihatewhoiam

prod me n @dawsin

lyrics:

I wade through the rubble
Feeling like a true rebel
And no one else is around
And i do not hear a sound
The birds all died
But they'll come back with time
I've never once prayed in my life
But im hoping hes on my side

Day 1 cant believe it
(Not a soul came to help)
Middle of nowhere cant leave it
(Left my bestfriend on the wall)
That place is in ruins
(I have no one left to call)
The rest believe what theyre spewing

Oooo its the season no ones lived through 
Theres a rumor locals wonder if its true
And i wonder too 
So i'll head out tonight
Dont know if ill die
But im sure ill be alright 
Yeah im sure ill be 
Yeah im sure ill be just fine

Darlene could care less  
Rylee wished the best
My brothers strong i know that he can take care of the rest 
Step into foliage  
And raise my head
(Dont go)
I hear something unsheathe my sword it comes closer 
Impale its chest

(Blood on my hands
And blood on my face
Dive into the river and cleanse my new faith)

@dawsin:
I'm yearning to hear someones voice
The only reply I get back is white noise
The weight of my backpack is breaking my poise
No nutrition within me stomachs a void
and im
CONSTANTLY LOOKING OVER TO SEE 
THE CREATURE OR BEING THATS FOLLOWING ME
(It's right behind you)
AND MY RIFLE STRAPPED TO ME IM READY TO FLEE
HEARD THE STEPS
SLOWLY TRYING TO CREEP
(huh what?)
CREEP
SWING IT OVER MY SHOULDER INHALE AND I BREATHE
BREATHE
STEADY MY SHOT SHOOT A HOLE IN ITS SPLEEN

lycora:
What is that I hear in the woods
Got the feeling it is not something good
But in there 
Lies the answers

I just wanna run and hide
I dont know what this is
Should i give up should i try
Someone tell me im homesick
But theres nothing to go back to

rumor

rumor feat. dawsin

// yona
cling to your waist, god dont let this be a dream
its been so long, since someone's appeared in front of me 
ive been dying in the midst, fill my heart with vacancy
in my head i still believe that, ill....

lay out my arms
your head falls down soft
do you mind laying here with me?

cos were out in the sun
fell asleep so damn calm
how long till we lose this memory?

thought you were all i need

// valentine ghost 
i saw the love leaving your eyes
you said it was you and its i 
its always a lie 
tell me how you feel inside? 
are you just sick of us trying? 
i guess i should die 

cause i don’t know how you sleep soundly at night 
cant even breath when you’re not by my side

till daylight w/ yona [neverforever]

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

cause im paranoid
dont you fear it too ?
loosing all that we have 
and looking for someone new
i dont think i could do that

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

are u proud of me too

prod @dawsin n @1m1x


lyrics:

i am a ghoul

@dawsin
i-
i-
ALL

ILL KILL THEM ALL
A-LL
I'LL LEAVE THEM IN A DITCH
WHATS HE CRYING FOR?
FO-R
I'LL DRIVE THAT MUSTANG OFF A BRIDGE

@1m1x
ALL OF HIS PLAYS BE BOTTED
HE TRIED IT BUT HE AINT GETTIN SHI
LIL BRO USING AI AND SHI
WHAT THE FUCK
THE HELL IS THIS?
I USED TO ENVY YOU
BUT YOUR FOOLISH
HES MOVING HELLA SLOW
YOU DROPPED ONE
DISS WE DROPPED FIVE MO
H0-W???!?!?!

@dawsin
im tired of catching your strays
i chose violence when i woke up today
shot him in both hips, hip hip horray
kissing my ex? like how my dick taste?

@1m1x
SO HOW DOES IT TASTE TO LOSE ALL YOUR FRIENDS?
LIKE HOW DOES IT TASTE TO MEET YOUR END?
LIKE HOW DOES IT TASTE TO STARE DEATH IN ITS FACE?
SO HOW DOES IT TASTE WHEN WE HANDLE THE BASS?
BASS

oh god its such a pain
choke him out wit his chain
thats probably fake oh man
thats such a shame
said he got racks like that
and a strap like that
but he's picking up all the scraps
huh? boy you just a gnat

@dawsin
REMEMBER THE PAST WHEN I PASSED YOU WITH A SIGH
SI-
SIGH
NOW I CUT THE HEAD OF THE SNAKE WITH A SCYTHE
PUT A CROSS TO MY HEART AND HOPE HE DIES
NOW HE'S PESTERING ME ANNOYING LIKE A FL-

F-FL-FLY
F-FL-FLY
I AM A GHOUL
F-FL-FLY

TWO YEARS I FELT THE PAIN,
WHEN I DO IT, YOU THINK WE'RE THE SAME
DONT LUMP ME IN WITH YOUR MUSHY ASS BRAIN
TAKE IT FROM ME SHE RAN THROUGH LIKE A TRAIN
BUT I MEAN IF YOU WANT HER, BY ALL MEANS
JUST MAKE SURE YOU DON'T WALK BY ME
YOU KNOW WHERE THE HELL TO FIND ME
YOU SMELL LIKE A P**SY AND FOUL MEAT

are u proud of me too

hiraeth

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