prod by shinju + meat computer

lyrics
Now ur a memory 
Felt like it was yesterday 
When everything was normal 
U were lying next to me 
Now u won’t text me baby 
Whats up baby 
Why won’t u talk to me no more :(
Why won’t u talk me no more ya 
Your memory 
Felt like yesterday 
U were in love with me
Now you don’t know 
U were in love with me 
Now you don’t know 
Now I’m just a memory 
Do u feel the same 
Bout me anymore 
Ya ya baby 
Do u care anymore 
Ya ya baby 

Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Now im boutta go 
Boutta go away 
And now im feel soo 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Now ur Boutta go 
Boutta go away 
Why won’t u talk to me anymore baby 
Why won’t u talk me anymore baby

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dead end

merch

Reupload 2/20/22

https://soundcloud.com/earthboymusic/cursed-audio-010

cursed audio 010

meat computer - cursed audio 010

naive

meat computer - naive

meat computer - Girls Like U

Pressed to the forehead
The marks setting in
We're pleading no contest
to the comfort of sin

Its all through the screens
Reach at a faux sky
that carries a weight in deeper pockets of mind

It's mess I shaked
With hands that fake
A human touch
And keeps a feeling relayed

A dark escape
Truth means nothing youre choosing a shape
Thats Not your own
Not even close to your whole

Ill blind today
and lose Tomorrow
with lights fulfilling
My deepest pride

Right through the conscious
To the campus
The little lie I made my role
has come alive

A love of touch
Has turned to nothing
I found a deeper one
to hide from repercussion

A love thats real
Has turned to nothing
Look at the screen and hide the people on my back

Look at the screen and hide the people on my back

Look at the screen and hide the people on my back

The game takes shape in faces
That creep along the edge
To find A vice to shape in places
Where they dont belong 

Its wrong
But so is it all
The smell of a motor    
Thats whines like a call from a mistress
That doesnt do you wrong
In addition
To siphoning your thoughts

Screen Love Is Fair

Played in September 2025 in Zermatt in a small mountain chapel!

2025 Veo lo que creo - Cual - Kapelle Zermatt

笑みこぼれたなら
それで良かったことに
なんて、ならないけど
今はただ嬉しい

雨があがったら
全て忘れたように
空は青く澄んで
もう、ひとつの曇りもない

競り合うくらい
瓜二つの、目
輝かして
こっちを見て


笑みこぼれたなら
安心したように
なんて、ならないから
終わったと思わないで

雨があがったなら
次にまた来る雨のために
大きな、太陽の風呂敷
目一杯に広げてるだけ

うらやましいくらい
満足そうに
輝かして
僕を見つけた

笑みこぼれたなら.WAV

missing out

missed connections

im actually thinking 
about killing myself 
n i don't know why 

im actually thinking 
Bout killing myself 
but 2 scared to die 

life is so boring 
but sometimes it's okay 
when I take something 
2 slow down my brain 
 n im scared to sleep now 
most of the time 

mayb I don't realize 
what I can b 
Ppl act like they care 
but only when I leave 

my mind is racing and a thousand pills
couldn't help me fall asleep 2night 

so guess i Actually might
kill myself tonight

My soul will b okay

soundtrack to the end of a world

why do i feel like this ???

:(

(lyrics)
she doesn't like it when I talk to much 
im getting tired of ppl acting like they give a fuck about me 

She doesn't know why 
Why I think so much 
She doesn't know why she fucking even likes being around me 

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

But I'm tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Everyone acts like they know shit 
About how it feels to b me 

Ya I'm just tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Act like I'm fine but no one knows it 
I'm just tired of being me 

But to scared to give up

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I even annoy me 
I know my life is not that rough 
I know my life is not that fucked 
I just hate how I feel so stuck 
Stuck being me

stuck being me

tired of life

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVQB85LC3g7QY9z5O1cqr-w