loveboy / spira me - heartattack (prod. shotti & sg37)

vox by me and meat computer (@earthboymusic)
produced by michaelwarren (@prodmichael) & torno (@torno)

happy bad w/ meat computer

stuck in wpg

ft https://soundcloud.com/gl0wrm

love it when love dies 
fuck round w a glock 9
u hate it when i deal  
u hate it when im broke  
shut up when i get high 
tell you u how a soul dies
hold it up to your eyes
coulda been a good life 

crack shot dead
all of what u wanted 

(gl0)

how it feels to die i forget how to say 
how it feels to fly i got mdma 
how it feels to love i got bitches who could say 
im pissed 
all day 
on x 
alright 
ok

crackshot w/gl0wrm

cruelty w/gl0wrm

i cant even tell whos a foe and whose a friend
i dont want u now but i rly want u then
i dont kno myself but i still can play pretend
do u wana call me all on my ios

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost—
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt
i miss how it was then, my life was like a dream
i was off the dxm and also hrt

i was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream
i was mixin drugs dph ya OTC   
back in summertime, ya like back in mtc
i lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit

i was calling your phone but i lost all  your trust
but it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun
i was in the psych ward and it felt like a month
i dont wana kno, all the things ive done

wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung
numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become
we were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young
i been staying golden, i had you really numb

texting me like all night but i can not respond
call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone
call me on my cell but im never gona feel
fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasnt real

she still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead
but now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend
i was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again
sippin otc now im waiting at the end

yea i wish i wasnt here, ya i wish i was a ghost
yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go
got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold
i dont wana kno, medicine my throat

ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ prod blackwinterwells

i don't like this aspect being apart of life tbh but when i do go i make sure to have the best aerosol (Febreze) with me because i hate the shitty aroma in the air & it's a considerate trait that i have that most don't and will never also i make sure to really clean myself cause i can't go out being a musty bastard fr.

GOTTA GO POOP

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

@kkkarasu

and i just cant sleep it off
but i cannot get enough tonight
u left me alone

for you ill do special things
for you ill do anything
but you dont exist

im writing xs
on my face
just to make you
make you stare

imaginary place
it makes me feel quite safe
i dont know what to say
i walk by you in pain

for you ill take the blame
never i felt im sane
its like i cant obey
i cant stand what you say

imaginary place (karasu)

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for