https://open.spotify.com/track/06LFlnTQoygiPq6j4tFnZS?si=ffc61cf5c70d4906

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me
https://soundcloud.com/sglily
https://soundcloud.com/opal707

Touched + Sg lily (opal)

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

MV https://youtu.be/9x68slvGGso

@djhurtlocker

The sun moves the sky 
Burning all the time 
Sometimes I wanna live
Sometimes I wanna die

ammunition in my eyes
I’m hurt but I can’t cry 
I’m sorry for the lies 
U hate this so do I 

Feel the bullets in my mind 
Can’t feel the rain on my 
Feel this pain all the time 
In my heart I know I’ll win 

I couldn’t tell u that I’m fine 
All I think about is this 
I could tell you it’s alright

all the time prod. DJ HURTLOCKER

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

Drinking Juice (PROD MC WANK)

featuring @sglily
produced by @bigdog30k
cover art by me

lyrics:
(buffalobang)
ill work my ass off
ill buy a gift with my earnings
i hit bottom
i feel like im tyler durden
no im not sturdy
i need a shoulder to lean on
if you got me, then i got u dont worry

im with the boys going crazy in the BNO BNB 
you barely talk to me i know how u feel bout me 
in copenhagen throwin shows catch me in the V.I.P
ill get u in for free get u a drink or three

im alone in the store am i dreaming
felt like winter spring and fall under one evening
i wanna see you baby i dont need a reason
ill give u warmth for the season

(sglily)
ill get mine so im working
make me feel uncertain
im so tide im surfing
off these pills im perc-ing
u could leave wont stop u
if u stay i got u
if u stay i got u
know i got a lot to lose
concert, bno gotta go
louis v ona floor ur a joke
got pills in my coat idk
BNB drinking coke with the bros

tough evening + sglily (bigdog30k)

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

prod. by meat computer

music vid (w/ lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU

hope

hope (w/ oaf1)

music vid

hope (w/ oaf1) *music vid

w/ @capoxxo

prod. slight x blvnts x meat computer

lyrics
Six six ay six six ay Six six woah 
So many lost they soul 
Lost and can’t let go 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
somethings goin on
Something we can’t ignore 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
Ay ay 
Was here a long time ago 
Now time feels so slow 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Capo just called my phone 
Passed out on discord 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Ba
x16


released christmas day 2020
merry Chrysler pilgrims

:(

trust

trust (w/ capoxxo)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVQB85LC3g7QY9z5O1cqr-w