A Milli (summer beat 13)

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Baby blue

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Produced by https://soundcloud.com/tymubeats

James Diotic - Neighbor [prod. tymú]

i made a song and a video, they're both called 'blurred'
featuring a sample of @oliverhasband​ - every other lie

watch on youtube here: https://youtu.be/V6cqPlKtfB0

stream / buy here: http://hyperurl.co/blurred

blurred

fuck it, i didn't even mix this track, so this is a mostly raw recording

look ima be honest
im lacking confidence in myself
as an artist
human being, im not so sure
what you mean?
im so numb i can't feel a thing.
i've given up, whats happening
whats happening?
i have no one to call my own
in this room, while im all alone
talking to these walls (walls)
talking to these shadows (these walls)
talking to the ceiling
looking at the ceiling
life is fucking ass, that shit sucks
AM I WRONG FOR FEELING THIS WAY?
AM I WRONG FOR STAYING UP THIS LATE?
AM i WRONG FOR FEELING FEAR?
i lock myself inside this bed
i could make some music but instead
i live in my head.
oh playing these keys it do not help
please save me
(tell them niggas bro)
(selling soul for 3 million $$$)
what if im not good enough?
what if this is a facade?
what if yall just playing me?
(selling soul for 6 million $$$)
what if i have no friends left
what if i have no family left
alright 
what if i have no one left?
no one to my left?

I Cant Feel Nothing

shout out to @LonelyFrenchKid for the outro, love u

the only thing

hey guys sorry i've been gone for so long i've been depressed as hell and it's been hard for me to express myself. i made this song off the top off my head this morning, i hope u guys like it. and i'm sorry again.

update: apr 15 2019 remaster

lyrics: 
to be real man i'm scared i'm losin fans
cause i feel like if i'm not making music then i'm worthless
ima be honest for a minute
i've been depressed for a minute
been a year boy
living in and out of fear boy
sometime i wanna blow my brains out jump off a cliff
or fucking dissapear boy
i said it loud and clear boy
this here void cannot be filled
fuck a "build and destroy"
i can't feel anything no more
i can't feel no pain no more
no gain no more
i don't cry no tears
i don't sang no more cause...
i could care less
i hugged my momma the other day and didn't feel shit
i bought a PS4 i guess that is cool
idk i'll probably take my fuckin ass to school
cause i hate my job 
idk what to do
im making $$$
but why my heart still blue?
they don't want a "GUARD"
they don't want a "wall"
they just wanna hear "I Don't Deserve U At All"
and "it's unfair..."
now, i love those songs but..
i guess i gotta play pretend
just so i can keep a friend
that's just how shit's always been

im ashamed that you see 
right through me
hiding in the covers of a star
a shooting star
a shooting star

BLUE

Dreams

SAMPLES MOGWAI - TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NICE

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