2:40 Freestyle (mr.darko)

Saw you dancing in the moonlight,
Surfing concrete waves riding the winds that you like,
I never know exactly what to say,
Cause with you, you take me far away,
So what say you, what do you mean,
You think that,
You and I could grab a bite,
and dance below the stars,
This maybe far,
This may seem crazy,
But do you ever think you could ever love,
love me.


left sock

Food for Thought (Prod. Tom Misch)

why u playin {PROD. SHOU}

sorry about that.

https://twitter.com/Whyandotte
sample is charlie brown - jared evan

the last fire (prod. by whyandotte)

for brita
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The Bedroom Demos Project

Nectar

IM NOT LIKIN THE SITUATION IM IN
I AIN’T HAPPY SO NIGGA WHY I PRETEND
I BE MOPING AND HOPING I FEEL DOPEMINE
I MEAN IM WORKING IM STILL BROKE
I MEAN I BE WORKING TO PAY TAXES
I MEAN I FEEL LIKE THROWING AWAY MY PASSIONS
I BE SMOKING THAT LOUD AND STILL CHOKE ON MY FEARS AND TEARS I CAN’T COPE.

i used to think that i was the one
now
im a waste of space as a son now
all these people watching my moves
what the hell am i possed to do?
try too be to be perfect
erasing everything that i write
my life inside a vacuum

look inside my chest and see the dark
look like someone stole my beating heart
my soul is a blackhole.
now im trying to take the steps to restart

i hate being alone
living in the shadows
i hate the distance yeah
i feel so cold
i hate this glass dome
that im living in
i’m sitting on the side
of the road.

i distanced myself from the homies
then i wonder why i feel so lonely
talking to my bedroom spirits
tryna wonder why i feel indifference
cause i used to have passion
nigga what the fuck happened
living like a deadman
nigga blame the assassin 
drowning in the quicksand
did it in a stylish fashion
metal round my wristbands
tryna wonder what the fuck was my mission?
so
seem like theres no future for me
thats what demon said.
seem like theres a ceiling right there
where i lay down my head
like why am i breathing, im better off just bleeding dead.
retreat and just leave me there
use my skull as an ashtray
niggas laughing when they put out they cigarettes
i don’t know 
fuck it idk

i feel stagnant i don’t like that
i lost passion. i don’t like that
i done gave up, and came right back
idk bout this time
i can’t fight back.

wall

recovered all my old tracks from 2012-2016 because my laptop broke last year. AND NOW WE BACK MOFUCKAS, we takin back to 2015 when i was in high school talking about coping with my grandfathers death, trying to finish school and dealing with a abusive relationship at the time. hope you guys enjoy

lyrics:

when i was a youngin i wanted to play baseball
just runnin those bases while my pawpaw was smilin
now my heart is divided cause right now he ain't here
he died last year, and i still ain't got over it.
yo my face filled with tears. when i heard the bad news
he said it's only the rain, it'll be over soon.
i learned alot from him right now he ain't right
under this mask that i wear, the only color is blue
and i'm a failure i know you see it

yo.. right now i'm not passing high school, graduation my be delayed, i can't get a diploma with a 1.8 GPA im sorry momma
i can see the dissapointment on your face
im sorry momma
i wish i was a better son but
hey, im gonna make it out, but am i gonna stay whole?
i'm trapped in these self doubts.
my teachers say Elijah, please be realistic this music shit is just a dream.
go graduate and go visit a fucking community college and be hopeless when finished, and then go live out your life blindfolded with no direction, but hey i get it
we work a part time job just to get a little money thinkin thats our future life we stubborn with the teen's perspective that you're supposed to swim in an ocean of failure and depression, you're envious of others askin all them niggas questions like


HOW YOU MAKE IT OUT?
YOU AIN'T GOT A CAR
HOW YOU GET AROUND?
YOU AIN'T GOT A JOB MY NIGGA
HOW YOU SAFE AND SOUND?

i never understand because im not optimistic
they told me to make a plan B but you know i never listen
tell em it's "build or destroy and it's my decision"
and i'll find a way to fix it, if i make a mistake
you should've seen the fucking look on my face.
when the white folks clapped their hands while i performed on the stage
but when i went home i stayed in my room until late, and i wonder if fame will be my fate and will tomorrow be the date that i pass away?

life is funny will i pass away tomorrow?

i'm dancin with the devil till im starin at the dirt
life is funny, i always laugh at her
she's really sensitive, i can't get too mad at her
cause you know afterwards, there ain't no after her.
if you know what i mean
i mean you live, you got your dreams, things aren't really there as you see
the depressing part it's so hard to achieve 
you start to burn your own jersey and start leaving your team
you gettin desperate like it's do or die
you're stationary like you crucified
friends ain't friends no more you're un-unified 
so you say fuck it, i might as well commit suicide 
but you don't love it

when i decide to sign off, and it's my turn to settle down, i won't return, promise that you will dream about me
promise that you will dream about me

(interlude with my granny)

i made some fucked up mistakes
i wish a time machine was real so i can rewind the tape
stress and depression got me
caught my soul, wiped the grin off my face
cause im a failure and a liar i get it
tell your friends that i said it,
that your boyfriend's pathetic, and he's ugly as fuck.
and cosmetics won't get him to a attractive nigga 
bashin my own damn genetics, but aye im grateful i said it.
my heart should be broken, like a mirror in shards, why don't you just OD and die nigga, it isn't that hard, take a pill and then snooze
drown the candy with booze, too bad i always stay sober, i never win i just lose, i never win i just lose.
bought a new necklace. the "noose"

im a good for nothing son a bitch and my life don't een matter
hurt me back, keep repeating that pattern, sometimes to get rid of pain i wanna load up on drugs, but im just kidding inside.. what i want is a hug.

why am i in my feelins why am i in my?

you shouldn't be without me

you a pussy nigga elijah

kill yourself

im sorry momma (feat. granny) prod. knxwledge (2015)

lost without you (prod. alejandro)

hey guys i'm feeling much better lately <3 
artwork done by my homieee (i just added the orange square)
follow her IG: artsy.faartsy
&& Twitter: @DominicaDean1

lyrics:
would've never imagined you leavin me
i shouldn't have assumed you were mine 
when you werent
it felt just like magic
you next to me
i shouldn't have assumed we were one 
when you left it hurt.
oh it hurts babe

(it hurts so damn bad)

LEAVIN ME

SAMPLES MOGWAI - TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NICE

NOT MONETIZED

LIVE VERSION COMING SOON

why u playin {PROD. SHOU}

hahn byol chang