ways - breaking my bones (dreamnote) *bonus*

#honesty
@vileaf

#SuddenDeath:
glock right by my side in case a nigga get in a jam
got a hoe from texas she can't wait 4 me to land
i go to new york too much, im tryna see japan
i get fly asf, hysteric and vivienne
yeah u know its done, ill never see you again
i go so damn hard because im going for a win
they wanna get inside my head but i cant let em in
i might spend a band cuz i want sweats from vetements
sexpot revenge got me in my element
he acting like a hoe i told that boy to be a man
that glock gon make him fold n now he tryna make amends
bitch i got the fire in my hand just like im Ness
i might put that fire on his head like johnny test
i grew up online, but i can teach ya 2 finesse
he was talking crazy then he met a sudden death

#MyDemise:
onna east wit my damn bros
qual4, they cant come close
i love money n expensive clothes
i can't go back 2 being broke
they dont rly know what i got goin on
bitch im goin down but at least im goin on
send a text but ik u wont respond :/
drop a tab jus 2 feel like me
i was doing lsd, and she was doing ecstasy
i might burn the bridge because im tired of the jealousy
yeah i caved in, wtf would u expect frm me?
if i take another pill, then that might b the death of me
that might b the death of me

#SuddenDeath / #MyDemise (hatsuu)

three tigers prod kazama

me&u

REALER PROD COMANATI LIVE&LEARN ZZDOX #LASTYEARDYING OTW

prod @popilization and @heroz2299
@hollons:
Crawl a hundred miles..
All the way 2 U
Ya I need to see u smile
But it'll nvr be the same
I ain't mean to make u frown
Hear u crying thru the pain
Oh I hate 2 hear the sound..
Girl im so sick
Had to drown myself in this potion
I get caught up in the waves of the ocean
Only You feel all the pain that I'm holding..

@nepmir: 
I got too many problems 
cant hold my self and I, lost you 
know that I'm here and I, gotchu 
you think I'm selfish 
and it don't feel right 
looking at you, I'll die
looking at me, I cry
looking at us, its lies

@hakeon: 
Tryna talk 2 U 
But i feel Uncomfortable
we can talk it out
but ion like the Outcome
Talkin 2 u n u tell me im insufferable
Tryna explain it to u but i think i Sound dumb….
i Need closure i gotta finish it
ya they Left me for dead
But i glo’d Up in dat pit
ya i get so high bitch im goin for that win ya
almost Been a year since i saw U in december
When you look back I jus hope that u remember
Ya i had on SexPot i let U wear my sweater
Thought I was alone it was Me n U together
Now im on my own Hoping that it gets Better.

@berkio:
ima 
set the stage
clear the place
need more space
cut you out and i still feel the same
not a day that goes by where i dont wanna run away
my expression is a variable
youve made me mad
youve pissed me off
im just so glad
that its not my fault
that blood is on your hands
i dont trust your notion
noticing the motif
youll say your my friend
but inside i know your motive
give my perspective and u treat it as leverage
wont answer normal questions like "what is your beverage?"

crawl (pop heroz)

VOCALS @sasaeng
PRODUCTION @makinstuff @44yy @hywel47 @liveanndlearn

Sasaeng - RealSisters (Prod Comanati Live&Learn Hywel 44y)

xxomm + sennai + vilse - tinted [prod. qwerty]

lyrics:
b*tch i run that bag until the sun down
no i cant be fazed by nun now
i been poppin x gotta cut down
f & n stick got my back hoe
no i cant een see nun like a blindfold
b*tch i roll that 3.5 for myself tho
yea this new bih want my kids i said no
you could pass me over that ball know i score
he talk down then we kickin down his door
showin racks on racks but i swear i want more
switched up on the guys yea shook me to my core
shawty say she want that bag its celine or dior
b*tch i walk up in the store and i buy it
heard they changed the price yea huh it cost yo life
everytime that shi hit yea i feel alive
yea i feel alive

blindfold prod sleepy kirian xise

don't know how I feel lately 
I've been doing all this shit, just of lately 
they've been doin me all bad, I look crazy 
I look crazy 
in my mind, in my head, I'm looking crazy 
I cannot fix that- 

come get a head tap 
like this shit Valorant 
u talking hella shit, yet u on twitter, bitch!
I got my twitter bitch 
shoutout Kita, she flipping shit 

u not feeling shit 
off percs, jus doin shit 
and them trash ass songs, u just sayin shit 
and them trash ass songs, u do the same shit

I look crazy (kita og comanati dani kiyoko)

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served