Lyrics:

 • I'm sick of all the tears I thought the wells behind my eyes would dry over the years. They said that Earth is a Paradise but I don't see it here not the one I'm on I'm living in the negative energy that I've drawn to myself want the help but I decline because my pride I came from a long line of pure deception and lies. The truth lies inside the bottle the every time I would hear it from the man that raised me his truth is now apparent. His colors are now ugly his views are misconstrued he refused to understand the dark that we go through. But I understand him sober or not fact it's a family curse just thickens the plot. They all told me to pray but I bare my fangs at God. As a teen we been at odds, struggle to find my cause. It was a slow race I steady kept my pace 
  Cuz I'm a role model a choice that I didn't make

• I don't understand why kids look up to me I lied to myself so good luck to me it's all of a facade really my spirit is weak I break down every. night the reason I try to seek. but I can't let them see. they're more important than me I'll be the hero and slay the demons that haunt in their sleep. I can't do this alone as difficult it might be tho my journey is long, would you walk it with me? Would you carry my seed? Would you promise to be by my side as long fate would allow us to be? Cuz this world needs love and it starts with ourselves but the self-hatred I have for myself is deeper than hell. but what you don't know you learn and I'm willing to change a shift is all we need for things to fall in place. it was a slow race I steady kept my pace 
•Cuz I'm a role model a choice that I didn't make.

I'm Afraid Of Being An Inspiration..(Prod. jvst x)

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