omg such a beautiful song!! AND THIS LINE. UGHHHHH I CRY ;____________;

ur still the 1

Alam Mo Ba Demo

A narrated version of my monologue: Wheels.

(also, thanks to the Tumbled Sea)

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You can find it here: http://valenzuelabp.tumblr.com/post/75594238526/wheels

Wheels

remind me how to stand
whisper all your sweet nothings over and over again

the mirror casts its reflections
but i create my perception

lulling me into a limbo state
of needing what i cannot create

touch me where it hurts
shield me from hailstorms and hellfire
show me my worth

the mirror tells me my problems
i find another to solve them

lulling me into a limbo state
of needing what i cannot create

im the warmth of your youth
the bite of a snake
the feeling of happiness
the gut of your aches

you'll want all of me
i'll give you a taste
then reel myself back in
without hesitation

cause i don't need you
i need a god
i know you enough 
to know that you're not

you desire me
you're my entropy
you're a figment of my wants

you're much too scared
way too unprepared
im a thought to sit upon

tell me where to turn
are lessons ever learned

the mirror casts its reflections
i wait around for redemption 
ive fallen into a limbo state
of needing what i cannot create

entropy demo

my backspace button’s worn
from the things i never said
i never can afford
to be casual instead
but if you could be so kind
don’t remind me that i’m blindly hung up over you

do i seem to care too much
with how i pretend not to care
you’re too cool for me
but i guess you’re not aware
that i exist but it’s okay
i’ll be over it someday
you’ll look me in the eye
and i won’t melt right in my place
but i really hate your face
and how it it makes me wanna cry
there’s an ache in my dumb heart
that only passes when you smile
and it shines for miles
it reminds me that i’m blindly hung up over you

would you still be just as kind
if you knew what’s on my mind
i’m stifling a sigh
and i hope she treats you right
and the things i’ll never say
will cease to tear me up inside
the feelings bottled up within
will someday crystallize
into memories so nice
that remind me i was once so hung up over you

backspace me

i feel i could hide in your hair for days
locked room, shacking up from a summer haze
‘cause all i wanna do is lose myself in you,
little spoon

turn in all your doubts and your secrecy
roll up like a wave and whisper into me
every single thing you've wanted me to hear
little spoon

i feel so lost
when you are gone
slave through the day
so you can make it to my arms
pull down the blinds,
we’ll be alright
little spoon

between your ears and shoulders
inching closer
holding you ’til morning
when the light peeks through
to frame this room
and layers of what cover you

i. i. i.

i play coy though i know i have the world to lose
short breaths lifting through an afternoon
nightfall, dreams of being more to you
little spoon

you’re so warm it breaks my heart
melting me to mold into your shape
and i am waiting on the day you’ll look into my eyes
wondering if you know
that i feel so lost
when you are gone
slave through the day
so you can make it to my arms
pull down the blinds,
we’ll be alright

should i feel lost
when you are gone?
you're in my arms but
am i ever in your heart?
i could be blind
i’ll be alright
little spoon


little spoon

walking home
from the block
where you dropped me off
i feel my palms lose blood

simple suckers
for the rush i know
our common ground
is fucking up

so constantly
why do you talk to me?

i can't be as good for
anybody else
so I'll keep it to myself 

what’s your endgame
what’s your purpose?
you casually ask tough ass questions
‘cause i don't know
does it ever make you nervous?
‘cause i can’t even get up in the morning
does getting old mean making good decisions?
forever wishing i shouldn’t have stayed up

constantly
why do you talk to me?

i can't be as good for
anybody else
so I'll keep it to myself 

walking home
from the block
where you dropped me off
i feel my palms lose blood



constantly

Written in 2009, rerecorded in 2016.

Lyrics: 
"How I wish I met you sooner in my life. Somehow, I still believe that loving you feels right. How I wish I met you when we were still kids, so I could say I loved you dearly ever since. I could go on and on about you."

Single

Tall Ice Lung - How I Wish I Met You Sooner In My Life

Available for free download at https://devicesph.bandcamp.com

Also available on Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/artist/7i8c8k34b4z2I2K7SaynBx

Recorded by Anton Magno and David Lina of SoundSpace Manila at The Thirdline Studio
Mixed and mastered by SoundSpace Manila and JP del Mundo
Part of the Ateneo Musicians’ Pool’s compilation album, AMPlitunes 2016

Special thanks to the AMPlitunes Team, especially Macky Manlulo and Benj Ledesma!

Shoutout to our buddies at @just-like-us for clapping with us!

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flowers

who’s that boy?
he's tappin by your window
flowers in hand yes he demands another chance
who’s that girl?
hiding by her pillows
bags packed in case
she’s going away forevermore

no good will come from this and i bet
juliet and romeo but not yet
run away my baby
where did u hide?
(x2)

where's your boy?
crying by the stairway
guess it’s too late she left me forevermore
where’s your girl?
flying in her aeroplane
oceans away
babe that’s okay i’ll wait for u

no good will come from this and i bet
juliet and romeo but not yet
run away my baby
where did u hide?
(x2)

never let you go [repeat till end]

flowers by your door got me feeling bored

Flowers

you can cleave my heart in two
and i won't wince, i wont blink
there’s just way too much to do
with dwindling time to stop and think

in my head, i’m burying my feet into the sand
a corner of the world i think you’d understand
weathered by the wind and war between the summer and the rain
all good things just seem to crumble in my hands

all my life i’ve wanted to punch holes into the night
city skies deprive you of the stars i know you like
a sea of taillights glow against the smog that breathes to life
if i spend a second idle i might lose my mind

in my head the path is clear and carved into the ground
nothing else to fear or talk or dance around
i am always on my toes, where it never snows
on the road
and helpless when it’s you i think about

draft 22

Sariling Dwende / Inner Faerie

side-project

half-lit was made in an attempt to channel my post-midnight loneliness into something else ––– and it is something else altogether: a way to reach other people. a way to revel in collective sadness. suddenly i'm not as lonely. - b

http://soundcloud.com/bpvalenzuela


little spoon

half-lit

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