Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

Chalked up driveway
It feels like an ocean
Caught me looking sideways
Provoking emotion
Ask what's the commotion
I’m stuck in place
Don't know where I'm going
You say it’s all for my sake
So I still stay here frozen
While this gap keeps on growing

This feeling I’m loving must fall
The holes and blood on the wall
Reminding why we once fell out of love
I’m tired of reads and blocked calls
Reminding me of all my flaws
Try to tell me again what to think of

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

charmer

stream: https://share.amuse.io/bgYe7q5ZEJct

if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

windflower

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art by https://x.com/_exaflares

windflower

shameless. & viznode - windflower

closing out the year with a collab with the homie @knowuhs

mastered by calla avery

art by both of us

Frij & Noah Before - We Unwind, All At Once

series of sound sketches from 2-6-2023 to 12-16-2023

been busy with a lot of stuff, i hope you've enjoyed the 'FLOATERS' project and my remix with viznode! thank you for supporting my works

dream fractals [vol. 2]

pigments

always feel like i'm late to everything

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+Selfish+

thought i'd be fine by the next day
so what changed in me? (i'll never know!)
"guess you'll find out" they said
well i failed and i won't now

and you should ask your friends
how they feel about this
'cause you just can't tell
even if you wanted to

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out )

i think i figured me out, now
i don't give a damn and run away
and when it gets too tough (for me!)
i crawl back to safety

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out)

i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
+++

Selfish

I hope I've improved.

‎Watch this on youtube (the audio sounds better there I swear): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX_qZ9CbZog
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CREDITS
patterns, shannon, riemann - original creators
suji - emotional support + keeping me sane
sapphi, suji, toavn, anthesis, linked winters, haru - feedback

you - for your support <3

Patterns - Breeze (ft. Shannon & Riemann) (Navinor Remix)

happy 1st birthday, "funyoucanfeel"
@charliemakesmusic

riding my bike, i'm online
tryna get out of the house
tryna get out of my head, but it's just
running around and around
i'm so confused, i'm not alright

how did it all go wrong so fast?
how did i grow it out just last
week i was hanging out at ibis park

i said i don't wanna hear it
just grow up, it's for the best, alright?
and midnight's just another number

don't start now, it's not worth it
don't grow up, it's all a big mistake
cause midnight's just around the corner

-----
this is a cover of "ibis park" by Charlie
it also samples "second hand smoke", "eighteen" & "good news, right?"

Charlie - ibis park (rework)

speedrunning a remix be like

big thanks to everyone who helped me along the way i love you all

porter robinson - cheerleader [marzy remix]

⊏/⊐ (he/him)

https://ffm.bio/halftrue

Charlie - ibis park (rework)

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