Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

Frustrated

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

tempts you w/ riensu (kidu)

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jokez | @raysrevenge | me

lurking (jokez)

starfall:
bitch im tweaked out i just took some fent in the booth
u look tweaked out smiling like chrisean with no toof
bring my blick out ima smoke loud out the pool
fck school shooters man im the living poop
bitch u tweaking u know i slide like im ridin in the demon
baby i ride for u even in the deep end
sike bitch i lied u can catch me on the weekends\
fake airpods man u know that shit my weakness
pop another wood like it aint bad for my health
i maybe in La With the gang What the hell?
locked eyes and then she pulled out her meds
she like oh shit baby don't tell me that u a fed
oh shit now they see me doing better
pop another perc and i might reply to your letter
oh shit
man i just copped me a sweater
she a dog the way she bark man i just might go and pet her

bixby:
m- my big brother he like messi
pl- playing football like he messi
having sex... she think i'm sexy
i just fucked ur bitch in the butt unhh
cuz she let me
Fuck
ur gf she a slut
suck my dick im bouta (cum)
ur bf ride the bus
i can go n buy that bus
so much money i got hella things
i dont beat my dick bitch im celibate AHHH
shoutout freddy
he on fenty
shoutout money
i got too many
ur name... ur age... ur sign..
Hi.... im bouta slide
i feel like Tpain im on a boat
lil yachty PLEASE let me drive the boat
but not in the wintertime cuz its cold..
or maybe thats fine as long as i wear my coat

joon:
Fuck boy 
Said he tryna slide into on my ig
Fuck boys 
Bitch im gonna make you go home crying 
I got hundred bands cus im just winning fortnite cash cups
Counted up these racks 
You could call me a grand master 
Opps they not winning
Call me justin Han cus we got blood 
Yeah we twinning 
I be seeing Star Bixby Christian trio kissing
Never catch me lacking I got poles and they spinning
back never flipping
Call me on my burner what you want you tryna fuck 
I got better things to do like all your friends you got for lunch
Said she tweaking so I’m leaving pour up slower just a hunch 
Got 2 milly monthly calling me chezile I’m boutta BUSSS
Shorty tell me she just tryna suck up on my nuts 
Tell that shorty betta leave cus all my soka talent up

Starfall X Bixby X Joon - Endlessly 3 (prod. Bixby & Joon)

Two Girls One Hamburger (ft. bixby joon starfall)

Prod. Me :)

people on the cypher (in order): 

Twice/Shua
Awesum 
Dal/LIL JEREMY
Miung 
Stvphn 
Zac Pana
Davin Dot
Isa 
Ahyng
Asta
Chris 
Bixby
Syron
Brynne
Jelex
Ham Tuah
Pryme
Kimmyt
Elle

Intermission - Bixby Vault

Mirai
Sharper
Kinn

Outro - Chtha, Dazz (VOLUME WARNING)

The Joon Cypher (feat. Twice, Awesum, Dal, Miung, Stvphn, Zac Pana, Davin Dot, Isa, Ahyng, Asta, Chris, Bixby, Syron, Brynne, Jelex, Ham Tuah, Pryme, Kimmyt, Elle, Bixby Vault, Mirai, Sharper, Kinn, Chtha, Dazz)

one pump song cover from @kimboppers ft. not dalena and not @ahyng

Lyrics:

[Mirin:]
Meow (IMPORTANT)
Say that you want me
Don’t trust nobody
Our bodies are complete
Oh, don’t lie to me cause
When you’re with me
Dim lights and TV on
Cause we’re the ones putting on a show

I wanna know
What’s on your mind baby don’t let go
Oh baby I don’t just wanna “see ya”
Girl I really need you on the floor
Know you don’t mind cause
I know what you like
Need you to know that I want your night

No, no labels needed
We’ll be an “us” for tonight
I’ll keep it coming
No, won’t let you rest tonight
Go till the morning
Cause baby you’re not just for the night
Won’t let you go

[Manni:]
Say that you want me
Don’t trust nobody
Our bodies are complete
When you’re with me
Dim lights and TV on
But we’re the ones putting on a show
Don’t wanna know
What’s been on your mind oh no
Just let it go
And let our bodies intertwine
I swear our feelings don’t align
Just let me know
If you want my night

What you want from me
Baby, I can be
The only girl you know
Don’t you fall asleep
You know it’s too early
So come and show me all your tricks, boy
Ahhhahhhhh
Come with me and I can show you all your fantasies, boy

Starfall X Bixby X Joon - Endlessly 3 (prod. Bixby & Joon)

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