i’ve listened to this song so many times

Sad Emo Rap Playlist

downtime(prod.utah)

@hkfiftyone  [prod. HKFiftyOne]
Lying on the floor
Slamming on my door
Yeah i used to love you i dont love you anymore

Lying on the floor
And im staring at the ceiling
Guess i never noticed no one cares about my feelings

You’re not on my mind cuz im thinking bout the money
Feeling like im pretty but my pretty feels ugly
Getting real tired of girls who wanna fuck me
Im not searching for you i wont find someone to love me

Flow so nice they like who is that
Hit me on my line be like who is that
If you copycat i think you is whack
If you got my back then i got you back

I just wanna burn a fuckin louis bag
How you broke but say that you be poppin tags
I been spending time you been spending racks
Even when im rich i will not fuck with that

Now I been losing all my friends
Saying that they real but they pretend
Now i dont give about fuck them
Only give a fuck about the ends

And when they see you coming up
They gon hit you up like you the plug
Then when you see your phone blow up
You gon laugh cuz you dont give a fuck


Lying on the floor
Slamming on my door
Yeah i used to love you i dont love you anymore

Lying on the floor
And im staring at the ceiling
Guess i never noticed no one cares about my feelings

You’re not on my mind cuz im thinking bout the money
Feeling like im pretty but my pretty feels ugly
Getting real tired of girls who wanna fuck me
Im not searching for you i wont find someone to love me

Lying On The Floor

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

Tell me that I'm safe
This is where I wanna stay
Cause when I'm in your arms
All my problems go away
Don't know what to say
It's like my memories erased
Light another blunt
And imma take it to the face
Girl I know that I'm a waste
I'm just something in the way
I will never fit in
It's just something in my brain
Smoke away the memories
And trip away the pain
Acid in the castle
Got it dripping
Like the rain

Crying on the phone again
I'm alone again
All the walls are closing in
Thought you were my friend
Until you stabbed my back again
Barely breathing
I don't even know what's happening
I might die tonight
Bleed out in the twilight
Scars up on my wrist
Cause I'm terrified of life
Terrified of love
Even though it is a lie
Felt my soul die
When I looked into her eyes

When I looked into her eyes
Felt my soul die
When I looked into her eyes
Terrified of life
Terrified of love

Terrified
I'm gonna die tonight
Let me lye
With you in the afterlife

Ask me if I'm fine, I don't really know
I tried to talk to you, but you said you should really go
It's been raining but I think that it's turning into snow
Maybe you should stay until I know you won't be cold
You've got blood upon your eyes
I thought you said that you weren't killing in the night
Impossible to save you if you wanna die
I couldn't help you even if you were alive

Tell me that I'm safe
This is where I wanna stay
Cause when I'm in your arms
All my problems go away
Don't know what to say
It's like my memories erased
Light another blunt
And imma take it to the face
Girl I know that I'm a waste
I'm just something in the way
I will never fit in
It's just something in my brain
Smoke away the memories
And trip away the pain
Acid in the castle
Got it dripping
Like the rain

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terrified ft. yung van (prod. aidan)

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

i hurt myself again

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OUTSIDE

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

I feel very numb
Cause my soul already died
I feel very dumb
Cause now I know she lied
Look up at the sky
And I ask the gods why
Walking all alone
Need nobody by my side
Put me in my grave
I been thinking every night
Would it be that bad
If I left it all behind

Tired of my life
Always cry
And get in fights
I know I'm no good
Cut my skin up with the knife
Kissed me on my lips
And turned my heart just like the ice
I am not okay

I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Fall in love you lose your life
On the acid
See the lights
On the stage
I'm super high
Blacking in and fucking out
All these people used to doubt
Act like they don't fucking dream
So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic
I'm barely breathing
But I'm flexin and I'm flossin
And they fucking think their stunting
It's fucking nothing
Their music sounds disgusting
In a race but I'm cheating
Yeah I'm taking drugs
To run away from demons
Don't know who you are
Talking all that nonsense
Pull up leave you bleeding
Your head looking like a faucet
Cause it's dripping
Give me any beat you know I ain't missing
Tell that girl I'm on a mission
I don't want love
I hate the attention

I hate the attention

forever in my mind (prod. xtravulous)

convolk - A Million Messages; No Response [prod. deject]

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@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
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mixing help from alec lark

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In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Time To Kill (Feat. SCUM )

(prod. blade901)
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[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
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lyrics;
Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t ,
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke ,
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show ,

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day ,

Why everybody always acting like they know me,
Girl you broke my heart and left me fuckin lonely ,
I be chillin in my room I got the lights out,
Sun shinin, so I gotta close my blinds now,

Why did you do this?
Why did you leave me alone?
Chill by myself and I smoke all my dope,
So bad for me, hold it in till I choke,
Stuck in your ways and can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
And tell me you changed,
But it’s still just the same 
and I still feel the pain ,


Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t 
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show 

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day

I give what I got ,
 But you  don’t give a fuck  ,
I’m so done with this shit ,
In my mind I just run,
And the things that you did it just turned me so numb,
I don’t feel a thing and I think that I’m done,
All the times you would tell me that I should just quit,
I would just keep it going it is what it is,
want to write music but there’s just a block,
I Feel so alone , I know you don’t give a fuck ,

You don’t give a fuck,
Please don’t say you do,
I chill by myself I might cry in the booth,
I Think of the times it was just me and you ,x2

So I guess this the end, yeah 
You were my only friend,
I don’t know how to cope,
I think I need to be alone,
Cuz you don’t think of me,
But I always think of you,
You tell me that you love me but I know it isnt true ,
Baby ima go,
Think that this is done,
Cancel every plan and I’ll just avoid the sun,
This ain’t meant to be,
Baby that is just the truth ,
You don’t feel a thing please don’t tell me that you do,

forever in my mind (prod. xtravulous)

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