Oooo shit..... this song is for me heart broken...

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HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY FOR YEARS

right now (feat. 9tails)

Shakeeee

no one understands me, i don't expect anyone to understand. 
art by @ikilledmyimaginaryfriend 

prod by ten50 x wgm2093
https://soundcloud.com/1056boys
https://soundcloud.com/wgm2093

https://soundcloud.com/zenimoe:

got no heart 
got no soul 
i been just the way you left me
call my phone 
press ignore 
i know you just tryna temp me 
everyday 
i feel lost 
got nothin left but a memory

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson:

got no heart 
got no soul
always with my dogs like im in a petco
i dont mind
if u go
i stopped caring way before you
lost
youre grip
on me
smoking sleep darts bitch
no assassins creed

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Memory ft. sewerperson

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdG_DVN4gVc

(lyrics)
And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

And you're in my head,
I got a heavy chest,
Lay me to rest,
I'm only goin up,
I'm only goin up,

We're in the back of the club now,
Triple six,
Everybody want our love now,
That's it,
I don't need to go to school now,
Found my niche,
People bumpin all my shit loud,
I feel like somethings missing,
I feel like no ones listening,
Cause all I really want is someone next to me,
Someone next to me,

And we can do it together,
Iced out,
having fun,
sittin down on the leather,
I don't even know If I can manage to get her,
I remember sittin down and reading that letter,
oh,
I don't want to upset her,
Feelin lost in the world yeah I'm feelin the weather,
And we can do it together,
And we can do it together,

enjoy.

together (prod.discent)

together (prod.discent) [VIDEO OUT NOW] [LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

spotify

frown (prod. dirty sosa)

walk away and lock the door again
hold my breath and wait for death

i hope tonight that you regret
fucking with my head again i know
its all part of history
i know that youll be missing me

i dont need
to hold your hand
to save my life

ill rest my head
and close my eyes
and hope to die

all thats left are fragments of my heart inside

ive never felt this alone
in my life

im sick and tired of the lies just get away
get away from me
im sick and tired of this world i need to get away
get away from here
my dear its not very clear

like a needle in my veins
you take the pain away
escape from me
before its too late my dear

cut me open
watch me bleed
watch me suffer on my knees
this is just a sacrifice
lust is all i need
pour your salt into my wounds

grimworld

veins (feat. from first to last)

check out the bros::
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

SPOTIFY

it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

been waiting to collab with gloomE :)
@gloom3

We'll Keep Falling w/ gloomE [prod. BLADE901]

@hammy

lyrics:

know she see me scoring 
4 in the morning
i should be asleep, it don’t look like i’m ignoring
candles at my feet
counting bands like i’m hoarding 
i can’t get attached to results and rewardings
sometimes i feel broken 
that’s why i been saving up my potions 
and i’m always gonna change i’m in motion 
i can’t keep the light i’m not good with my devotion 
got divided i’m the quotient 

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars 

rolling up this flower 
i got magic powers 
u can wear my rings now 
everything is ours 
meeting with the fairies 
feel like close encounters 
silver left a burn on my wrist
smokin sour 
reborn in an hour 

hammy:
always smoking loud
dont wanna hear u now
after hours at the park im just walking round
off a heavy dose
im such a lonely ghost
deep inside the ground is where i wanna go
underneath the dirt and inside the flames
nothing of me left only ash remains
i got frozen blood running thru my veins
Vivienne charms on my silver chain

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars

motion w/ hamilton

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts
Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

Always stressin
Always second guessing
Lost inside my life
I got no direction
So imma do these drugs
Till I'm seeing heaven
Waking up in hell
I don't know what happened
Demons at my door
And they always knocking
When I try to sleep
They tell me I'm nothing
And it's driving me crazy
I feel like everybody hate me

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts

Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

frown (prod. dirty sosa)

hamltn

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