i love u hammy, your music helped me❤️

song & lyrics fukcn radiate with a lived honesty 🔥🔥🔥

others prob have better voices but his voice connects and gets in my head

by the 1 second mark, hes already said 2 words......

You have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard.

This one’s lit and I relate so damn hard 🔥

HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY FOR YEARS

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
gotta stay quick on my feet write a hook like
gotta keep going, get used to my new life
all of this pain, and all of this new strife

everythings dark, but i know its the same
hit me on the phone, but im gonna hit the blade
you could never fucking tell me that you know whats in my brain
yeah but fuck it ima burden, yeah but fuck it im insane

reach for the ruger, point it at my skull and i
pull the lil trigger but then it be null and i
all of my trauma make me feel so dull and i
count on these substances to make me numb and i

dont really feel it cause im just so done and i
never feel nothin, i never have fun and i
drown in my hell while i bang on my drum and i
try to make noise but i know im just scum and i

scull a fuckin bottle, but it only makes it worse
i cant even feel it now, i guess its just part of the curse
all the black inside my veins is all i know, it fucking hurts
if you end my suffering ill pay you more than what its worth

Skull

SCULL (prod. Caves)

produced by neverforever
completely non profit
lyrics

i saw u in his letterman
so how could we be friends again
im tryna be the better man
but u told me i just pretend
to stick my head in ceiling fans
im neck deep in ur problems man 
so close ur eyes and count to ten
and try to sync our breaths again 
that puppy love in mountain air
who knew id find such damage there
these tiny things have venom
and they hide their fangs behind the hair
most people like to think they care
to say so's far from self aware
so i just chose to lock myself away and find some solice there

im hoping that u find something of worth while ur trapped under there
my girl chilling in a button up, she got no underwear
she just get this look all on her face when i get up in there
soon i smoke my doob she kiss my face and drag me out the chair  

gram inside my bowl im tryna send it for i go to work
parting up the sea of people, walk around my city turnt 
carving up this green, im evil, outfit gotta be a serve 
darling i need sleep but tearfully theres bread i gotta earn

rain
on the metal lace
soldiers lose their mind and take their swords up till the grave 
pain
running through my face
i will never falter
already went insane
shame
it all feels the same
if this is the path im on
ill take it to the grave
brain
all i needs my brain
trust i'll work it out
and put my movements into play

im hoping that u find something of worth while ur trapped under there
my girl chilling in a button up, she got no underwear
she just get this look all on her face when i get up in there
soon i my smoke doob she kiss my face and drag me out the chair  

take her out to dinner said let's just pretend theres strings attached 
oh i know i flex a little, u know soundcloud paid for that
im not tryna buy ur love, the good life what im aiming at
im just tryna crawl out of the mud and pay the world back

i just got this anger burnt inside me since when i was a kid
i cant help but blame my father, curse left generations dead
i cant even tell u not at all theres nought i wouldn't give
i just think that i could use a brain that doesnt hate to live

(alan watts sample) 

the path to dirtmouth (neverforever)

gregory - fast ride

[prod. shoki]

another song from the album:
yeah i produced this whole thing but @yungshoki can have the cred ;) :)
sample inspired by @foreigngotem

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
I dont fuck with you i need to shield myself


Still wear old clothes aint changed
Old hoes new hoes same thang
They used to hate me now they love me: fuckin lames
Im making moves you making copies what a shame

I only think im happy when she text me tryna fuck 
I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug
I dont want no friends i only wanna do my drugs
I dont got a benz im rolling round in something sus

I was all alone all by myself and they all stared
Im still screaming out for help and no one’s there
You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear
But if theres anything ive learned its that no one cares

Aint nobody making tracks like me
Aint nobody glowing fast like me
Aint nobody from my past like me
Aint nobody hate my ass like me

I been working all day all night
Never asked for help so dont be asking me for mine
I been trying to come up this whole time
I been dreaming of this shit my whole life

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
Hope you realize that this is how i felt yuh

wetwork

miss u haven't met u tho

sunrise and my eyes hurt
i'll lie here on fire
won't cry
don't need help now
you're fine
somewhere else now

5am comes quick
how did it get this far
laying here
shedding tears in the dark
i'm divided in my mind now
should i make it right now
should i even try now
or should i let it white out
lay down on my stomach
cus i feel real sick
i've been a real dick
know i gotta change shit
i really hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this bed
this bed

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

it was just you and me
in love at 17
you took my breath away
now i can barely breathe
i love to go without
and you love going out
but i'm still wondering
saying where are you now
oh baby, baby i love you like crazy
though i can't help you
i hope you can save me
oh baby, baby i need you like crazy
oh won't you save me
the distance, it pains me

see me in my dreams love
so i can sleep some
toss and turn all night cus you're not by my side, yeah
hate that it's like this
hate that i'm like this
wish i could subside this
wish you were inside this

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

pierce the silence
crash through the door
tell me that you'll love me forevermore
stop the violence
end this war
settle down, yeah we'll settle the score

wish you were inside this bed
wish you were inside this bed

[prod. jakkyboi]

mixed by me and Brody Mixing

prom night
Living life 
You and I 
white pills
Gettin high
In the moonlight

You and i 
Didnt ask to be born x2

So we 

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x4

(i was) Always ignored like the shit i see through
I still dont know what it means to be cool
Everyones been mean to me since preschool
If you know just how i feel i feel you 

Bore me
Hate me 
I dont care
Fuck school
Fuck you 
And your dumb friends

Glowing up
Blowing up 
Against all odds
Said im a failure
But you work the desk job

Acting like they hate you but they really on that fake shit
Staring at the ceiling wondering if imma make it
Lost inside her eyes pretty baby make me anxious
Trapped inside myself i dont think that i can take this

 
So we

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x8

Dont come back again
Dont act like we’re friends
Summer innocence
Live before we’re dead

Live it up and give it up
x4

live before we're dead

live it up

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

There Was Blood On The Floor Underneath U

music video: https://youtu.be/n4sWulmLDPo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwdGPE1V6wg

Produced by Yago

IT'S GONNA BE AN ENDLESS NIGHT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Bridge]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Verse]
and now im getting high
drinking doesn't help
either way im in the sky
i wanna stay outside
it's gonna be an endless night
yeah under the moonlight

i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
wish me luck imma die in piece
can you take my heart and come with me
i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Pre-Chorus]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Outro]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

music video

killing myself in my best outfit (prod. Yago)

@hammy

lyrics:

know she see me scoring 
4 in the morning
i should be asleep, it don’t look like i’m ignoring
candles at my feet
counting bands like i’m hoarding 
i can’t get attached to results and rewardings
sometimes i feel broken 
that’s why i been saving up my potions 
and i’m always gonna change i’m in motion 
i can’t keep the light i’m not good with my devotion 
got divided i’m the quotient 

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars 

rolling up this flower 
i got magic powers 
u can wear my rings now 
everything is ours 
meeting with the fairies 
feel like close encounters 
silver left a burn on my wrist
smokin sour 
reborn in an hour 

hammy:
always smoking loud
dont wanna hear u now
after hours at the park im just walking round
off a heavy dose
im such a lonely ghost
deep inside the ground is where i wanna go
underneath the dirt and inside the flames
nothing of me left only ash remains
i got frozen blood running thru my veins
Vivienne charms on my silver chain

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars

motion w/ hamilton

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

spotify

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts
Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

Always stressin
Always second guessing
Lost inside my life
I got no direction
So imma do these drugs
Till I'm seeing heaven
Waking up in hell
I don't know what happened
Demons at my door
And they always knocking
When I try to sleep
They tell me I'm nothing
And it's driving me crazy
I feel like everybody hate me

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

Walking with my head down
And my hopes up
Always tired
Of feeling so stuck
Imma no one
And I know it
I got way to many flaws
I can't hide it

I got way to many problems
I can't deal with them at once
Voices in my head
Always say I'm not enough
Roll another spliff
And you know I spark it up
It's hard for me to trust
When you cover me in cuts

Acting like you gave a fuck
But deep down inside
I know you hate my guts
And everything about me
All you do is doubt me
Imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

hamltn

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