Holy fuck you are a chorus god. Mastercard when i hit the mall gonna stuck my head! 😍

been listening to hammy for 3 years now, i love this one a lot

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

do to me what you want me to do to you

prod. @blackmayo

I know she don't love me
would never trust me
had hopeless feelings
since I was 14
just wanna fade out 
this world is plain now
this scene is played out
it's all the same now

I hope I wash away 
bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
it help my brain out
cause it's a fucking mess
lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
cause I don't feel my best
feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
so I just need a sec
to keep my life intact 
sometimes I feel so lost
and I don't have a map
don't know where I'm at
looking for a sign 
wish I could go back
to the better times 
to the better days
and the better nights 
when I was just a kid 
never questioned life
what was wrong or right
never really cared

still don't really care
I can take you there
welcome to my world
there's sadness in the air 
depression everywhere 
don't feel like waking up
god I fucking suck
feel so fucking stuck
walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love 
but now I have no trust
I just got the drugs 
and now my feelings numb
please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun 
I know we had our fun
but that shit's over now
left me here to die
looking like a clown 
left me here to die
bleeding on the ground
but I made it out 
yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
would never trust me
had hopeless feelings
since I was 14
just wanna fade out 
this world is plain now
this scene is played out
it's all the same now

spotify

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

nowadays I never sleep
work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
cause they keep changing 
lying to my fucking face
feel my heart breaking 
she left me in the rain
now my hands shaking

yeah
I could never trust 
I don't have it in me
now my pockets full 
but I'm still empty
smoking out the pound
keep it in my Fendi
black knife on me
to protect me
keep it tucked in
to these true religions
she think I'm an angel
but I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
but now they listen
I always knew 
I had a clear vision

shoutout to my day 1's
who stood by me
we in newport beach 
in a v8 audi 
I'm lighting up the weed 
now it's looking cloudy
I could give a fuck
if they wanna doubt me

I see what they can't see 
I'm high above
they can't reach 
his girl wanna talk to me
but her touch is deadly
I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
my heart is growing heavy
and my bones are wearing thin

I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
my heart is growing heavy
and my bones are wearing thin x2

my bones are wearing thin
it's getting pretty bad
all the walls are caving in 
you turned me to a fiend
yeah you were my medicine 
I miss your fucking touch 
felt like spiders on my skin

made a promise to myself 
I would never fall again
try so hard to wake up
but this nightmare never end
people used to talk shit 
now they wanna be my friend
keep my feelings locked down
I can never let you in

to this head of mine
I'll search but 
I can't find
satisfaction
I can't ever get it right
I'm staying up all night 
bags under both my eyes
I'm not tired
yeah I'm working overtime

nowadays I never sleep
work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
cause they keep changing 
lying to my fucking face
feel my heart breaking 
she left me in the rain
now my hands shaking

I could never trust 
just don't have it in me
now my pockets full 
but I'm still empty
smoking out the pound
keep it in my Fendi
black knife on me
to protect me
keep it tucked in
to these true religions
she think I'm an angel
but I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
but now they listen
I always knew 
I had a clear vision

nowadays (prod. xtravulous)

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

prod. jD & Xander

hope I get to see you again 
before this life comes to an end
cause you make my head fucking spin

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees 

up all night 
I still can't sleep
head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep
on my own I walk the street 
her shadow's haunting me

her shadow's haunting me

only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me 
forever till we rest in peace 
together till we both can't breathe
connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique 
I'm so high they cannot reach 
margielas up on both my feet
they jealous now 
wanna be like me

margielas up on both my feet

they jealous now wanna be like me

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees

up all night 
I still can't sleep

head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

@prodjody

i don't wanna see the sun 
i got toxins in my lungs 
i got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
medicine inside my cup
i can't love i fuck it up 
got me fiending for your touch
will i ever be enough?

until my heart stops beating 
imma be this way
i don't know my purpose 
all i know is pain
wake up in the evening
everyday's the same
can't escape the cycle
it will never change

ughhhhh
i don't wanna speak
i'm busy fighting feelings
laying on my bed 
staring at the ceiling
no hope inside my heart
it feels like i'm sinking 
aiming for the stars
when i'm awake i'm dreaming 

when i'm awake i'm dreaming
your the one i'm seeing 
in my head like all the time
try to get you off my mind

always overthinking 
always high for nothing
i love feeling nothing 
ketamine i'm frozen

you play me like a game 
fucking with my emotions
acting like you care 
but i know that you fronting

you lie right to my face
so now our trust is broken
hope you miss me
going missing you won't see me again

you won't see me again
diving off the deep end
everyday i'm drowning
in this life i'm locked in 
there's no other option
yeah this do or die
i'm aiming for the sky
i'm learning how to fly

aiming for the sky
i'm learning how to fly
far away from everyone 
and everything

until my heart stops beating 
imma be this way
i don't know my purpose 
all i know is pain
wake up in the evening
everyday's the same
can't escape the cycle
it will never change

ughhhhh
i don't wanna speak
i'm busy fighting feelings
laying on my bed 
staring at the ceiling
no hope inside my heart
it feels like i'm sinking 
still aiming for the stars
when i'm awake i'm dreaming 

i don't wanna see the sun 
i got toxins in my lungs 
i got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
medicine inside my cup
i can't love i fuck it up 
got me fiending for your touch
will i ever be enough?

until my heart stops beating (prod. jody)

prod. @softhert

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost

wish i could've meant more to you 
they don't love like i do
staying right beside you
take me out my bad mood

i know i'm bad news 
hate me i don't blame you
eversince we fell through
i'm ice cold my hands blue

see it all got a clear view 
now i know i can't trust you
no one i can turn to
all my bridges burn through
i don't know what's true
old friends act brand new 
wish i never met you
cross you out forget you

wish i never met you
cross you out forget you
old friends acting brand new 
all my bridges burn through

nowadays i don't care at all 
i'm better off being uninvolved
stack it up
and watch it fall
in my room 
wanna paint the wall

paint it red
and leave a mess
had my fun 
i'm over this
fading out
losing interest
lost my hope 
finding purpose

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost x2

how it seems (prod. softheart)

prod. @lucamalaspina

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

but they all reappear
when you getting money
get out of my face
i don't want you near me
every time you come around
you want something from me
but if we were to switch
i know you would dub me
treat me like i don't exist
yeah i'm nobody
feeling like i'm dead
barely have a heart beat

frozen cold
ice'd my soul
cut my skin
break my bones
as i grow
years they go
by so fast
blow right past me

i can't keep up
feel so stuck
i'm sealing shut
i think i've had enough
sometimes i wished the world
would turn to dust

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

i got some old friends
that wanna see me bloody
but i can't go out bad
so i keep it on me
life is moving fast
this shit getting crazy
imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me
i don't wanna make a song
bro you couldn't pay me
imma cut you off
without saying sorry

imma cut you off
without saying sorry
and imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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