@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-9Nse6O0PE

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till the stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

music video

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst) video in description*

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

https://youtu.be/_Di4TK4ieLA?si=m05Fyt5AP4pWSbYp

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

Watching years fly by, fake friends come and go
Standing by your side through the highs and the lows
I'll be right there for you, I'm always close
If you're down for life, just let me know

I don't like to talk much but she likes to move fast
I don't wanna fight, why you gotta do that?
Tell me I'm a mess, you already knew that
We got something special, I don't really wanna lose that
Maybe I'm just looking for something I'll never find
Baby, I just shouldn't have let you in my life
Told me you were down for forever, that was a lie
And I'll see you tomorrow if I make it through the night

I've just been tossing and turning, the bridges are burning
I'm wondering, what have I done to deserve it?
I'm living and learning and constantly hurting
And I've given it time, I swear nothing is working

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss) video in description*

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

To the beat of my heart
I've been aiming for the stars
Taking shots in the dark
Running circles round these lames
Like a walk in the park
We done came a long way
From the fucking start
Yeah I put in pain baby
I got plenty of scars
I've been moving like
There's nothing left to lose
You got a problem with me
What you wanna do then?
Pump faking
Like you got a point to prove
But I know that
You ain't bout nothing

Why you talking all hot?
Like you ain't soft
Tryna be what you're not
Got you looking lost
Know you mad that I'm up
And it's not gonna stop
Think you on that shit
Till I turn it off
If you doubted me
I'm runnin circles round you
Your whole clique is clowns
It's like a circus came thru
Running to the racks
In my red bottom shoes
They all come around
When your money turns blue

Bitch
Yeah

To the beat of my heart
I've been aiming for the stars
Taking shots in the dark
Running circles round these lames
Like a walk in the park
We done came a long way
From the fucking start
Yeah I put in pain baby
I got plenty of scars
I've been moving like
There's nothing left to lose
You got a problem with me
What you wanna do then?
Pump faking
Like you got a point to prove
But I know that
You ain't bout nothing

Talking slick
You just a bum
That I don't care about
It's like FedEx the way
We air you out
Want an issue bitch
You can get it same day
It ain't shit to do him
In a fucking bad way

#tothebeatofmyheart (prod. guda)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U55g3Ue0NFE

Smoking toxic
Bitch I'm off it
On the edge
I'm always walking
Feeling empty
Like I'm nothing
Can't love
My heart too frozen
Going crazy
Yeah I lost it
In my head
I feel psychotic
Yeah my brain
Feels like it's rotted
Got my body
As a hostage

I've been walking
Round the city
With my eyes low
Going insane
Yeah I'm going psycho
I might slide
On your bitch
Like a psycho
She keep saying I'm the one
Yeah I know

Yeah I know
They all wanna be like me
It's a lonely road
I don't need nobody
Still remember all the days
They would hate on me
Now they wanna rent my swag
Like a Airbnb

Smoking toxic
Bitch I'm off it
On the edge
I'm always walking
Feeling empty
Like I'm nothing
Can't love
My heart too frozen
Going crazy
Yeah I lost it
In my head
I feel psychotic
Yeah my brain
Feels like it's rotted
Got my body
As a hostage

Yeah I'm dead inside
But I still try to keep it moving
Sick and tired of the lies
And the confusion
Bitch I'm higher
Than the fucking stars
When they shooting
Saying that you high as me
Who you think you fooling?

Yeah tell a bitch stop playing
I've been in my bag
No I'm not gonna save em
Yeah I'm not gonna save em
You can be my girl till the night end

psychotic (prod. guda+nightigerxo) video in description*

Waiting for a great awaken
I can never see the pavement
It's a feeling that I'm chasing
I think that I feel amazing
I feel like my heart is racing
Sorry if I'm too impatient
Maybe I should just
Swallow the truth 
But I don't wanna face it

In the city late night
Yeah I'm up lurking
Always chasing a feeling
And I'm still searching
And you know I stay fried
Always something burning
Yeah bitch I don't miss
Like a fucking surgeon

Off the molly rock
I'm a different person
I feel like I have a heart again
On an endless road
Yeah the story never end
Dancing on thin ice
But I still won't bend

Baby living life I be on the ice
Shit is getting thin I ain't thinking twice
You don't wanna play
You won't roll the dice
You don't wanna play
Gamble with your life

3 doves been in love
I think you should pick me up
I been off the pixie dust
Off the molly and it's crushed
Hit your baby make her blush
I be always turning up
If I see the kush
Baby Ima burn it up

Waiting for a great awaken
I can never see the pavement
It's a feeling that I'm chasing
I think that I feel amazing
I feel like my heart is racing
Sorry if I'm too impatient
Maybe I should just
Swallow the truth
But I don't wanna face it

I be off the acid in the forest
And it's getting spacious
Always saying please and saying thank you
Cause I'm being gracious
It's been getting closer
Getting closer think that I can taste it
Got a bad bitch
She drink coffee and she hella basic

Got a bad bitch
Yeah she riding round with me
Drinking Hennessey
She sippin' Pink Whitney
And all I wanna know is
Do you really feel me?
Cause I been falling for you
And I'm in too deep
Can't eat can't sleep
All these other bitches can't compete
Girl you know you make my heart complete
Yeah you make that bitch skip a beat

Fuck a lame and fuck a basic
Take your swag and confiscate it
Straight from the source baby
Yeah you know I'm concentrated
Higher than the stars yeah
I've been staying elevated
Ten toes down baby
Nowadays I'm never jaded

the story never end (ft. caspr) (prod. 06brick + nskyi)

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Stacking racks up
In the city with some gloves
And my mask up
No we don't know anything
If you ask us
I've been mixing medicine up
In my cup
I've been running through
The highs and the lows
In my brain your name still echos
I had to learn to let go
I had to let you die slow
Now it's my turn to turn up
No I don't care about nothing
I'm on the edge watch me jump
I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin

I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin
Can't tell me
Can't tell me nothing

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

right in front of my eyes (prod. michael warren)

decay (remix)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHILO6nTLCY

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

Got your face burned in my brain
Like a picture
Everywhere I go
Everyday I still remember
Really wish that I didn't
But who the fuck am I kidding?
I think I'm addicted
Your love got me twitching

Your love got me twitching

Yeah, your love got me twitching

Your love my addiction

Yeah, bout you I'm trippin'

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

burned inside my mind (prod. methboiswag) video in description*

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive
Even though I'm dead inside
It's hard for me to try

I'm so high I'm glitching
Through this crazy life I'm livin'
Oh no I don't got no limit
I don't save it bitch I spend it
Dior Christian
I'm still sinning
Bitch I'm ballin'
Ain't no scrimmage
Stacking racks right off my image

Watch me do my thing
She see me on her screen
Her face from magazines
I'm trynna make that body rock
I'm trynna see you move
I'm trynna live it up tonight
Like there ain't shit to lose
Yeah
Like there ain't shit to lose
I'm stacking up the pinks, greens
And all the blues
Bitch you know I stay winning
This ain't nothing new

Yeah
This ain't nothing new

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive

(Even though I'm dead inside)

move (prod. rubbish)

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

See all the shit I went through
Only made me strong
Burned my whole world down
Then I fucking moved on
Yeah I know the saying's true
They gon' miss me when I'm gone
For now I let em hate
I know I'll prove em wrong

I been flexing and finessing
On the daily
Fuck all that talking
Boy let's do it
Why you scary?
I know you mad
Got you saying that you hate me
Cause your bitch tellin' me
I'm far from ordinary

Far from ordinary
Imma visionary
I got 4K, HD
I can see it all baby
Me and my team play for keeps
And we all crazy

Just some loose screws
What's new?
Yeah we do this all day
So high can't move
I can't feel my heart rate

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

ordinary (prod. roxa)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LAfKbg9Re8

Got a feeling that I can't fight
If it's wrong I don't wanna be right
And I don't wanna hear any advice
Don't wanna talk I don't wanna play nice
Posted with my dogs, yeah we all K-9's
Double-cross us must be out your mind
If you got a problem then we all frontline
If it ain't bout a bag don't waste my time

Don't

Don't

Don't waste it
Walking round
When the streets all vacant
Mixing molly in my drink I taste it
Can you see it in my eyes?
I'm faded

Can you see it?
Like I see it
Baby you're the one
I wanna be with
Yeah you're the sun
In my sky
Call me anytime
I won't ask why

Can you feel it?
Like I feel it
If you give me your heart
Imma steal it
Yeah, running off
Like a ransom
Fouling out for your love
Bitch and 1

You know Imma do the most
When I'm on the court
Imma break the backboard
Imma up the score
Do this shit with a passion
It's all I live for
I just want a crib
With some marble on the floor

And I just want a whip
With some suicide doors
Don't involve me with no drama
This life too short
Yeah you've heard it before but
This world's all yours
Gotta crawl out your shell to explore

Got a feeling that I can't fight
If it's wrong I don't wanna be right
And I don't wanna hear any advice
Don't wanna talk I don't wanna play nice
Posted with my dogs, yeah we all K-9's
Double-cross us must be out your mind
If you got a problem then we all frontline
If it ain't bout a bag don't waste my time

Don't

Don't

Don't waste it
Walking round
When the streets all vacant
Mixing molly in my drink I taste it
Can you see it in my eyes?
I'm faded

Can you see me?
Like I see you
Swear the room lights up
When you walk through
Make a grey sky
Turn light blue
Make my dreams
All come true

They all real
Can't stay still
Off this pill I can't feel
I can't fight
This feeling
Your love's my only reason

can you see it? (prod. oliver_01) video in description*

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

fading (prod. cartier)

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

prod. jD & Xander

Hope I get to see you again
Before this life comes to an end
Cause you make my head fucking spin

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep
Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep
On my own I walk the street
Her shadow's haunting me

Her shadow's haunting me

Only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me
Forever till we rest in peace
Together till we both can't breathe
Connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique
I'm so high they cannot reach
Margielas up on both my feet
They jealous now
Wanna be like me

Margielas up on both my feet

They jealous now wanna be like me

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep

Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

When I'm awake I'm dreaming
Your the one I'm seeing
In my head like all the time
Try to get you off my mind

Always overthinking
Always high for nothing
I love feeling nothing
Ketamine I'm frozen

You play me like a game
Fucking with my emotions
Acting like you care
But I know that you fronting

You lie right to my face
So now our trust is broken
Hope you miss me
Going missing you won't see me again

You won't see me again
Diving off the deep end
Everyday I'm drowning
In this life I'm locked in
There's no other option
Yeah this do or die
I'm aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly

Aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly
Far away from everyone
And everything

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Still aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

until my heart stops beating (prod. jody)

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

Wish I could've meant more to you
They don't love like I do
Staying right beside you
Take me out my bad mood

I know I'm bad news
Hate me I don't blame you
Ever since we fell through
I'm ice cold my hands blue

See it all got a clear view
Now I know I can't trust you
No one I can turn to
All my bridges burn through
I don't know what's true
Old friends act brand new
Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you

Wish I never met you
Cross you out forget you
Old friends acting brand new
All my bridges burn through

Nowadays I don't care at all
I'm better off being uninvolved
Stack it up
And watch it fall
In my room
Wanna paint the wall

Paint it red
And leave a mess
Had my fun
I'm over this
Fading out
Losing interest
Lost my hope
Finding purpose

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost 

Life is spinning circles
Round my head
Will it ever stop?
Wanna tell you how I feel
But my tongue is tied in knots
It seems like there's nothing real
I keep having these hopeless thoughts
Wish I could've got through to you
Before our love was fucking lost

how it seems (prod. softheart)

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

But they all reappear
When you getting money
Get out of my face
I don't want you near me
Every time you come around
You want something from me
But if we were to switch
I know you would dub me
Treat me like I don't exist
Yeah I'm nobody
Feeling like I'm dead
Barely have a heart beat

Frozen cold
Iced my soul
Cut my skin
Break my bones
As I grow
Years they go
By so fast
Blow right past me

I can't keep up
Feel so stuck
I'm sealing shut
I think I've had enough
Sometimes I wished the world
Would turn to dust

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

I got some old friends
That wanna see me bloody
But I can't go out bad
So I keep it on me
Life is moving fast
This shit getting crazy
Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me
I don't wanna make a song
Bro you couldn't pay me
Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry

Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry
And Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

hamltn

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