@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst)

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

You tell me this and that
But you don't tell me the truth
If I told you how I feel
You would hate me too
Been to hell and back
I did it all for you
I'd walk until my face turn blue
(Just to see your point of view)
(Walk a mile in your shoes)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

stay still (prod. grayskies)

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights 

Can’t stop me 
Can’t hold me back
Don’t say you love me 
If you don’t mean that 
Cause nowadays I can tell what's real 
I wont hide the way I feel about you 
You’ve been living in my head rent free 
Dancing round my mind all week 
In my dreams and in my sleep 

@youngburial
I can feel my heart 
Beating out of my chest 
Stuck on train tracks 
Waiting on the end 
You’re a diva 
No we aren’t friends 
You’re a schemer 
You just fake flex 
Got a feeling up in my shit 
No i can’t trust someone off rip
I pretend that i can see through 
You’re a bother 
You just won’t move

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights

under your breath ft. fats'e (prod. frevel + nihil + octodog)

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

Your love is hard to find
Your love one of a kind
Can't get you off my mind
You cross it every night
You cross it every night
Just like stars up in the sky
Hold me close
Or let me go
If you need me
Let me know
I can't turn back on this road
I've been down to many times
Keep my feelings locked inside
Yeah they wanna eat me alive

Time been moving slow
It's hard to stay afloat
I'm steady losing hope
Can you tell me where to go
Cause really I don't know
And really I could care less
I been trying my best
Don't wanna see you upset

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

hard to find (prod. roxa + tommet)

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

I know some things
Just don't have a fix
It's always one thing
Right after the next
They say death
Is the only time you rest
So for now Imma
Chase a fucking check
I'm on a mission
I got something to prove
It's all or nothing
I got nothing to lose
I'm out my mind
Lost a couple of screws
Running out of time
Staying up with the moon

And I thought
It was love at first sight
But that night
I really changed my mind
I was so lost
I was so damn blind
How could I not
See the signs
Hard to tell how
Fast I was going
Till I crashed
Into that (wall)
Isolated from everybody
I'm better off uninvolved

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

part of me (prod. yungspoiler)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

I wonder if you’re the one 
You’re the one for me
Stuck in my head 
I’m my own worst enemy 
Walking alone I don’t need nobody else 
Years fly by sitting here all by myself 

ezra:
I always end up back here anyway 
Why try and open up 
If it won’t change a thing 
Why does everyone act innocent 
I’m sick of this 
You’re no better than me 
So don’t say you is 
I stopped calling 
I’d rather not even know 
If you would stay 
Cause eventually I’ll be losing control 
That’s usually how it goes 
I end up losing out 
On everything I try to keep close 

Fuck

But fuck it we ball 
Bottle up and keep it all to myself 
Heart on my sleeve put it back on the shelf 
Baby I’m sorry I don’t need your help 
But I want your uh 
Ignoring your calls 
I’m just worried I’ll embarrass myself 
Probably singing to your therapist house
Tell him how I’m not the guy 
That you thought 
Thought I was 

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

You hold me down 
Like gravity

from the heart ft. ezra (prod. yungspoiler + jolst)

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes 

Looking in your eyes I see it all now 
They just wanna watch me fall down 
All these fake friends cut em all out 
I just wanna stack till I can’t count 
Stacking money up by myself 
I can’t wait on nobody else
I know you never care how I felt 
But I don’t need none of your help 

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes

this life (prod. feardorian + taylor morgan)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

music video

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

https://youtu.be/GgnkqwtMty8

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning round n round
Way to high I can't come down
Rock out right now
Turn the music up real loud
Smoking out the pound
I'll be posted in the clouds
I know you hate to see me winning
Want me in the ground

If a problem popping up
I won't run from it
If they playing with my heart
I cut em off quick
No I don't need your love
If it's counterfeit
It's like you only give a shit
If you benefit

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning around
Don't know where I'm at now
Thinking out loud
I'm looking for the way out
Made it this far on my own
Don't need no one to save me
They used to hate on me
Now they show me love it's crazy

vertigo (prod. remghost + jolst) video in description*

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

Hope I see you again
Somewhere down this road
That never seems to end
I've watched the love come and go
The same old story been told
Can't let my feelings get a hold of me
Depression wanna drag me underneath
I've been fighting hard just so I can breathe
Making my own way no one made it for me
I can never be what you want me to be
Gotta watch my step I'm moving carefully
I was so fucking wrong
I thought you cared for me
All alone with a ghost sitting by my side
They tell me hold on we can make it if we try

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

dead or alive (prod. nihil)

Living high speed 
No I don't wanna sleep 
I'm walking round the city 
Just like a zombie 
Got blood red eyes 
My fucking brain's fried 
Staying up all night 
Just wanna feel alive 
Alive
I Just wanna feel alive
Alive 
I've been looking for the light 
(For the light)
Still can't get my mind right
(Still can't get my mind right)
Still can't get my mind...

I'm always chasing 
Feelings that I can't find
Been staying higher than the ceiling 
Just to pass the time
Why you say you love me 
If it's just a lie 
Soon as it get ugly
You just switching sides

But you can't break my stride 
Can't kick me out of drive
My heart turned into ice 
I'm frozen inside
Yeah baby I've been cold 
Don't act like you don't know 
How deep it really get 
Or how far I would go
(How far I would go)

Yeah for you I lose it 
Lose it all go stupid
Take my heart and soul 
I put my all into it

Living high speed 
No I don't wanna sleep 
I'm walking round the city 
Just like a zombie 
Got blood red eyes 
My fucking brain's fried 
Staying up all night 
Just wanna feel alive 
Alive
I Just wanna feel alive
Alive 
I've been looking for the light 
(For the light)
Still can't get my mind right
(Still can't get my mind right)
Still can't get my mind...

staying up (prod. radkoun + 1sonvta)

Prod. By: https://soundcloud.com/foreigngotem

baby if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile
I think to much
it's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
my life feels like a game
with snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho x2
I don't know how to hide it
my memories divided
if only I could get out my head
and see inside it

a whole new perspective
my soul was neglected
bomb on my heart
like was it her objective
torn into pieces
my strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
cause these thoughts leave me speechless

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

and you won't last a mile
your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
you couldn't love me
no matter if you tried to
if someone told you different
then just know your being lied to

fuck life fuck you
driving fast hit the gas
imma dust you
shedding tears
as I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

tell her stay clear
running for my life
cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
everybody be the same here

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

Prod. By: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrSl474HOTnqSExd6pHKIJw

life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
always in the background
that's where I'm staying
she gunned my fucking heart down
and replaced it
I have nothing left now
man I hate it

even if you tried to
you couldn't save me
always getting lied to
my life is wasting

I'm so fucking tired
my dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
the reaper next to me

watching over every move
so much sleep I lose
every night I contemplate
like what the fuck to do

I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
all I ever knew was pain
and fucking rainy days

I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
make the demons go away
and all my thoughts erase

don't know why they fucking hate
it makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
discover inner peace

to me I am the enemy
theres something wrong with me
the chemicals inside my brain
are fucking hurting me
the memories keep coming back
it's like their haunting me
lying to my fucking face
just tell me honestly

you ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
wish that I could burn it down
all these snakes around

life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
always in the background
that's where I'm staying
she gunned my fucking heart down
and replaced it
I have nothing left now
man I hate it x2

fading (prod. cartier)

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
fucking freezing
oh my god
I'm so high 
think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
just gotta stay consistent 
they would never listen
but now they treat me different 
it's because I'm glo'd up 
gave it all my focus
you gotta work your hardest 
if you want people to notice

no days off I'm never sleeping
writing songs in my head 
while I'm dreaming
all my life I'm stuck
searching for a meaning 
wish I gave a fuck 
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason 
bitch I'm smoking trees 
and I'm so clueless 
does she love me 
or she leaving 
oh that's perfect 
that's exactly what I needed 
a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated

a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated x4

a broken heart
I'm rolling hard
in the night 
and I'm looking at the stars
took my life
and she ripped it all apart 
I put it back
but you can see the scars

you can see the scars 
all the pain inside my eyes 
I'm just another kid
that's tortured by his mind 
thought of getting out 
like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe 
but I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine 
anxiety inside 
makes it hard to sleep at night 
smoking get me right 
gets me out head
you talking shit to me 
but I'm in your bitches bed
in between her legs

I be going stupid 
I'm ruthless
go behind my back 
I'll leave you toothless
leave you looking useless 
like bro what are you doing 
your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
oh my god 
I'm so high 
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

falling (prod. skress)

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

prod. jD & Xander

hope I get to see you again 
before this life comes to an end
cause you make my head fucking spin

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees 

up all night 
I still can't sleep
head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep
on my own I walk the street 
her shadow's haunting me

her shadow's haunting me

only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me 
forever till we rest in peace 
together till we both can't breathe
connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique 
I'm so high they cannot reach 
margielas up on both my feet
they jealous now 
wanna be like me

margielas up on both my feet

they jealous now wanna be like me

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees

up all night 
I still can't sleep

head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

prod. @harvest & @vowlmusic

on my own again 
the walls are caving in 
craving you again
and it's like 3am
burn carcinogins 
until my lungs are dust 
should i chase my dream
or should i give it up 
walk a lonely road 
the only one i know
i'm off 28 grams 
now i'm going home
i can't fucking feel my face
i'm so fucking gone
always feel so out of place
like i don't belong

when i die 
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself 
i sit in silence 
that's how i like it
smoking potent 
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND 
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant 
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep 

don't know what you see
what you see in me 
cause i could never be 
anything you need
i'll just let you down
leave you with a frown
walking on my own 
until i'm underground 
everyday's the same
staring at the flames
laying on the tracks 
wait for trains to pass
think about the past 
wish i could go back 
to the better days 
before i saw your face

when i die 
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself 
i sit in silence 
that's how i like it
smoking potent 
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND 
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant 
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep

out of place (prod. harvest + vowl)

prod. @lucamalaspina

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

but they all reappear
when you getting money
get out of my face
i don't want you near me
every time you come around
you want something from me
but if we were to switch
i know you would dub me
treat me like i don't exist
yeah i'm nobody
feeling like i'm dead
barely have a heart beat

frozen cold
ice'd my soul
cut my skin
break my bones
as i grow
years they go
by so fast
blow right past me

i can't keep up
feel so stuck
i'm sealing shut
i think i've had enough
sometimes i wished the world
would turn to dust

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

i got some old friends
that wanna see me bloody
but i can't go out bad
so i keep it on me
life is moving fast
this shit getting crazy
imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me
i don't wanna make a song
bro you couldn't pay me
imma cut you off
without saying sorry

imma cut you off
without saying sorry
and imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

@prodjody

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2   

new year 
same dreams
old faces
i'm tired
i can't take it
so sick of this bullshit 
i might fill my brain with a full clip

i might fill my brain with a full clip

they wanna see me dead 
voices in my head 
falling off the edge 
i can't stop it

it's hard to love again
i don't have no friends
i just got a hole where my heart is

yeah i got some scars 
don't get me started 
gave my all for you 
i tried my hardest 
we're nothing in the end
we die regardless
i just wish my head 
wasn't like this

i isolate myself i can't help it
cause nowadays i'm always fucking anxious
waking up at night still faded 
i don't even know what the day is 

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2

problems (prod. jody)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

and i swear it's not fair 
it's not right
how you tell me all these fucking lies
every night 
i've been feeling like i might die
i'm traumatized 
kiss me kiss me i go braindead 
every time
she told me i'm no good 
but that's fine 
now i know i'm always in her mind
getting to bands 
i can't worry bout you  

every time you come around me it's always bad news  
left me fucking cursed 
lonely with a bad mood 
laying in the dirt
trynna find my loose screws
i be on my own got no one to turn to 
x2

@loseher4u
braindead baby
idk what's goin on 
you don't know what i'd do
to get inside your arms
i'd go to lengths 
that you've never fucking seen 
go to all those places
that you see inside your dreams
stuck like a tattoo 
don't know what to do
drowning like a typhoon
imma die soon
alone in my room 
wanna see you
wanna feel you
wanna kill you
don't know what's goin on 
don't know what i'm doing wrong
won't be here for long 
miss me when i'm gone

and i swear it's not fair 
it's not right
how you tell me all these fucking lies
every night 
i've been feeling like i might die
i'm traumatized 
kiss me kiss me i go braindead 
every time
she told me i'm no good 
but that's fine 
now i know i'm always in her mind
getting to bands 
i can't worry bout you  

every time you come around me it's always bad news  
left me fucking cursed 
lonely with a bad mood 
laying in the dirt
trynna find my loose screws
i be on my own got no one to turn to

i be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

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