prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst)

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what i'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

spotify

okay (prod. methboiswag)

prod. jD & Xander

hope I get to see you again 
before this life comes to an end
cause you make my head fucking spin

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees 

up all night 
I still can't sleep
head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep
on my own I walk the street 
her shadow's haunting me

her shadow's haunting me

only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me 
forever till we rest in peace 
together till we both can't breathe
connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique 
I'm so high they cannot reach 
margielas up on both my feet
they jealous now 
wanna be like me

margielas up on both my feet

they jealous now wanna be like me

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees

up all night 
I still can't sleep

head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

prod. @skress

you can take all my time
yeah it's fine i don't mind it 
anything for you 
cause your eyes look like diamonds
and your body glows 
in the dark still shining 
sitting by your side all night 
stars dying

sitting by your side
so high i'm flying
try to drag me down
but i keep climbing
laugh up in my face
and say i'm nothing
tell me i'm a waste
and i'm not worth loving
 
hope i prove you wrong
hope i make you mad
cause i'm over it
i won't take you back
i won't fall again 
i can't get attached
now i'm moving on
leave you in the past

leave you in the past
i'm not falling again
convinced myself
now I'm really all in
they hate on us
i don't hear them talking
started out with nothing
i spread my wings 
i'm flying 

sinking slowly diving
yeah i'm slowly dying 
i think my brain is rotting
off the drugs can't function
all your words mean nothing 
searching to feel something 
but pain is all i'm finding 

i just wanna know
wanna know the secrets that you hide
i don't feel alive 
except when i look you in the eyes
you don't even try 
you live in the middle of my mind 
you can take my time
i don't want it anyway it's fine 

out in public i can't talk 
my tounge is tied in fucking knots
outer space 
i feel so lost
out of touch 
i'm ducking off 

looking for me 
then i'm gone
never felt like i belong 
i know that i don't fit in
spiders crawling on my skin
your love is my medicine
but i can't go back again
i thought that you felt the same 
but i know that feelings change

you can take all my time
yeah it's fine i don't mind it 
anything for you 
cause your eyes look like diamonds
and your body glows 
in the dark still shining 
sitting by your side all night 
stars dying

sitting by your side
so high i'm flying
try to drag me down
but i keep climbing
laugh up in my face
and say i'm nothing
tell me i'm a waste
and i'm not worth loving

all my time (prod. skress)

prod. @taylor & @prodbybrody

brand new day
same old pain
toxic waste 
in my brain
can't think straight
feel so strange
feel insane
can't escape
i'm locked in till my life ends
i'm running from my demons
i'm fighting all these feelings
learning to let go of my emotions

i need dopeamine and seratonin 
going crazy 
like my life is shutter island
i'm in ward C off some psilocybin
you can't save me 
there's no point in trying
said you loved me 
i already know you lying
head first 
off the deep end 
yeah i'm diving
face down 
and i'm laying on the pavement 
i don't want friends 
they make me anxious 

bleeding out 
can you hear me now
said you'd hold me down
but you nowhere to be found 
stab my back 
leave me underground 
i know how it goes
i can never trust a soul

brand new day
same old pain
toxic waste 
in my brain
can't think straight
feel so strange
feel insane
can't escape
i'm locked in till my life ends
i'm running from my demons
i'm fighting all these feelings
learning to let go of my emotions

eversince you left i've been broken
but i don't wanna pick up when you call now
made it on my own i can't come down
all i wanna do is fucking ball out

all i wanna do is fucking boss up
all these fake friends getting no love
i just stay inside and do my drugs
lost in the stars higher the doves

lost in the dark forgot who i was  
it's brand new day with the same pain

brand new day (prod. taylor morgan + brody)

prod. @harvest & @vowlmusic

on my own again 
the walls are caving in 
craving you again
and it's like 3am
burn carcinogins 
until my lungs are dust 
should i chase my dream
or should i give it up 
walk a lonely road 
the only one i know
i'm off 28 grams 
now i'm going home
i can't fucking feel my face
i'm so fucking gone
always feel so out of place
like i don't belong

when i die 
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself 
i sit in silence 
that's how i like it
smoking potent 
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND 
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant 
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep 

don't know what you see
what you see in me 
cause i could never be 
anything you need
i'll just let you down
leave you with a frown
walking on my own 
until i'm underground 
everyday's the same
staring at the flames
laying on the tracks 
wait for trains to pass
think about the past 
wish i could go back 
to the better days 
before i saw your face

when i die 
i know i'll go to hell
can't relate to anybody else
staying in my room all by myself 
i sit in silence 
that's how i like it
smoking potent 
please don't bother me
my phone's on DND 
cause i know talk is cheap
my heart is vacant 
feeling like a creep
late night i roam the street
cause i can never sleep

out of place (prod. harvest + vowl)

prod. @lucamalaspina

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

but they all reappear
when you getting money
get out of my face
i don't want you near me
every time you come around
you want something from me
but if we were to switch
i know you would dub me
treat me like i don't exist
yeah i'm nobody
feeling like i'm dead
barely have a heart beat

frozen cold
ice'd my soul
cut my skin
break my bones
as i grow
years they go
by so fast
blow right past me

i can't keep up
feel so stuck
i'm sealing shut
i think i've had enough
sometimes i wished the world
would turn to dust

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

i got some old friends
that wanna see me bloody
but i can't go out bad
so i keep it on me
life is moving fast
this shit getting crazy
imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me
i don't wanna make a song
bro you couldn't pay me
imma cut you off
without saying sorry

imma cut you off
without saying sorry
and imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

@prodjody

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

always stressin 
always second guessing 
lost inside my life 
i got no direction
so imma do these drugs 
till i'm seeing heaven 
waking up in hell
i don't know what happened

demons at my door 
and they always knocking
when i try to sleep 
they tell me i'm nothing 
and it's driving me crazy 
i feel like everybody hate me 

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

out of place (prod. harvest + vowl)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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