Feel like i dont exsit nd ur my only fix 💯😓🥵🥵

 sing it bro, shit gets me in my feels yet I can dance to it XD. 

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst)

(Heart and soul)
(Skin and flesh)
(Break me down)
(Till there's nothing left)
(Use me up)
(Abuse my trust)
(Gave my all)
(But it's not enough)

Go
Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

No it's never enough
Take my trust and abuse it
You just break it
And bruise it
Left me lonely and clueless
But I'm still getting to it
Going dumb going stupid
I don't need nobody else
Imma shine Imma prove it

Watching me and my movements
I know you see that I'm winning
Walking round in Rick Owens
Sliver chains on me glisten
Give a fuck bout a hater
They just want my position
Cause I'm pushing the limit
Everyday that i'm living

Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

Go
Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

heart & soul (prod. lil biscuit + yeezo)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

prod. @softhert

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost

wish i could've meant more to you 
they don't love like i do
staying right beside you
take me out my bad mood

i know i'm bad news 
hate me i don't blame you
eversince we fell through
i'm ice cold my hands blue

see it all got a clear view 
now i know i can't trust you
no one i can turn to
all my bridges burn through
i don't know what's true
old friends act brand new 
wish i never met you
cross you out forget you

wish i never met you
cross you out forget you
old friends acting brand new 
all my bridges burn through

nowadays i don't care at all 
i'm better off being uninvolved
stack it up
and watch it fall
in my room 
wanna paint the wall

paint it red
and leave a mess
had my fun 
i'm over this
fading out
losing interest
lost my hope 
finding purpose

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost x2

how it seems (prod. softheart)

prod. @lucamalaspina

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

but they all reappear
when you getting money
get out of my face
i don't want you near me
every time you come around
you want something from me
but if we were to switch
i know you would dub me
treat me like i don't exist
yeah i'm nobody
feeling like i'm dead
barely have a heart beat

frozen cold
ice'd my soul
cut my skin
break my bones
as i grow
years they go
by so fast
blow right past me

i can't keep up
feel so stuck
i'm sealing shut
i think i've had enough
sometimes i wished the world
would turn to dust

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

i got some old friends
that wanna see me bloody
but i can't go out bad
so i keep it on me
life is moving fast
this shit getting crazy
imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me
i don't wanna make a song
bro you couldn't pay me
imma cut you off
without saying sorry

imma cut you off
without saying sorry
and imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

@prodjody

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2   

new year 
same dreams
old faces
i'm tired
i can't take it
so sick of this bullshit 
i might fill my brain with a full clip

i might fill my brain with a full clip

they wanna see me dead 
voices in my head 
falling off the edge 
i can't stop it

it's hard to love again
i don't have no friends
i just got a hole where my heart is

yeah i got some scars 
don't get me started 
gave my all for you 
i tried my hardest 
we're nothing in the end
we die regardless
i just wish my head 
wasn't like this

i isolate myself i can't help it
cause nowadays i'm always fucking anxious
waking up at night still faded 
i don't even know what the day is 

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2

problems (prod. jody)

@prodjody

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

always stressin 
always second guessing 
lost inside my life 
i got no direction
so imma do these drugs 
till i'm seeing heaven 
waking up in hell
i don't know what happened

demons at my door 
and they always knocking
when i try to sleep 
they tell me i'm nothing 
and it's driving me crazy 
i feel like everybody hate me 

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

i don't belong 
i don't fit in 
don't know where 
i went wrong again
i'll wear my flaws up on my skin
cause nothing matters in the end x2

nothing really matters at all 
i'm still in a constant cycle 
moving in a downward spiral 
all this pain
but i still smile 

and act like i'm alright 
on the inside i still wanna die

you can't help me 
your wasting your time 

don't worry 
i'll be fine 

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

nothing here is meant to last (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

nobody at all (prod. jody)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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