It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what i'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

spotify

okay (prod. methboiswag)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

Don't wanna feel no more
Leave my body on the floor
Her love's a bloodsport
Left me bloody and sore
But I've been here before
Way too many fucking times
Always going back and forth
With voices in my mind
I'm always going back and forth
And I'm so sick of it
Don't wanna talk about it
I would rather sing this shit
These days I'm careful who I trust
And who I call friend
So if we're riding together
Just know it's till the end

If you got me
Then I got you
Imma stay down
Imma stay true
Long as you feel
The way I do
We can make it
We can break through
But we broke apart
Burning out just like a star
Hurt me bad
Like a knife across my fucking heart
In your arms
Only place I ever wanna be
But now she's gone
And I'm lonely when I go to sleep

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

pins & needles (prod. jolst + remghost)

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

I'm so sick of the same old routine
Woke up in the same bad dream
Can't tell what the fuck you mean
When you don't say anything

Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost
Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost

Turning into nothing at all
It's like you expect me to fall
But I can't look back, can't let go
I won't switch, no I can't fold
Watching all the time fly away
I saw our memories fade
Old problems on a new day
Feels like I'll never escape

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

take it all away (prod. silver + methboiswag)

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

You tell me this and that
But you don't tell me the truth
If I told you how I feel
You would hate me too
Been to hell and back
I did it all for you
I'd walk until my face turn blue
(Just to see your point of view)
(Walk a mile in your shoes)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

stay still (prod. grayskies)

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

These days all I do get high
Watching time fly by
While I'm sitting inside my room
It don't matter what I try
Still see your eyes
No I can't stop thinking bout you
Can't stop thinking bout you
No, no

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

stay still (prod. grayskies)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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