I said I wouldn't do it then I did it again
I know I got a problem
I don't gotta pretend
I've been going through it
I don't know where it ends
Don't know where I started
I just know where it went
Wrong

So I wrote you another song
Just to ask you if all your love is gone
I know I should probably move on
I'm good, yeah
I gotta stay strong
Stay strong
Got nobody I can lean on
I thought you loved me
I was so wrong
I was so gone
I couldn't tell where I was
Can you tell that I've had enough?
I've had enough
Can you tell that I've had enough?

I said I wouldn't do it then I did it again
I know I got a problem
I don't gotta pretend
I've been going through it
I don't know where it ends
Don't know where I started
I just know where it went
Wrong

I've been trying to fix it
It takes some time
Can you give me a minute?
Like hey, hi, how you been doing?
I can tell you're already moving on
I can tell you're already moving on

where it went (prod. michealwarren)

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights 

Can’t stop me 
Can’t hold me back
Don’t say you love me 
If you don’t mean that 
Cause nowadays I can tell what's real 
I wont hide the way I feel about you 
You’ve been living in my head rent free 
Dancing round my mind all week 
In my dreams and in my sleep 

@youngburial
I can feel my heart 
Beating out of my chest 
Stuck on train tracks 
Waiting on the end 
You’re a diva 
No we aren’t friends 
You’re a schemer 
You just fake flex 
Got a feeling up in my shit 
No i can’t trust someone off rip
I pretend that i can see through 
You’re a bother 
You just won’t move

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights

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under your breath ft. fats'e (prod. frevel + nihil + octodog)

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

Your love is hard to find
Your love one of a kind
Can't get you off my mind
You cross it every night
You cross it every night
Just like stars up in the sky
Hold me close
Or let me go
If you need me
Let me know
I can't turn back on this road
I've been down to many times
Keep my feelings locked inside
Yeah they wanna eat me alive

Time been moving slow
It's hard to stay afloat
I'm steady losing hope
Can you tell me where to go
Cause really I don't know
And really I could care less
I been trying my best
Don't wanna see you upset

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

hard to find (prod. roxa + tommet)

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

I know some things
Just don't have a fix
It's always one thing
Right after the next
They say death
Is the only time you rest
So for now Imma
Chase a fucking check
I'm on a mission
I got something to prove
It's all or nothing
I got nothing to lose
I'm out my mind
Lost a couple of screws
Running out of time
Staying up with the moon

And I thought
It was love at first sight
But that night
I really changed my mind
I was so lost
I was so damn blind
How could I not
See the signs
Hard to tell how
Fast I was going
Till I crashed
Into that (wall)
Isolated from everybody
I'm better off uninvolved

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

part of me (prod. yungspoiler)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

me n u <3

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

I wonder if you’re the one 
You’re the one for me
Stuck in my head 
I’m my own worst enemy 
Walking alone I don’t need nobody else 
Years fly by sitting here all by myself 

ezra:
I always end up back here anyway 
Why try and open up 
If it won’t change a thing 
Why does everyone act innocent 
I’m sick of this 
You’re no better than me 
So don’t say you is 
I stopped calling 
I’d rather not even know 
If you would stay 
Cause eventually I’ll be losing control 
That’s usually how it goes 
I end up losing out 
On everything I try to keep close 

Fuck

But fuck it we ball 
Bottle up and keep it all to myself 
Heart on my sleeve put it back on the shelf 
Baby I’m sorry I don’t need your help 
But I want your uh 
Ignoring your calls 
I’m just worried I’ll embarrass myself 
Probably singing to your therapist house
Tell him how I’m not the guy 
That you thought 
Thought I was 

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

You hold me down 
Like gravity

from the heart ft. ezra (prod. yungspoiler + jolst)

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes 

Looking in your eyes I see it all now 
They just wanna watch me fall down 
All these fake friends cut em all out 
I just wanna stack till I can’t count 
Stacking money up by myself 
I can’t wait on nobody else
I know you never care how I felt 
But I don’t need none of your help 

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes

this life (prod. feardorian + taylor morgan)

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

this life (prod. feardorian + taylor morgan)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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