And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

I was down bad I was scared of getting stuck 
Finally found my sound that boy mad he still suck

explode ft kenny orlando & kennedyxoxo (noahmadethiss) (ALL PLATFORMS)

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

spotify

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

These days all I do get high
Watching time fly by
While I'm sitting inside my room
It don't matter what I try
Still see your eyes
No I can't stop thinking bout you
Can't stop thinking bout you
No, no

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

bite my tongue (prod. remghost + irby)

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that i die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

They gonna lie to your face
Tell you everything's fine
When it's not okay
You gotta laugh and put a smile on
I know it's so fake
But it's all apart of the game
That we play
I'm still finding my way
I just wanna feel something
Tell me anything it's better than nothing
Lately I've been getting
Too fucked up to function
Got an ice cold soul
Heart's frozen
Heart's open

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that I die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

I'll tell you how I really feel
You know imma keep it real
Long as my heart beating still
Long as I can still breathe
You know I'm gonna do me
Till my lungs are empty
Yeah I'm gonna do me
I don't want your fake love I got plenty
I can sense the jealousy and the envy
You said you had my back
Now you wanna see me bleed
That's just how it be

promise (prod. recyclebin + jolst)

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights 

Can’t stop me 
Can’t hold me back
Don’t say you love me 
If you don’t mean that 
Cause nowadays I can tell what's real 
I wont hide the way I feel about you 
You’ve been living in my head rent free 
Dancing round my mind all week 
In my dreams and in my sleep 

@youngburial
I can feel my heart 
Beating out of my chest 
Stuck on train tracks 
Waiting on the end 
You’re a diva 
No we aren’t friends 
You’re a schemer 
You just fake flex 
Got a feeling up in my shit 
No i can’t trust someone off rip
I pretend that i can see through 
You’re a bother 
You just won’t move

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights

under your breath ft. fats'e (prod. frevel + nihil + octodog)

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

Your love is hard to find
Your love one of a kind
Can't get you off my mind
You cross it every night
You cross it every night
Just like stars up in the sky
Hold me close
Or let me go
If you need me
Let me know
I can't turn back on this road
I've been down to many times
Keep my feelings locked inside
Yeah they wanna eat me alive

Time been moving slow
It's hard to stay afloat
I'm steady losing hope
Can you tell me where to go
Cause really I don't know
And really I could care less
I been trying my best
Don't wanna see you upset

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

hard to find (prod. roxa + tommet)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

I wonder if you’re the one 
You’re the one for me
Stuck in my head 
I’m my own worst enemy 
Walking alone I don’t need nobody else 
Years fly by sitting here all by myself 

ezra:
I always end up back here anyway 
Why try and open up 
If it won’t change a thing 
Why does everyone act innocent 
I’m sick of this 
You’re no better than me 
So don’t say you is 
I stopped calling 
I’d rather not even know 
If you would stay 
Cause eventually I’ll be losing control 
That’s usually how it goes 
I end up losing out 
On everything I try to keep close 

Fuck

But fuck it we ball 
Bottle up and keep it all to myself 
Heart on my sleeve put it back on the shelf 
Baby I’m sorry I don’t need your help 
But I want your uh 
Ignoring your calls 
I’m just worried I’ll embarrass myself 
Probably singing to your therapist house
Tell him how I’m not the guy 
That you thought 
Thought I was 

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

You hold me down 
Like gravity

from the heart ft. ezra (prod. yungspoiler + jolst)

NEW RELEASE !!!! please show some love on this one :) https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/everyday

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

from the heart ft. ezra (prod. yungspoiler + jolst)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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