I got nothin left to lose 😔  got alot to prove💯

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst)

(Heart and soul)
(Skin and flesh)
(Break me down)
(Till there's nothing left)
(Use me up)
(Abuse my trust)
(Gave my all)
(But it's not enough)

Go
Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

No it's never enough
Take my trust and abuse it
You just break it
And bruise it
Left me lonely and clueless
But I'm still getting to it
Going dumb going stupid
I don't need nobody else
Imma shine Imma prove it

Watching me and my movements
I know you see that I'm winning
Walking round in Rick Owens
Sliver chains on me glisten
Give a fuck bout a hater
They just want my position
Cause I'm pushing the limit
Everyday that i'm living

Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

Go
Heart and soul
Skin and flesh
Break me down
Till there's nothing left
Use me up
Abuse my trust
Gave my all
But it's not enough

heart & soul (prod. lil biscuit + yeezo)

All these drugs help the pain
But it comes back worse
Leave right now
Or Imma leave you hurt
I can't rest till I'm food for the worms
We all die one day
I'm just waiting my turn

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec

Feel like this every night
Frozen cold dead inside
Blowing smoke getting high
Like the stars in the sky
I wanted love not a fight
You cut me deep like a knife
Made me hate my own life
You drive me crazy no lie

You drive me crazy no lie
I've been losing my mind
It's getting harder to find
Any peace
I've been falling into pieces
Out of place
Yeah i'm always fucking anxious

Lines on lines
Until my nose bleeds
Staying up till the suns out
I don't sleep
Undercover on my fucking
Jeans and my sleeves
I can't be your lover
Everyone I love leaves

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec
(Only take a sec)

this & that (prod. lil biscuit)

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

missin x/twitter likes [Prod. CURIOUSPIRIT]

@prodjody

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2   

new year 
same dreams
old faces
i'm tired
i can't take it
so sick of this bullshit 
i might fill my brain with a full clip

i might fill my brain with a full clip

they wanna see me dead 
voices in my head 
falling off the edge 
i can't stop it

it's hard to love again
i don't have no friends
i just got a hole where my heart is

yeah i got some scars 
don't get me started 
gave my all for you 
i tried my hardest 
we're nothing in the end
we die regardless
i just wish my head 
wasn't like this

i isolate myself i can't help it
cause nowadays i'm always fucking anxious
waking up at night still faded 
i don't even know what the day is 

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2

problems (prod. jody)

@prodjody

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

always stressin 
always second guessing 
lost inside my life 
i got no direction
so imma do these drugs 
till i'm seeing heaven 
waking up in hell
i don't know what happened

demons at my door 
and they always knocking
when i try to sleep 
they tell me i'm nothing 
and it's driving me crazy 
i feel like everybody hate me 

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

i don't belong 
i don't fit in 
don't know where 
i went wrong again
i'll wear my flaws up on my skin
cause nothing matters in the end x2

nothing really matters at all 
i'm still in a constant cycle 
moving in a downward spiral 
all this pain
but i still smile 

and act like i'm alright 
on the inside i still wanna die

you can't help me 
your wasting your time 

don't worry 
i'll be fine 

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

nothing here is meant to last (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

true love (prod. jody)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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