its not nice to make people sad. you shoudlnt be glad to hurt feeling fucking retard 

Prod. By: https://soundcloud.com/foreigngotem

baby if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile
I think to much
it's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
my life feels like a game
with snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho x2
I don't know how to hide it
my memories divided
if only I could get out my head
and see inside it

a whole new perspective
my soul was neglected
bomb on my heart
like was it her objective
torn into pieces
my strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
cause these thoughts leave me speechless

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

and you won't last a mile
your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
you couldn't love me
no matter if you tried to
if someone told you different
then just know your being lied to

fuck life fuck you
driving fast hit the gas
imma dust you
shedding tears
as I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

tell her stay clear
running for my life
cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
everybody be the same here

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

spotify

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

prod. by: @kidkeva
pillxxx: @yungseason-6

sometimes it's hard to focus 
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice 
don't know where I'm going 
full of bad emotion 
I feel like I'm no one 
I feel like I'm broken

but I ain't no loner
my team full of soldiers
smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

try to keep my eyes low
ducking from the 5-0 
fuck the fucking 5-0 
let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system 
I know that I'm different 
swear they never listen 
that's why I'm staying distant 

leave em in my past life
they don't got their act right
don't know what to act like 
I leave em on the outside 

leave em on the outside 
leave em on the outside

don't know what to act like 
don't know how to act right 
I leave em on the outside

pillxxx:
Sipping on my potion 
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it’s hard to focus 
These niggaz keep on switching sides they think I ain’t noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it’s my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it 
Demons want me so bad I’m still trynna fight it 
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance 
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance 
All my teeth are golden 
Smile just to show it
Don’t look to long 
It get way too hard to Focus

sometimes it's hard to focus 
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice 
don't know where I'm going 
full of bad emotion 
I feel like I'm no one 
I feel like I'm broken

but I ain't no loner
my team full of soldiers
smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
fucking freezing
oh my god
I'm so high 
think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
just gotta stay consistent 
they would never listen
but now they treat me different 
it's because I'm glo'd up 
gave it all my focus
you gotta work your hardest 
if you want people to notice

no days off I'm never sleeping
writing songs in my head 
while I'm dreaming
all my life I'm stuck
searching for a meaning 
wish I gave a fuck 
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason 
bitch I'm smoking trees 
and I'm so clueless 
does she love me 
or she leaving 
oh that's perfect 
that's exactly what I needed 
a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated

a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated x4

a broken heart
I'm rolling hard
in the night 
and I'm looking at the stars
took my life
and she ripped it all apart 
I put it back
but you can see the scars

you can see the scars 
all the pain inside my eyes 
I'm just another kid
that's tortured by his mind 
thought of getting out 
like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe 
but I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine 
anxiety inside 
makes it hard to sleep at night 
smoking get me right 
gets me out head
you talking shit to me 
but I'm in your bitches bed
in between her legs

I be going stupid 
I'm ruthless
go behind my back 
I'll leave you toothless
leave you looking useless 
like bro what are you doing 
your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
oh my god 
I'm so high 
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

prod. @blackmayo

I know she don't love me
would never trust me
had hopeless feelings
since I was 14
just wanna fade out 
this world is plain now
this scene is played out
it's all the same now

I hope I wash away 
bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
it help my brain out
cause it's a fucking mess
lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
cause I don't feel my best
feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
so I just need a sec
to keep my life intact 
sometimes I feel so lost
and I don't have a map
don't know where I'm at
looking for a sign 
wish I could go back
to the better times 
to the better days
and the better nights 
when I was just a kid 
never questioned life
what was wrong or right
never really cared

still don't really care
I can take you there
welcome to my world
there's sadness in the air 
depression everywhere 
don't feel like waking up
god I fucking suck
feel so fucking stuck
walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love 
but now I have no trust
I just got the drugs 
and now my feelings numb
please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun 
I know we had our fun
but that shit's over now
left me here to die
looking like a clown 
left me here to die
bleeding on the ground
but I made it out 
yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
would never trust me
had hopeless feelings
since I was 14
just wanna fade out 
this world is plain now
this scene is played out
it's all the same now

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

prod. @spacedtime

when I think about the past 
that shit just stress me 
depress me
make my wrist messy
why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby

I just wanna ball with you baby
glo up in the mall
with me maybe?

and I would spend it all for you
yeah I know you know it's true
like my jeans
yeah they be religion 
pockets full of grams
I keep on sinning
all this pain
it's fucking never ending
I've been going through it
need a minute
laying in my bed 
I know I'm not shit
think about my life 
I wanna off it
all these fake friends
acting toxic
blowing up my phone
can you stop it?

just stop it 

and I would give my all for you
just to stop this heart abuse

when I think about the past 
that shit just stress me 
depress me
make my wrist messy
why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby

meet me in hell 
I'll be waiting
please be here soon
cause I'm decaying
look you in the eyes
I start breaking
bitch you ain't the same 
you keep changing 
why you say you love me?
know you faking
this the type of shit
that keep me isolating
myself from everyone
I miss the days when I was young

I keep folding 
under pressure 
I keep fighting
just to feel worse
not getting better 
I hope the drugs work
they never do they just leave me 
and my soul hurt

when I think about the past 
that shit just stress me 
depress me
make my wrist messy
why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby

messy (prod. spacedtime)

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

falling (prod. skress)

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

prod. @prodbybrody

crush my dreams
and stab my back
let me down 
I'm used to that
lie to me 
like all the time
every night
you're on my mind

when I sleep
you're all I see
in my head 
so constantly
knock me right off 
both my feet
tear my heart up
piece by piece

suffocation 
I can't breathe
drowning fast
and sinking deep
take my life 
and set me free
I hope they
remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
looking over the edge
evil voice in my head
tells me I'm better off dead 

I'm no good 
yeah I know I'm the worst
smoking weed 
till my lungs start to hurt
tell me lies
already I know how this works
she won't care till 
I'm covered with dirt

when we kissed 
I knew I was cursed
you showed me hell was on earth
you dragged me to a new low
then left me nowhere to go

paranoid
I roll on my own
skeleton 
I'm just
skin and bones
these days 
I feel so empty
in my dreams
you still haunt me

when I sleep
you're all I see
in my head 
so constantly
knock me right off 
both my feet
tear my heart up
piece by piece

suffocation 
I can't breathe
drowning fast
and sinking deep
take my life and
set me free
I hope they
remember me

I know they won't remember me 
forget me in your memories
take away my sanity
stomp on me 
till I can't breathe 

till I can't breathe

piece by piece (prod. brody)

prod. jD & Xander

hope I get to see you again 
before this life comes to an end
cause you make my head fucking spin

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees 

up all night 
I still can't sleep
head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep
on my own I walk the street 
her shadow's haunting me

her shadow's haunting me

only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me 
forever till we rest in peace 
together till we both can't breathe
connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique 
I'm so high they cannot reach 
margielas up on both my feet
they jealous now 
wanna be like me

margielas up on both my feet

they jealous now wanna be like me

on the edge 
I don't wanna fall 
mastercard 
when I hit the mall
girl for you 
I'd buy it all
dress you up 
just like a doll

pins and needles
when she's on me
in my lap in the backseat
she's my heart
she's all I need
late at night 
and I'm smoking trees

up all night 
I still can't sleep

head's a mess 
yeah I'm a creep

falling (prod. skress)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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