019    (prod h6)

Prod. By: https://soundcloud.com/foreigngotem

baby if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile
I think to much
it's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
my life feels like a game
with snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho x2
I don't know how to hide it
my memories divided
if only I could get out my head
and see inside it

a whole new perspective
my soul was neglected
bomb on my heart
like was it her objective
torn into pieces
my strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
cause these thoughts leave me speechless

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

and you won't last a mile
your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
you couldn't love me
no matter if you tried to
if someone told you different
then just know your being lied to

fuck life fuck you
driving fast hit the gas
imma dust you
shedding tears
as I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

tell her stay clear
running for my life
cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
everybody be the same here

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

spotify

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

just something laying around

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

no i'm not fine
don't tell me that it's better this way
i miss your hair, when it falls on my face
you're the right one, shoulda let you in though
i'm in a cycle, flowin like the wind blow
but you missed it now you're all up in my business
hit the right lane now you switched up doin cocaine hung over
she still rockin chokers but my shawty rockin boulders 
ya you don't know her

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay

now i got a gun to my head
i don't really give a fuck 
cause i feel so cold
i got time on my hands 
no blood on my knife
but i feel so cold
and i came thru in a fast pace 
all eyes in the hallway
with a past tense demon 
i feel his teeth sink into my veins
but i feel like i'm a nothing
suffer the name, so stuffy
tell me i'm facing something

my baby so goth got lipstick on my blunt
and now she left me i'm like wtf
i'm so toxic, you could catch me at the mall in hot topic

no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
just a little bit closer to the vein
that'll be okay
no we're not the same
but i'll watch you in the rain
yah you rid me from the pain
a little bit closer to the vein
i'll be okay

don't enter pt. 2 (prod. pretty boy ron)

standing at your doormat (ft. yung axstn) (prod. northeast lights X odece)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

ill be fine (prod. irby)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

Cold Play (prod. Jakkyboi)

"So much bullshit" is the second single from the upcoming sad chill mixtape "The Anomaly". The tape will include various artists from the sad chill family and it is coming out on Oct 11 on all platforms (Youtube, Spotify, SoundCloud, iTunes). Every single will come with its own "Chapter", a story that gives further meaning to the concept of the project!! Hope you enjoy. More singles coming soon!

hammy - so much bullshit (prod. woodpecker)

[+] we're so toxic and you know it
* produced by @16preme * cover by @weepingwolf / demons by @13000mushu *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yToPyiaJahQ

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

yeah yeah I’m back up in this bitch
They was talkin down
Now they all up on my dick

Man I swear that I don’t miss
Every song I drop like a 30 in the clip
 
Yeah Like it’s curry in the 6
I was down bad
Now she wanna fuck again

I don’t think I’ll love again
I just wanna buy my mom a crib
And get a Benz

Baby I don’t wanna
Say
Another
Word And 
Get 
you mad

But I just gotta know
That
You
At least understand

Cuz I be off them drugs and I know that it hurts you 
I prolly should curve you
I dont deserve you
I wanna burn too
And feel it again
Baby we’re not just friends
Yeah we’re more than that
Don’t you try to pretend
Don’t you try to pretend

I can see the stars shining in your eyes

fall apart when I think of the last time

I saw your face

I’m still in pain who’s to blame

Toxic

+ spotify

toxic++* (+ visuals)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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