And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

spotify

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

These days all I do get high
Watching time fly by
While I'm sitting inside my room
It don't matter what I try
Still see your eyes
No I can't stop thinking bout you
Can't stop thinking bout you
No, no

Can you hear me out
I can't bite my tongue
Can't hold my breath
Inside my lungs
I'll throw my life away for fun
Just wanna be your only one
I just wanna be
Whatever you want and need
Cause you made my heart beat
Now all it does is...
All it does is bleed

bite my tongue (prod. remghost + irby)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyKN5qqoT1I&list=LL&index=3&ab_channel=CleopatraRecords

Something's wrong
I'm always dead in my dreams
Wish you could see
Everything I've seen
Wish I could know why I do what I do
I say things I don't mean to hurt you
I know I'm selfish
And I can be rude
I know you hate me
But you I can't lose
I'd bleed out
So you know it's true
I would throw it all away for you

Throw it all in the trash
And never look back
Long as you love me
I'm fine with that
Yeah, as long as you love me
I'm fine
I don't need nobody

Something's wrong
I'm always dead in my dreams
Wish you could see
Everything I've seen
Wish I could know why I do what I do
I say things I don't mean to hurt you
I know I'm selfish
And I can be rude
I know you hate me
But you I can't lose
I'd bleed out
So you know it's true
I would throw it all away for you

Throw it all away
Turn a new page
It's a new day
With the same old pain
Same old problems in my brain
Might lose it all
And go insane

music video

dead in my dreams (prod. grayskies) video in description*

I said I wouldn't do it then I did it again
I know I got a problem
I don't gotta pretend
I've been going through it
I don't know where it ends
Don't know where I started
I just know where it went
Wrong

So I wrote you another song
Just to ask you if all your love is gone
I know I should probably move on
I'm good, yeah
I gotta stay strong
Stay strong
Got nobody I can lean on
I thought you loved me
I was so wrong
I was so gone
I couldn't tell where I was
Can you tell that I've had enough?
I've had enough
Can you tell that I've had enough?

I said I wouldn't do it then I did it again
I know I got a problem
I don't gotta pretend
I've been going through it
I don't know where it ends
Don't know where I started
I just know where it went
Wrong

I've been trying to fix it
It takes some time
Can you give me a minute?
Like hey, hi, how you been doing?
I can tell you're already moving on
I can tell you're already moving on

where it went (prod. michealwarren)

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that i die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

They gonna lie to your face
Tell you everything's fine
When it's not okay
You gotta laugh and put a smile on
I know it's so fake
But it's all apart of the game
That we play
I'm still finding my way
I just wanna feel something
Tell me anything it's better than nothing
Lately I've been getting
Too fucked up to function
Got an ice cold soul
Heart's frozen
Heart's open

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that I die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

I'll tell you how I really feel
You know imma keep it real
Long as my heart beating still
Long as I can still breathe
You know I'm gonna do me
Till my lungs are empty
Yeah I'm gonna do me
I don't want your fake love I got plenty
I can sense the jealousy and the envy
You said you had my back
Now you wanna see me bleed
That's just how it be

promise (prod. recyclebin + jolst)

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights 

Can’t stop me 
Can’t hold me back
Don’t say you love me 
If you don’t mean that 
Cause nowadays I can tell what's real 
I wont hide the way I feel about you 
You’ve been living in my head rent free 
Dancing round my mind all week 
In my dreams and in my sleep 

@youngburial
I can feel my heart 
Beating out of my chest 
Stuck on train tracks 
Waiting on the end 
You’re a diva 
No we aren’t friends 
You’re a schemer 
You just fake flex 
Got a feeling up in my shit 
No i can’t trust someone off rip
I pretend that i can see through 
You’re a bother 
You just won’t move

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights

under your breath ft. fats'e (prod. frevel + nihil + octodog)

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

Your love is hard to find
Your love one of a kind
Can't get you off my mind
You cross it every night
You cross it every night
Just like stars up in the sky
Hold me close
Or let me go
If you need me
Let me know
I can't turn back on this road
I've been down to many times
Keep my feelings locked inside
Yeah they wanna eat me alive

Time been moving slow
It's hard to stay afloat
I'm steady losing hope
Can you tell me where to go
Cause really I don't know
And really I could care less
I been trying my best
Don't wanna see you upset

I know imma die this way
I know that I can't change
Baby I been down for life
I know that you feel the same
You can help heal my pain
And we can make it through tonight
I'll let you waste my time
Cause your love is hard to find
Yeah yeah
Your love is hard to find
Your love is hard to find

hard to find (prod. roxa + tommet)

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

I know some things
Just don't have a fix
It's always one thing
Right after the next
They say death
Is the only time you rest
So for now Imma
Chase a fucking check
I'm on a mission
I got something to prove
It's all or nothing
I got nothing to lose
I'm out my mind
Lost a couple of screws
Running out of time
Staying up with the moon

And I thought
It was love at first sight
But that night
I really changed my mind
I was so lost
I was so damn blind
How could I not
See the signs
Hard to tell how
Fast I was going
Till I crashed
Into that (wall)
Isolated from everybody
I'm better off uninvolved

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

part of me (prod. yungspoiler)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

I wonder if you’re the one 
You’re the one for me
Stuck in my head 
I’m my own worst enemy 
Walking alone I don’t need nobody else 
Years fly by sitting here all by myself 

ezra:
I always end up back here anyway 
Why try and open up 
If it won’t change a thing 
Why does everyone act innocent 
I’m sick of this 
You’re no better than me 
So don’t say you is 
I stopped calling 
I’d rather not even know 
If you would stay 
Cause eventually I’ll be losing control 
That’s usually how it goes 
I end up losing out 
On everything I try to keep close 

Fuck

But fuck it we ball 
Bottle up and keep it all to myself 
Heart on my sleeve put it back on the shelf 
Baby I’m sorry I don’t need your help 
But I want your uh 
Ignoring your calls 
I’m just worried I’ll embarrass myself 
Probably singing to your therapist house
Tell him how I’m not the guy 
That you thought 
Thought I was 

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

You hold me down 
Like gravity

hard to find (prod. roxa + tommet)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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